go follow 'balloon beats' best beats ive heard in a while
 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTYCsKu95-B-t9uLay1EakA

daniel silver - bad light (prod. balloon beats)

if you wanna collab (for free) just send me a song with a free space in it, my email is 
daniel-silver@hotmail.com 
<3everyone sending me love i actually love you<3

my heart is numb. all my hope is gone. i'm fucking sick in the head. i don't even get headaches anymore. i'll never feel love at all. i'll never elevate that spark inside. there's no point to my existence. 

I'm giving up on my dreams. I saw. I guess it was all a sick delusion. Please take me away this time Mr. Reaper