Just found this should have way more views 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

prod. heyzbee :) (also thanks to @eden-is-empty for some advice)
feat. @user-642636378

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece
as i suffocate i turn to someone 
but their names on the tip of my tongue
can’t be said if i do i’m gone 
not here honestly i’m withdrawn 

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

halfhearted:

this time
maybe you need someone else by ur side 
i cant never get it right, when i try 
iv been drinking a new bottle every night 
to heal my cuts, but i 
never settle and eats eating me alive 
when i pull up you just say i kill the vibe 
smoking smoking and she saw it my eyes 
thanks for nothing guess ur friends were 
always right about me

u were there for it all 
now my texts are all green 
but im happy your good 
ill write our love in a book 
ill cross ur name off a list 
i gave it all that i could

ppl talk idrk the reason
i dont need help
im the reason that im bleeding

pressure been building im popping an artery said im a villian but it didkt bother me 
said iv been crossing the lines 
but ima just go for a drive

fine, you don’t wanna talk
fuck that, then you’ll get blocked 
tryna waste my time i thought 
so i keep my heart locked 
honestly i can’t stand the way 
you objectified me it hurts to this day 
damaged to the point might catch a stray 
just for looking at me don’t ever play 
burn this willow to the floor 
at one point i did adore 
memories i don’t want more
in the air the ashes soar
i can’t breathe with all these vines
still unsure if i have time
so much garbage in my mind
my mental is in decline 

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

willow (feat. halfhearted)

Vails x silent storm - dead by dawn
Uncertainty 
Hope you enjoy!!

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Uncertainty

dawg! (+wisssery x nihil)

produced by AUGUSTIN and me(:
stream on all platforms
https://open.spotify.com/track/5hJ8QLulGJeYdhEOouJGF2?si=8bb919eea4d544e9

Emotionally Unavailable prod. AUGUSTIN

This is a very sad song about my wife outliving me and my wishes for my wife after I am gone. I hope you all can feel the emotion, beauty, and pain in this track. Lyrics below.

Hook
When it’s over will you miss me
When it’s over will you kiss me 
Blowin kisses to the sky 
I said baby when I die
When it’s over will you miss me

When I’m gone will you still call me
Watch my old videos softly 
Oh Just to hear my voice because all the empty noise 
Has you swearing that you saw me 

I don’t want you living lonely
Please find love again 
I might’ve be your soulmate but 
You can start over again 

As long as you pass on my memories and
Tell all my stories from my Childhood to Eloise
As long as you don’t forget me I can
Sleep so calmly and softly 

Hook
When it’s over will you miss me
When it’s over will you kiss me 
Blowin kisses to the sky 
I said baby when I die
When it’s over will you miss me

Will you reminisce on all of our adventures 
Rather than dwelling on the fact that your head hurts 
From all the tears shed laying in your bed 
I know that’s how your head works 

I’d rather you think about the first kiss we shared 
Sitting in a parking lot without a fuckin care 
In the worlddddd
Then you became my world 

Hook
When it’s over will you miss me
When it’s over will you kiss me 
Blowin kisses to the sky 
I said baby when I die
When it’s over will you miss me

When I’m gone will you still call me
Watch my old videos softly 
Oh Just to hear my voice because all the empty noise 
Has you swearing that you saw me 

As long as you pass on my memories and
Tell all my stories from my Childhood to Eloise
As long as you don’t forget me I can
Sleep so calmly and softly 

Hook
When it’s over will you miss me
When it’s over will you kiss me 
Blowin kisses to the sky 
I said baby when I die
When it’s over will you miss me

when it's over (prod. sk8miles)

out now on all platforms
https://open.spotify.com/track/6Uo7NnBaGtFnJdppDfzrbv?si=ddcb174ae877402c

Why does nothing I do ever seem right
I might as well go mess up my life
Cause when I try to make it better it only gets worse
Wonder if she knows that I’m tripping over her
If I circle back maybe that will break the curse
I can’t begin to realize what I want
Left alone all my defenses gone

I know there’s something there with us
Question is will it help or will it hurt
She might want me long gone oh
At least this feels real I thought I was numb
Been on the road finding something new
I can’t turn around I might crash out real soon
And I fear that she’s long gone no
She told me do not go so tell me what I’m on

I made a journal about it
18 steps but who’s countin
Take one more breath I’ll be drownin
But I retraced when we were founded
Since then I been climbing the mountain
Your face I can’t live without it
You say I’ll be happy and I doubt it
Till I’m with you but I can’t reroute it
I ooo realize 
That there’s so much more to this than ruining my life
I might wanna die
I put down my guard and trusted you hope I was right

You changed my mindset
You came at the perfect timing

I know there’s something there with us
Question is will it help or will it hurt
She might want me long gone oh
At least this feels real I thought I was numb
Been on the road finding something new
I can’t turn around I might crash out real soon
And I fear that she’s long gone no
She told me do not go so tell me what I’m on

I made a journal about it
18 steps but who’s countin
Take one more breath I’ll be drownin
But I retraced when we were founded
Since then I been climbing the mountain
Your face I can’t live without it
You say I’ll be happy and I doubt it
Till I’m with you but I can’t reroute it
I ooo realize that there’s so much more to this than ruining my life
I might wanna die
I put down my guard and trusted you hope I was right

In all 18 steps 
I never wanted you gone
But if I follow through
Good bye and stay so strong

18 Steps to Ruining My Life prod. AUGUSTIN & Xavier

[hook]
could it be more than everything i wanted 
conversations with myself have never felt so haunted
deep anxiety know you could relate
i havent slept i havent eaten
 ive been losing the weight
stuck inside tracing my thoughts 
call that my deep composure
smoking more and more has ruined me 
im such a loner
get nostalgic when i think about my needed closure
its common practice 
with the trauma cause its never over

[verse]
and its not healthy its not right
all the feelings kept inside
i lay awake at night and cry
my god im turning 25
have i wasted 
wasted all my time 
im pacing back and forth with day splits
wonder why im anxious
medicated issues 
its been so hard just to face it
can you be honest when you say it
youre still the reason i dont say shit
and it could never be my favorite 
mirrors in my room to remind me 
what it came with
im my own problem and ive faced it
facing the issue i dont say shit

18 Steps to Ruining My Life prod. AUGUSTIN & Xavier

Danny Adventure

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