heart of hearts (music vid in description)

Sliver (Prod.【UNLUCKY】ヌ竹演)

Hearts on the floor 
Think i want some more 
Not happy go lucky
But i wanna know the score 

If you want my time 
Then just look me in the eye
But If im gonna cry 
Then i just cannot deny

Cant deny the way I feel
How i deal 
Like a seal
To my heart
Yeah i knew that you were special 
Yeah i knew it from the start

If we werent meant to be 
Then i gotta wait n see 
What gods setting out for me 
Im just wanting to be free yuh

Wanting to be free 
Dont know whats got into me 
Climbing up the tree of life 
Tell me what ill see yuh

Jump into the pool 
You know what were gonna do 
Never to be cool
Your love was never really true yuh

Cool yuh
True yuh
Hit me in the head 
Dont know what to make of life 
But i just I wanna represent 
Reconcile shit inside my head 
Baby ima wreck 
Put my heart up on my sleeve 
No i dont do this for a check yuh

Do it for the fans 
Do it cuz you can 
Do it cuz its what you love 
Do it 
Make a plan yuh

If you ever have some doubts 
Know that im right here 
If you ever have some doubts 
Do it
Have no fear yuh

Moving On (Dazay x Matwyre)

Im sad and bored 
But so are you 
i wanna be dead 
At 22 

No meds can cure 
The pain I feel 
But i endure 
No I cant conceal 

And I want you bad 
But i cant go back
Let me be sad 
Have a heart attack 

Wake up in hell 
And then I’ll know 
How hard I fell 
Damn i feel so low 

So low everyday 
I dont even know when
The sky turns grey

I just feel it in my heart 
And i knew it from the start

Sticks and stones 
You know im tearin them apart 

And im on stage 
And im so caged 
And im so afraid 
Of all this pain

I just want respite 
I dont wanna be tight 
I dont wanna fuckin fight
I just wanna take a fligjt yuh

Yeah im pretty feelin pretty low 
And i dont wanna know 
What im fuckin here fo

You tell me I have purpose 
Then you tell me that im worthless 

What am I supposed to think oh
What am i supposed to drink oh
What am i supposed to think oh
What am I supposed to drink oh

dead at 22 (Prod.rxhff)

Taking it backwards 
I dont wanna go back 
But ur pullin me in 
Ill have a heart attack yuh yuh

Everyone they just be pullin on my heart
And if you said it to my face 
Id say i knew it from the start 

Because im 

Gullible 
You know I believe what they say 
All these people break my heart 
And i give them another day 

Im so damn 

Gullible 
Dont know why im in the rain
Hit me where it hurts 
Because i wanna numb the pain

I always say 
I wanna die 
I never look
Into her eyes 
I never wanna hypothezise 
About the past 
I wanna try
To numb this pain 
The best i can 
You know i come without a plan 
Everyone they dont know who I am
But soon theyll know 
Cuz im the man

Gullible (Prod.Yago)

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
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music video

demons in my orbit

convolk - haha im not sad you are [Prod. trill skeleton & convolk]

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//誰も長く滞在しない//

i keep looking for love in all the wrong places. maybe one day things will be different.

lyrics
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and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think imma waste

more time scrollin' down my timeline
wish that i could hop up in my whip and go to five guys
somethings gotta give when i'm sky high
i'm not something super in the uber playin' i spy
disappear from everybody for a while
cause the air is getting thick within the radius of miles
suicide is on my mind & i can't bare to even smile
i can only get a taste cause happiness is versatile

and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think that i

probably could've tried harder
i tend to fall in love too quick with everybody's daughter
take my heart and they begin to slaughter
i'm a fuckin' wreck and my neck is lookin' like every other
boy that they've been bruisin' for a bit
i've been smooth cruisin' catalytic tendencies are in
love is just a four letter word that don't mean shit
cause i open up a bit too much & they just wanna dip

they just always fall back
i don't think i'll ever get a call back
why the fuck i go through all that
just for what we had to fuckin' fall flat

in my sleep

It Was You

Fantasy Camp:
Tell me I won’t be the one to break down, wait now, I don’t understand how you could hate now. Try to numb the pain so I don’t stay down, wait now, waiting for the comedown, way down. 

Lil Tracy:
Look in the mirror, I don’t recognize it. Love hurts, baby don’t try to fight it. Drown my pain in champagne, all this fame means nothing.

Zubin:
I don’t want the money, I don’t want the fame. I just hope you gonna treat me the same. Through the time you spent pushing me away, now you’re crawling back acting like you always stayed.

Lil Tracy:
I know I gotta go, I promise I’ll be back. You’re no good for me but I want you so bad. You said I changed, I said I know. Sold out show but I still feel alone.

Fantasy Camp:
Tell me I won’t be the one to break down, wait now, I don’t understand how you could hate now. Try to numb the pain so I don’t stay down, wait now, waiting for the comedown, way down.

dead at 22 (Prod.rxhff)

Dank

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