Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

There’s a reason you’re alone

R.I.P Kevin

Lyrics:
I can't believe I let you get away

You were alone
You left the lights on in your room,
I turned them off for you
You clipped the straw
till I had nothing left to offer you
I hope you don't regret
(I hope you don't regret)
your tattoo
(your tattoo)
I had to look away
(I had to look away)
what was I supposed to do?

I can't believe I let you get away
I thought you wouldn't leave
You took apart of me
I thought you wouldn't leave
I wish that it was me
I can't believe I let you get away

icantbelieveiletyougetaway

your heart's in peril 
your eyes and cheeks are all wet 
thinking bout me and 
about the night we first met 

your mind is racing 
now that you've left me alone 
but it's okay cuz 
you can just turn your game on 

turn your game on 
every afternoon 
turn your game on 
and i'll imagine you 

playing your sad songs 
smashing all the keys 
hope this is hard for you 
because it's hard for me 

pretty baby 
had it with me one day 
because im unsure 
i never know what to say 

but if you could see my thoughts 
you would see our faces 
if you saw my face 
you would see what you wasted

i turn my game on 
every afternoon 
i turn my game on 
cuz there's no me and you 

i make these sad songs 
smashing all the keys 
hope this is hard for you 
because it's hard for me 

i'll play my way
and you'll play your way too 
you think i'm happy 
now that i'm not with you 

but i'm fucked up you know i am 
you're better off without my shit

game on

не тот (p. newwen)

produced / mixed by me

I can’t intorduce 2 friends to eachother
lose em both they’ll leave me for one another
it’s whatever cause it happens to me all the time
in the end if they’re happy then guess it’s fine

life be like that it’s all in design
I should just go I should resign
stupid ass hoe should’ve waited some time
I hope you know, you never were mine

stacked up these problems you know that you’re one of them 
I got no stress but these bitches love bothering  
I do not share why this shit got u hurting 
is this your bitch cause she was just flirting

so what you fucked him that’s just your loss
I feel so sorry for u right now because 
that dude a simp he don’t see all of ur flaws
why these girls be stuck to me just like I’m lip gloss ?

it’s so easy it’s so easy how u make it look so hard
if you start to trust me I’d advise don’t let down your guard 
it’s so easy it’s so easy how u make it look so hard
if you start to trust me I’d advise don’t let down your guard 


feeling like mason I’m speaking some wisdom
I’m not an enemy I am the victim 
how can u say that when u in the background
diamonds shine bright take me to the foreground

casting some spells like a wizard I’m spellbound
singing in rythems when I’m feeling unwound 
i don’t feel love no more I’mjust a hound
I’m rlly sorry but u were a rebound

mind ur own business
I do what I want 
I take what I want 
feel like imma savant 

if I have ur heart please take it back
I do not want it 
that shit is wack 
 
think they can lie to me
I see right thru it but act like I don’t see
nothing much to it
cherish your friends while still have shit
cause I’m the end everyone will split

it’s so easy it’s so easy how u make it look so hard
if you start to trust me I’d advise don’t let down your guard 
it’s so easy it’s so easy how u make it look so hard
if you start to trust me I’d advise don’t let down your guard

so easy

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

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