𝓔𝓥𝓔𝓡𝓨𝓓𝓐𝓨 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓵

prod @cxldblxxd

Dripping so pretty 
Yeah i’m high right now
I’m just trying to fucking clear what’s in my head somehow
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now 
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now

I don’t think you can love me 
Baby if you really fucking do than show me
I don't think you can love me
If you get to see my stupid heart it’s ugly 

Pull up in a fast car 
I’ve been spending cash hard 
I’ve would give up everything if it would give me your heart 
Know you’re fucking hurting know you’re dying inside 
I’ve been fucking trying i’ve been hitting phone lines
I would crash a fast car 
Id start to write some real bars 
Maybe it would help if i could just speak with my own heart 
Maybe say my real name 
No more hiding behind gloomy shades and cold days

Dripping (prod. cxld blxxd)

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ARTWORK BY 
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Zombie Feat. Sleye

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/bornhero for the amazing beat <3

lyrics:
where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i do not know
how to fit in
smoking me out
ripping a spliff  
everyone loves me when i go and dip
everyone loves me when i go and dip

everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
i'm stuck here 
writing simple songs
hope to take the pain away
when my eyes turn to gray
i know 
that my secrets buried deep below the bong
will release
every thought i'm feeling making me do wrong

where i belong
i will not know
every weekend i'm feeling so low
no where to go 
staying at home
staring at walls scrolling twitter alone
hit up my phone
leave you on read
people around treating me like i'm dead
feel like a ghost
no one will post
sit in my bed think about you again   

no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti
no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti

i take control of the whip in my mind
driving me places that i can't define
exploring the road, taking my time
lie to my friends when i say i'm alright
where have i gone
i do not know 
hop in the car and i'm driving alone
phone is on silent not trusting these tones
i feel the weight all the way to my bone

where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i take control of the whip 
going straight 90 i dip
exploring the vessel of me
tell me about what you see

where i belong (prod. born hero)

when i see your face i just wanna die 
i know youre with him and you cannot lie
see it in your tears when you start to cry
and i know its real when you say goodbye
just tell me that you cared so that i can go
the feelings didnt last when we start to show
you dont even know what ive been through 
see you on the streets and you act brand new 

and now im pullin up in foreign 
when you see me im scoring
i never thought id see this day 
shouldve seen it coming from a mile away
and now youre wishing that you had me
but it aint gonna come that easy
say you wanna please me
i never trusted you, believe me, i knew youd leave me.
talk is cheap 
i never sleep 
sow what you reap
your dude a creep
and now i know 
how far youll go 
when youre in my bed
and youre in my head

i never knew what you meant to me
and now i see you in my dreams 

how can you act like you dont even care
i gave you my all you were never there
see you on the streets and you act like you dont know me
you know that youre hurt and i know that you need me
you never wanted me from the start
i see it in your eyes but you never show me your heart
im torn down now
i see you in my dreams every night

-sXc

11:11

familypet - hurt ur feelings

Prod. DJ KHALED'S SON
ARTWORK BY ACTIVILLAIN

I wish I could shelter your hatred

HONEST prod. DJ KHALED'S SON

sorry...


total isolation bad dream i'm a nightmare
frustration with myself keep my mind clear
looking at the mirror i can’t recognize
so sorry before i couldn’t empathize

i didn’t get it
don’t get too attached baby know that you’ll regret it
cause I hardly know myself
love your voice but i forget it
memories all on my shelf
haunting me but you won’t sweat it

I can’t have anyone stay
you threw shade now I’m feeling grey
hit my line I got more to say
its cliche but I’m not OK

we’re too different see the contrast
shitty days are in my forecast
saw ur invite I had to pass
in my mind I’m just an outcast
you were never loyal acting steadfast 

felt so real back then
i was sober for a minute flippin pac again
i forgot my meds prozac since when
imma blow up get the plaques from my pen

nightmare

stream

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

Prod @splashgvng
Lyrics:
I don't know what you want from me
I wish that you could leave me be
I don't know what you want from me, so I'll just carry on and try to find some peace and clarity

We aren't alright in a bad mood
Get sad we fight then we fall through
Come back we know it's the whole truth
When we hear them words like I love you

I wish that it was easy and I know its hard
I wake up every day and you're still in my heart
You're still in my dreams even though we're far apart
The distance is so hard it got me in the dark

We ain't alright and I'm feelin stuck
Try to climb out I fall back in the mud
Ima do me I don't need your luck
Grind all night till the sun come up

we arent alright (prod splashgvng)

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @prodbybrody
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

yungvan-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know x2

I know it's hard for you
to let me in 
you don't wanna let me see
everything underneath
you're not just skin and bones
makeup and vocal tones
you have all those scars
they're who you are

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Brody- 
white noise in my head now
all your hair still around me in my bed now
I know it doesn't feel right
been thinking about you all night
cause I can hardly sleep without you anymore
I know it's hard for me to say
but I will fight through the better days
I won't give up on you
don't think I could if I wanted to

yung van-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you? 

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Blackwater

Read Through the Lines

Read Through the Lines Ft. Brody (Prod. Brody)

check out the bro! 💖
https://soundcloud.com/1venaz

Kawasaki💖 x Venaz - under the moonlight🌙 ✨(prod. Irby X Dead Spyro)

kawasaki and ashley boutta take your robux （￣︶￣）

Lil Ashley:
https://soundcloud.com/lilashleyy

Dopelord Mike:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDbbk6S_RheVblbYgjAyYdA

Kawasaki💖 x Lil Ashley - bu$t down💕(Prod. Dopelord Mike)

And now I'm falling back
I'm at my last breath
Cuz now I'm paving the way
Until I go back
For now, I cant seem to stay
And so I follow you
Down to the person I was
Could I forget you?
And now, I'll go back and say
"You know that I'll never change"
But I'm still trying my way,
Cuz I hate who I used to be
And I find, that you'll never need
Cuz you know, that I'll never see
The way you want me to be, the way you want me to be

Last Breath

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Rest your head on my chest 
Bite your lip
Bite your neck 
Kiss your lips in the road tonight 
Tell me that you love me 
underneath the street light 
Tell me that you love me but you always lie
Find me with a black rose 
Inside of a death note 
Death note 
Find me with a black rose 
Inside of a death note 
Tell me what you are
A death note 
A death note 

I got coke in my nose
Dancing on my own
If you want me dead 
Put the double barrel on my fucking head 
Tell me why the fuck I ever let you in
So take your pack of cigs
As I can't breathe 
And I can't win 
Can my heart ((can't) feel anything) 
Can't feel my face 

I'll sing you a song to sleep 
Like when you cared 
Fall asleep to my voice 
Playing with your hair 

I'm done trying can't you tell
I'm done burning in this hell
Fake my death and run from you 
Move out west and burn the boof
Trying not to play it off 
Like I don't have a clue 
You don't have a backbone 
And I doubt you have a fucking soul 
Find me with a black rose 
And a death note
And I doubt you have a fucking soul 

I got coke in my nose
Dancing on my own
If you want me dead 
Put the double barrel on my fucking head 
Tell me why the fuck I ever let you in
So take your pack of cigs
As I can't breathe 
And I can't win 
Can my heart ((can't) feel anything)
Can't feel my face 

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over
And I don't wanna fight anymore
But it's not to endure

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over
And I don't wanna fight anymore
But it's not to endure

Deathnote (prod Scryer)

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

Damage (prod. yesterday)

soundcloud.com/joel-villagran
soundcloud.com/iofmusic

& it was dark outside lastnight
i can’t remember were you there or had i closed my eyes?
a constant wreck i think i lost my mind
was that a recollection i made out of what i’d like?
& it’s so hard to get inside so tight
it’s not apparent to you number of the times i tried
& now i guess it finally comes to light 
i couldn’t see it even if it's only just a mile

i remember how it felt the way that you left 
it wasn't shit to me compared to what you'd do next
how you'd pretend you never cared & tried to prove it 
so why'd you do it?

make believe i wasn't there to keep from losing
run away you know you're scared to face the music
so what’s here left of me just take it you can use it
i won’t get through it 
i cut the loose end

xxajii:

every night it’s been keeping me up
every day got me losing my touch
you shoot me down & you sit there fine with it
i wasn’t sure if we would make it to the end
i’m barely needing you tonight 
don’t think we’ll make it out alive
cut by mistakes, hung out to dry
if you don’t mean it, don’t apologize
i won’t make you choose what you have to do
if i don’t have you, what is left to prove

Lastnight w/ Xxajii (prod. IOF)

we out here with a certified hood classic gang gang

 ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Lil Ashley: https://soundcloud.com/lilashleyy

 ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Nevrfall: https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Kawasaki💖 x Lil Ashley ❀ - 🌺Pokem0n Dr1p🌺 (prod. Nevrfall)

all instruments and production by me

crying out
just to fall on deaf ears
finding out
the truth of all your fears

lying now
holding on to every tear
fighting now
to have it easy in later yeras

and oh,
do you hear that noise?
muffled by the voice
i can't understand you
do you hear the sound?
of nothingness around you

she told herself
it'll all fall into place
and the pain will soon erase
the countless nights awake
the right mistakes
will guide her through the rain
what a world, and what's a break?
with every second that you take
the people soon forget your existence
so stay in hell for heaven's sake

SPOTIFY

stay in hell

PRAYER - thoughts feat. Roan (prod. by JoelDemora)

Mix & Mastering @prayermusic

Hope you guys like it 💔

𝓔𝓥𝓔𝓡𝓨𝓓𝓐𝓨 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓵

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