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Recorded for the "23 Enigma Compilation" by The Church Of Noisy Goat
https://thechurchofnoisygoat.bandcamp.com/album/23-enigma-compilation

Usual, chronic lack of time to properly fine-tune the whole damn, anyway...to be continued_ _

Aged 23…

Youth is a bad curse/

Youth is a disease/

Youth is a bad thing/

Youth is just a myth.

The youth is a myth/

Youth is a disease/

Youth is a myth/

Aged 23…

Being young is a curse/

Silly (x23)

The province is beautiful,

the province sucks, 

the province is beautiful, 

the province sucks, the province has ruined you, the province has impoverished you, 

the province can save you,

the province is bloody, 

no one can save you.

Silly (x23)

Aged 23

I was able to repurpose an old song of mine. This group took it and ran! So please as The Cure says “play loud”

Avram 
Words: Tim Avram & Sean Drysdale
Composition: Tim Avram (original) Sean Drysdale (affectionate lover of this song and redone)

Players: 
S. Drysdale: Bass, Rhythm guitar, Vocals
J. Cashman: Drums, Vocals
M. Furlo: 12 String Guitar, Vocals
S. Hughey: Rhyrhm Guitar

Avram

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Gospel Road: A Story of Jesus is a 1973 American drama film directed by Robert Elfstrom and written by Johnny Cash and Larry Murray. The film stars Johnny Cash, Robert Elfstrom, June Carter Cash, Larry Lee, Paul L. Smith and Alan Dater. The film was released on March 31, 1973, by 20th Century Fox.

Gospel road

Opening Ceremony 'inspired B .C .S.P'

Cosmos Is My Hero (2)

The melody and chord pattern were dreamed up in 1998, but the song has since undergone a rescue effort in 2024.

The song was originally called "Suzy Suicide," and I must admit it was a serious lyric missfire.  The title was also a little flippant.  I'm a mental health nurse these days, and upon re-visiting this I felt a strong need to change the lyric altogether. It does however still refer to something in a potentially similar vein, in my wanting to stay at least a little close to where the song was originally, with respect being high up, with a potential drop on the cards.  The first line is the only line from the original 1998 lyric.

In any case the original story was about someone leaping from the top of a building, only to change their mind halfway down, but is now about the activities of people like James Kingston, and other free climbers. The new lyric also takes some inspiration from Phillipe Petit in the same regard, thinking about some of the things he said about his harness-free tight rope walk atop the Twin Towers (World Trade Centre), effectively saying that such a passing, due to a fall from the wire, were it to have occurred, would have been a beautiful last moment of life.

In any case the lyric is pulling from those people, I suppose individuals who don't feel their cogs moving unless they're amid rather extreme experiences, without which, I suppose, they don't particularly feel connected to life. Such things turn my stomach, but I suppose, for some people, being on the brink of something like that makes them feel alive.

Anyway, that's what I was shooting at, however, it's quite esoteric, as far as lyrics go, and could easily mean some other odd thing to someone else.

Seems it took me 26 years to finish this one! 🤣

Lyrics

Climbing up the staircase
A few floors left to go
Time to end the chase
Feels like I’m nearly home
When I get to the top
I’ll find some space and time
I’ll step into a portal
Reach the other side

I feel the earth, it’s pull
It’s lure feels stronger than a fire in the cold, yeah
won’t cover too much distance,
if I glide below
If I slipped it might feel like dreaming
And give me some new lifetime
Within a few short seconds
I might feel some kind of lifeline

There’s nothing here inside
No signals just my vital signs of life
Signs I don’t recognise
Nothing is clear behind these darkened eyes
But signs of life below
Some sign of other worlds that I could know
If just inside my mind
Some sign of light to brighten up these eyes
Some sign of life

I didn’t miss the news
But seems I’m none the wiser
It suits my tranquil solitude
The drum of nonsurvivors
They say don’t look down
But that just blunts emotion
I’m petrified but energised
Life could be over, just that notion!

I’m captured by an epic view
my gorgeous guiding spirit
The lights all twinkle down below
Their sparkle so explicit
I feel a surge beneath my feet
A foot forward, but I'm stable
I’m gonna trust the air I feel
I’m slipping free from all my labels

There’s nothing here inside
No signals just my vital signs of life
Signs I don’t recognise
Nothing is clear behind these darkened eyes
But signs of life below
Some sign of other worlds that I could know
If just inside my mind
Some sign of light to brighten up these eyes
Some sign of life

Signs Of Life (1998 / 2024)

Hequste on K_03

Made exclusively on iPad using Koala Sampler.

DKODA - Incognito

Dariusz Jackowski - electronics, keyboard, electric mandolin, composition
Anna Porzyc - violin https://soundcloud.com/anna-porzyc
Michał Poczobut -additional electronics https://soundcloud.com/szop

Recorded live on 4th of November 2017 during the final gala of Drone Film Festival Wroclaw 2017.
With both planned (drone engines sounds) and unplanned (baby crying) audience participation.

The rock/metal sound in the third part is an electric mandolin through octaver and distortion.

Drone Suite

DroneSuite - live @ Drone Film Festiwal 04.11.2017 Wrocław, Poland

Composer, multi-instrumentalist, improviser. Woodwind player in Monument Zero. Open for collaboration

DroneSuite - live @ Drone Film Festiwal 04.11.2017 Wrocław, Poland

Dariusz Jackowski

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