Beat by JuicyNada

LYRICS:
Verse 1:
Wake up in the morning
Drunk, still fucking zoning
I, don't know where I'm going
Fucking shawty keeps calling
Looking at my gun smoking
Lost my will for coping
While my line is fucking blowing
Nine missed calls still going
That ain't no surprise last message suicide
Let the smoke fucking rise
I don't love you not tonight
Going down with a fight
In my own fucking mind
Demons on my left and right
Have to kill the parasite
Gonna be a long run
Gotta be one on one 
Slit my wrist, load the gun
Demons in my mind gone
(gunshot)
Chorus:
Shawty going in,
Body motionless
See my body
Scream somebody
Help this man please
On her bloody knees
Bitch please, let me die in ease
Verse 2:
Woke up in the clinic
And I'm still fucking living
I, Look up in the ceiling
Is it me or am I dreaming
Or my demons fucking schemin
As I'm walking home freezing
And I'm looking at my stitching
While my mind is fucking switching
Now I wanna keep living 
But my demons love killing
Guess it's time to pour a shot
Cause I'm going through a lot
See a bottle gotta cop
Another breakdown, fuck
Now I'm lost inside my mind, yeah
Take a look inside, yeah
I'm alive
Don't know why
Wanna die
Can't decide
Live or die
Leave behind
All my life
Fuck it bye...

Wake Up/Suicidal

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