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Emo Rap #2

A-Voïd

Absence of Consciousness

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keep fckn fienin mane
say y u leanin mne
i gotta bag of crshd dreams lyk wht u need mane

i js hope my last breath will b a sigh of relief
i kno im comin rite back
im js a drop in the sea
n either way i manifest
i know ill feel u w me
cuz we've always had this same distance between us
so hazy out here lately
i feel lost w my lady
locked indoors allday
js bc it is raining
grindin teeth like prince zi goddamit im facin
hella blunts js thinkin 
y my soul so vacant

im back grippin on2 my ego mane
js tryina b normal eatin w ur family

i got a bag of crushed dreams like wht u needin mane

MIXED BY DYLAN KIM
MASTERED BY DYLAN KIM & ROMAN LUNA
ARWORK BY ROMAN LUNA

IT TAKES (PROD. DRIP-133 & WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL)

prod @tothegood

I still remember
when u would hold me down
hold me down

do u look up at the road
when u crash ur whip
drunk as hell

put your nose back down
to that mirror now
all our life 
we timed out
trying to make it

everyday I check
tomorrow's the past
and as the oil drips
I'm still pacing fast

degrees w/ tothegood

absolute in doubt w/ wicca phase springs eternal (prod. foxwedding)

https://youtu.be/Ceg6ICwkEmM
s/o tha bro @astvri

I'm laying right beside you 
and still can't sleep
you know I'm fucking jealous
that you're leaving

I'm thinking bout your phone
and why it's beeping
you know I'm fucking scared
that you don't know me

I will pick you up
before you're bleeding now
I know you're blowing up
I'm proud believe me now

I wanna be the picture 
on your homescreen
I know we know the passwords
but don't check things

I guess I trust you
Is that a bad thing?
I don't wan hurt you
just go do your thing

I wanna be the picture 
on your homescreen
I know we know the passwords
but don't check things


I wanna be the picture on ur homescreen

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - I Tether (prod. Jayyeah & Mike Xanax)

døves & Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - Kill Me (prod. Nedarb Nagrom)

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal, Horse Head & Cold Hart - So Down (Remix) (prod. Horse Head & Jayyeah)

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Closing My Eyes In The Dark w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. tothegood)

Yunggoth - Idk How To Kill Myself (prod. Gucci Witch)

Gustav Ahr's Album

Lil Peep & Lil Tracy - Never Eat, Never Sleep (Prod. BigHead)

[VERSE I: RAINDROP WALKA]

another day waiting for death
everyday that i waste on my list of regrets
so i tell myself "it's okay. day after next we'll make all these arrangements to change. you can better yourself."
i know i'm wasting my breath as i inhale
i know i'm escaping my death as i inhale
i can't recall why i'm suffocating
my lungs are failing

[VERSE II: LIL CUT THROAT]

Step into the mind of a cut-throat
Empty streets
cold weather
all alone
Blackness
grey air, just snow
Feelings low
being followed by crows
call list overflowed with hot lines
Drug help, mental, suicide
Feel tired, feel dried and you wanna die
Pride fried, closed eyes and you start to cry
Swear I spent a lifetime trying to get it right
Still isolated, still out of sight
Keep my dreads swinging like they in a fight
I just wanna kill everyone in sight
Take the money, take the bitches, take the drugs, take the gold
Baby, let me decompose
Never names said more shade spit
I'ma see you one day, that’s a promise

Tape

NEW CHAINS, SAME SHACKLES

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5s84BGypXX42gRNYXxFFTe
lyrics:

chorus:
you gotta know who to trust these days
and 
you gotta know who to love these days
and 
i wanna give you all of me today
though tomorrow those feelings might wash away

x2

verse 1:
starving artists ooh we staying modest
truth hurts at least you're being honest
life's ironic its ironic
in the background smoking glitter snorting stardust

with the comets like ooh hop in my rocket
i'm not good at astronomy 
but you and me i can see it in the stars
all the way out in jupiter and mars
yeah 

bridge:
you gotta know who to trust these days
and 
you gotta know who to love these days
and 
i wanna give you all of me today
though tomorrow those feelings might wash away

verse 2:
astronomical i think that life is comical
jokes aside some things are really nominal
certain opinions, banking my pin in
certain people, i guess thats a given ooh

wait a minute my whole world is spinning
blurry vision yeah, all i'm missing yeah
broken mirror, time cant do the fixing
broken heart, thread cant do the stitching

chorus:
you gotta know who to trust these days
and 
you gotta know who to love these days
and 
i wanna give you all of me today
though tomorrow those feelings might wash away

x2

trust and love

shyboy - castle doors (prod. frozxn)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

produced by @notmorgn

@guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)

where my friends?
all i see is ghosts with drug addictions
im floating well but i will sink with this affliction

and that night they found u dead right in the kitchen the sharp needle pushed like a piston

come feel come feel

(9TAILS)

come feel the beat of my heart
is it fast and should i be scared
bitch i been falling apart

ur friend hit a rough patch
bitch i BEEN falling apart
i could teach em how to deal with that
i could show em where to start

it really isnt that hard
put the work raise the bar
i treat the game like a football
kick that shit all 53 yards

catch up to me thats a trek
far trek no picard
u aint really been thru enough
take a look at these scars

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

(guccihighwaters)

i wish i could
i wish i could
i wish i could
just a fragment of my heart
is all that u left me
how many times
cus girl i been stressin

no friends just vices around me
they only help me block out my surroundings
19 but my heart is in fragments
now every night i just sleep in the casket

(9TAILS & guccihighwaters)

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

s/o my exes for making this song possible <3

verse 1:
tearing down memories of you
i try to understand the truth
people tell me leave her
your heart locked in the freezer
youll be nice i believed you
i waited i was eager
for a change
why does it have to be this way 
memories replay in my brain
beautiful days turned into stains

chorus:
everything is different now
everything is different now

verse 2:
when i left, took the knife out of my back
headed west, i dont wanna fly back
had enough of the same season
had enough of the
lack of trust in you
call my buff and then you act like you just cuffed to me no
i adjusted now i'm higher than you jumpin yeah
brush the dust off my shoulder
you tried to catch it, put our lives back together no

chorus:
everything is different now
everything is different now

verse 3:
try to upset me
being friends with my other ex you aint best me
why you text me
why you call me
why you talk to me
why you still involved w me
its been over a year
listen w your ears
havent shed no tears in a minute
you still livid
let go of your past
and live in the present

chorus:
everything is different now
everything is different now

everything is different now
everything is different now
everything is different now
everything is different now

different now

verse 1:
speedin down memory lane
everything i see is the same
round the corner, limits 55
law and order, i put it in drive
i see the sherrif in the rear view
i gotta get through so
i can see you and
bid you adieu
because you aint true
this is past due
this shit aint new to me
cant you see why i'm at this degree
you think you can lie and back it up w a plea
i disagree, you can go free or go back to sleep and live memories

pre chrorus:
had enough of that x8

chorus:
fake friends while we swervin down the highway
loose ends while we drivin up the skyway
fake friends have a lot of loose ends when you tie that shit together you're gonna run out of thread a lot of
fake friends while we swervin down the highway
loose ends while we drivin up the skyway
fake friends have a lot of loose ends when you tie that shit together you're gonna run out of thread 

verse 2:
weathers getting colder
and so are you
now that you're older
will you tell the truth 
will you follow through
will you stop assuming that you cannot improve
i believed in you
thats in the past
i disagree with you 
cut you off like a cast
compare and contrast
i cared now you last
after that when you lashed

our friendship faded
after i upgraded
with your lies translated
into your dictations i

pre chrorus:
had enough of that x8

chorus:
fake friends while we swervin down the highway
loose ends while we drivin up the skyway
fake friends have a lot of loose ends when you tie that shit together you're gonna run out of thread a lot of
fake friends while we swervin down the highway
loose ends while we drivin up the skyway
fake friends have a lot of loose ends when you tie that shit together you're gonna run out of thread

enough

verse 1:
hey, its me
it's been a couple weeks
wanted to catch up with you
and see if we could repeat
the times we had
they didnt last
i dont hate you anymore because
its in the past
i dont care about your rants
when you get the chance
call me back
ive had one thing ive wanted to ask

chorus:
where did you go
where did you go

verse 2:
hello, returning your call
i used to think about when we had it all
things, they've changed
the way you behaved
when all i wanted was your love
i was shortchanged
you cant make it up to me this season
arguing with me for no reason
will you be the same person i met?
i stopped believing

chorus:
where did you go
where did you go
where did you go
where did you go

where did u go

shyboy - a familiar feeling (prod. bobby dexter)

twitter.com/falls_boii
twitter.com/nothingnowhere

i still remember it all ft. nothing,nowhere.

verse 1:
trust issues
love issues
to save myself and not my money bought some new shoes
i got some tattoos, i got a new bruise,
in my bank account, vibing to the blues
all this news
and i choose
to spend my money 'fore i get it
not saving every month i forget it

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

verse 2:
i knock myself down
but i pick myself up
i put down the cup
i dont go to no clubs
i used to smoke them dubs to escape myself
i tried to blend in to erase myself
i bounced back from that and reshaped myself
i used to be scared afraid of myself
turned that around
sometimes i love myself

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

verse 3:
i love it when i wish myself well
i love it when i flip my last dime in the wishing well
i hated when i took a trip back to hell
i hate it that i tripped and fell
but i picked myself up
wiped the tears from my cheeks
i aint actin like it never happened
if i did i'd be weak
for weeks i
hated i was unique
but i love it now

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

love hate relationship

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shyboy - the other side (prod. ten50)

prod. @killedmyself

The way you make it look so easy 
Girl you blow my mind 
This is the life u always wanted 
Girl u know u mine
I'm putting in all of the work it feels like overtime 
You gotta stop with all that talking 
Bitch I'm way to high (2x)

As I'm smoking by myself 
Filling my mind with all these doubts 
I clearly needed someone's help 
But your where always staying out 
I wish I never ever felt 
But that's  what life is all about 
If you would look me in my eyes 
You would see I was somewhere else  
I'm sorry that you never cared
I  couldn't fight this by Myself 
I Numbed the pain for so damn long 
Im feelin like I am someone else 
I'm Punching holes in all the walls
Looking to find my way on out 
I Lasted way to fucking long 
It's time i who see who made my route

Message To The Old Me prod. killedmyself

joy division cover (1979)

A change of speed, a change of style
A change of scene, with no regrets
A chance to watch, admire the distance
Still occupied, though you forget
Different colours, different shades
Over each mistakes were made
I took the blame
Directionless so plain to see
A loaded gun won't set you free
So you say

We'll share a drink and step outside
An angry voice and one who cried
We'll give you everything and more
The strain's too much, can't take much more
Oh, I've walked on water, run through fire
Can't seem to feel it anymore

It was me, waiting for me
Hoping for something more
Me, seeing me this time
Hoping for something else

new dawn fades

Deathbeds

shyboy - liar (prod. imotape)

shyboy - palace (prod. rain)

shyboy - exit (prod. vessels)

if you wanna collab (for free) just send me a song with a free space in it, my email is 
daniel-silver@hotmail.com 
<3everyone sending me love i actually love you<3

shyboy - exit (prod. vessels)

daniel silver