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tertiary(feat. sionainnismugen) {prod. jay vinyl & wootnoot}

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1. DO U
2. as simple as it is
3. sad
4. its me who inspires me
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i feel like i have my life back after many years of not knowing why i ever wanted to be alive in the first place. might even be the first time ive ever really felt like i know why i want to live. i chose to be so complacent with myself and shit i chose to avoid. when those things became unavoidable i ran to weed and alcohol as this superficial solution to it all. that led to addiction and a disassociation of my own memories, which became my escape from trauma i hold from my childhood. ive lost so much because of making the choice to drink it all away. only after almost a year of stepping away from alcohol im finally beginning to realize what ive lost.
 just felt so fucking lost for so many months, and i didn't care. i had people to help but i pushed them all away because of my own pride. pride that had no base. i just didn't give enough of a shit about myself or how others felt around me to change. but i get it now. i know what i need to do for myself to change. im sick of living in the past, sick of personifying the trauma i have, sick of ignoring family and friends, sick of demoralizing myself for the sake of keeping shit the same. i wanna change, i want to be better. so im gonna choose to move on from it all. so i can start to live again, learn to appreciate what i have still. understand and accept the shit ill never get back. jus wanna be me again, despite it all.

People Wont Be People

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DTL6039asb

Aisle Four (Triggered)

Christian Gangster Rap

[Verse 1]
Yo, check the clock, tick-tock
World spinnin', feel the shock
Streets is hot, no block untouched
Judgment comin', better clutch
To the cross, no time for floss
Repent now, or feel the loss.

[Prechorus]
Can you feel it?
The Spirit movin'
Time to listen up.

[Chorus]
Wake up! Wake up! It's almost over!
(Almost over!)
Wake up! Wake up! A new world order!
(New world order!)
Jesus comin'! Jesus comin'! No time to slumber!
(Time to slumber!)
Wake up! Wake up! Countin' down the numbers!

[Verse 2]
Snare drum cracks, spine shattered
Satan's schemes, mind splattered
Gotta be ready, spirit fatted
Truth is heavy, lies tattered
Don't be fooled, story twisted
By the wicked, now get lifted

[Chorus]
Wake up! Wake up! It's almost over!
(Almost over!)
Wake up! Wake up! A new world order!
(New world order!)
Jesus comin'! Jesus comin'! No time to slumber!
(Time to slumber!)
Wake up! Wake up! Countin' down the numbers!

[Bridge]
No more sleepin', world's creepin'
Towards the edge, tears be weepin'
Seek redemption, keep on seekin'
His protection, power speakin'

Wake Up

FAITH

Skies (instrumental)

she/her

DUCCRAID
BLACK POWER

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