𝓔𝓥𝓔𝓡𝓨𝓓𝓐𝓨 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓵

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

waking to the same shit
every single fucking day
im getting tired of all of it
im sick of the waiting game

this shit hit me outta nowhere
i wasn't expecting
anything that would make me feel so bad
why is life so unfair

my life has been nothing but fucked up
some say i deserve it
others that i have bad luck
can't depend on any1 and yeah that shit sucks
im only 16 and i can't get the fuck up
can't sit back and relax while i roll 1
cause im always stressed and depressed
i can't feel love
now im on my knees
in the middle of my room
wishing to be dead, soon

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

ha~a~oh//woah~o
(please leave me be)

stuck in my head
never talk; i be nauseous
i feel the wind on my skin
never wanted you more
like am i important?
cause i feel ignored
i swear that i’m worthless

i try to be by you
but everything’s breaking
so now i should die soon
for not fucking waiting
it hit like a typhoon
oh how degrading
my eyes they would dilute
would you come to save me

leave me be w/autumndropsdead (afterlife x jolst)

Stay Away

MirrorrOnTheWall

Ft. @RudyxWhite
Prod. @NoFeeling @AntonGxldn

Lyrics:
all these thoughts up in my head
all these things that I regret
somewhere lost at 2am
and no one can save me
spending all this time alone
sitting in my broken home
spread my ashes in the snow
cause no one can save me

all my friends don't understand 
all my friends are in my head
met a lot of fucking people 
but they never really cared
only asking me what’s wrong 
so the blood ain’t on their hands
they like what's that in the snow 
call it red dead despair

broken hearts as frail as glass
being haunted by my past 
somewhere lost a 2am 
and no one can save me
living fast so I’ll die slow
when did my path become a road
spread my ashes in the snow 
cause no one can save me

the lights turn black everything we had means nothing
searching for something to numb this feeling 
the lights turn black everything we had means nothing
searching for something to numb this feeling

✦ Other Platforms

Red Dead Despair Ft. Rudy White

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
---------------------------------

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJpmpm9I-Zc

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domynoofficial

lyrics
————————
i just wanna feel good
i just wanna get better
i know said i’d quit
but that was last september
if i keep this up
ill be dead by december

i can’t even live w/o that rush
yea i can’t even live w/o that cup
with u im dead
without u im empty
i took too much
but i swear its not enough 

yea i want u so bad
oh u make me so mad
i should leave u the past 
but i know that i cant
i been starin at the mirror
i don’t really like what i see
see my vision getting clearer
now i gotta make it burry

how u sayin
let it go?
when u all know
i just wanna coast
fall back
right in to the door
always do the most
needa smoke
roll me up some dope
then i swear ill go
u wont see me
ever again
i hope u know

dead by december 
will u remember me?

produced by domyno

dead by December [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

lyrics: https://bit.ly/2EMwLwB

main melody by prodbyivn

everything's gonna be okay

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @prodbybrody
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

yungvan-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know x2

I know it's hard for you
to let me in 
you don't wanna let me see
everything underneath
you're not just skin and bones
makeup and vocal tones
you have all those scars
they're who you are

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Brody- 
white noise in my head now
all your hair still around me in my bed now
I know it doesn't feel right
been thinking about you all night
cause I can hardly sleep without you anymore
I know it's hard for me to say
but I will fight through the better days
I won't give up on you
don't think I could if I wanted to

yung van-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you? 

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Blackwater

Read Through the Lines

Read Through the Lines Ft. Brody (Prod. Brody)

we out here with a certified hood classic gang gang

 ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Lil Ashley: https://soundcloud.com/lilashleyy

 ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Nevrfall: https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Kawasaki💖 x Lil Ashley ❀ - 🌺Pokem0n Dr1p🌺 (prod. Nevrfall)

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

follow boyfifty

useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

prod. @splashgvng
mix/master @ashbybby

lyrics-
I tore those memories apart
I can't be left out in the dark
talk back bullshit thts whateverr
keep ur tears off my sweater
x2

all black,
right down to my <3
red wine, 
makes u fall apart
I can't take this forever
pack ur bags girl, its whateverr

fuck me
like its the last time
kiss ur cheek
like the first time 
writing tracks just to pass time
till I die, or till it's mine.

I tore those memories apart
I can't be left out in the dark 
talk back bullshit thts whateverr
keep ur tears off my sweater
x2

I stay a fly up on ur wall
u say u don't really care at all
tattoos, black hair
is what I <3
that's it, bullshit, push comes to shove

fuck me
like its the last time
kiss ur cheek
like the first time 
writing tracks just to pass time
till I die, or till it's mine.

lately..
I feel like u hate me
everything
is empty

talk back, bullshit, thts whateverr
I feel alright! jk, thts never
talk back, bullshit, thts whateverr
wrote my last words in this letter

Spotify

whateverr (like it’s the last time) (prod. splashgvng)

Raise my Hand (feat. hamilton & vowl.)

Lyrics:
the sun has just set and im looking at lights
on top of a hill while i sip on this vice
the darkness is closing in i say im fine
just give me some space while i pour up this wine

im sending this letter hope it finds you well
im not doing great that's if you couldnt tell
i know that you're fine so this is my farewell
was good while it lasted fell under your spell

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

and I remember used to talk about just cruisin to the coast
but you always hated water so we never took a boat
and im drowning in my feelings like the ocean i cant float
you could catch me at the bottom cause i sink just like a stone

i dont know, where to go, cause i drift, like the snow
now im out, in the cold, got no love, got no soul
got no heart, jus a flow, pay the bills, you dont know
how im dead, now you know, that im done, so ill go

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

Leaving

leaving

new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

Read Through the Lines Ft. Brody (Prod. Brody)

yung van

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