entropy

invisible

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

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Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

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Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fb96f-ALfXM&ab_channel=Chillson

https://soundcloud.com/reggie-mortis
@Birdbay
@sendflowrs

Lyrics:

(Chillson)
I still hang out where you said that I should take you
Do you still wear the heart that I gave you
I still talk about how I hate you
I still think about how I drained you
If I tried to walk could I make do
Being all alone living without you
Never figured out if the rumors were true
Never figured out how the voices went mute
Playing mind games though we both know
We’re still the same still in love though
We will never say how feel though
We will never say how we feel

(Plagues)
We will never say how we feel
Fucked up but we both know the deal
I was trying to keep it real
You were trying to get in my feelings
even though we both share demons
I was trying to find a good reason
just a sight that I can believe in justified all the lying and the cheating

(Birdbay)
how does it feel when i’m with it without you?
blood on my hands when i’m thinking about you?
it’s alright
it’s okay
another song
another heartbreak

chained to my core i feel like i’m fading
i’m tired of the songs that i just keep making
you said you’d be back for me girl
so tell me why am i waiting?

(Sendflowrs)
she acting up again but i keep it real though
stackin up the plays but your boy is still broke
i just wanna sit and play atari
she blowin up my phone, lil bitch don’t get me started

2 broken bongs sit by my window,
i’m rollin up a blunt, know it’ll never heal tho
head on your chest i hear no heartbeat
i wanna hold your hand, baby girl just sleep on me

How Do You Feel? (feat PLAGUE$, Birdbay, And sendflowrs)

im broken too....

ty for listening <3
hmu on ig or twitter for anything, i need friends ripshy_


lyrics:

i be all alone, and you don’t really care
hitting up my phone,
but i don’t wanna pick it up
sick of feeling worthless 
sick of being numb
i can’t fucking take it, acting like im dumb
just for you to dub me
and treat me like i’m nothing 
think i’ve had enough 
tell me that you love me
how tf you dub me?
you don’t really want me around 

you don’t really want me
you don’t really need me
wish that i could know
what it take for you to see me
do you even care about my feelings?
it’s been a, couple months 
and i still feel alone
it’s getting rough but i still need your love
it’s getting harder to breathe
when your smothering me
i can’t fucking breathe

i be all alone, and you don’t really care
hitting up my phone,
but i don’t wanna pick it up
sick of feeling worthless 
sick of being numb
i can’t fucking take it, acting like im dumb
just for you to dub me
and treat me like i’m nothing 
think i’ve had enough 
tell me that you love me
how tf you dub me?
you don’t really want me around 

you don’t really want me
you don’t really need me

i think i’ve had enough (prod. tsurreal & nato)

flashback from 2019

Thank you for listening <3

Myopia

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
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ill be gone before you get back

moving away

Things Didnt Go As We Planned

Prod by @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
whyd you say that you would stay, when youd just leave anyway
im not fuckin with the way, that you always run away
you been gone since last May, and i miss you every day
swear to god im not okay, put my feelings on display

i got a hole up in my chest
i turn down everything suggest
i turn em down upon request
no you dont feel what i expressed

now youre gone, im alone, i get drunk, on my own
call me psycho, post malone, im too sad, to get stoned
got these pictures on my phone, memories that ive outgrown
im so lost, in the cold, and my heart dont got a home

i dont even got no rhymes
i just keep it to myself all the time
and if i die before i wake then baby dont cry
know you wouldnt even notice im wasting time

i just tell myself that i dont even really care
suffocating i cant catch a breath of fucking air
always said that youre around if i need you there
you could watch me self destructing but youre unaware

what a joke, what a joke, what a joke
never here, nevermore, hit your phone

Nevermore

nevermore (prod. Gaia)

Mixed Matches x RIP Eternal ~ For Now (Prod. Mahoney and Mixed Matches)

prod/mix/mast - https://soundcloud.com/ashtontraitor

Am I supposed to lie and just say that I don’t miss you
If wishes came true still wouldn’t take back what we been through
I’m stuck between emotions, can’t help but feel resentful 
I pray you move on but I hope you don’t forget too

So why I gotta live with your regrets
Why’m I always cleaning up a mess
Lies & drugs, I can’t tell who’s dead
I got 3 ghosts wandering through my head

I got issues, trusted in you, they all let me down in different ways 
But there’s a pattern and I’m learning it might be my fault at the end of the day 

Am I supposed to lie and just say that I don’t miss you
If wishes came true still wouldn’t take back what we been through
I’m stuck between emotions, can’t help but feel resentful 
I pray you move on but I hope you don’t forget too

So why I gotta live with your regrets
Why’m I always cleaning up a mess
Lies & drugs, I can’t tell who’s dead
I got 3 ghosts wandering through my head

3 Ghosts (prod. Ashton Traitor)

heylog: https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
you left me to freeze
i know that i’m nothing to you
but you’re something to me
i’m not what you need
i know that it’s my fault you left
but i need you back please
i can’t even think
when you’re not around 
i cannot even breathe 
theres snow to my knees
i’m freezing to death and you’re not there for me

i’ve been wondering why you’re
cold blooded like a lizard
it’s december so it’s freezing
and my heart is like a blizzard
you tell me that you love me
but i don’t think you remember
i told you when you first met me that i’m colder than december

coffee in the pot
and mixing bedroom pop
talking with a cause
and chilling with my dog
i look outside
watch out for the ice
am i seeing things
or am i ‘colour blind’
my heart is colder than december
i looked for you
but you weren’t there
i’m a little ill
hard to breath this cold winter air
you and your friends still think you’re cool
i’m happy i don’t have to see y’all at school

you left me to freeze
i know that i’m nothing to you
but you’re something to me
i’m not what you need
i know that it’s my fault you left
but i need you back please
i can’t even think
when you’re not around 
i cannot even breathe 
theres snow to my knees
i’m freezing to death and you’re not there for me

i’ve been wondering why you’re
cold blooded like a lizard
it’s december so it’s freezing
and my heart is like a blizzard
you tell me that you love me
but i don’t think you remember
i told you when you first met me that i’m colder than december

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colderthandecember pt. II w/ heylog

mix/master by Ashton Traitor
https://soundcloud.com/ashtontraitor

3 Ghosts

Trapped in Your Hell (prod. a0rta)

lyrics:

i've been up and down the east coast
mountains are turning into city blocks 
that blend into suburban streets

i see a sunset in the waveform
i used to numb all of the pain
that i can now embrace as part of me

and i'm trying harder
than i've ever tried and, no i'm no complaining
know i need this more than anything

and it's not been easy
leaving all i know for everything i don't
and trading in my legs for these new wings

you can see me
suffocate my pride and balance all my anger
i know this war won't stop till i've won

breathe in, breathe out
through my discipline i'll learn the art of stillness
meditate on who i will become

and i'm trying harder
than i've ever tried and, no i'm no complaining
know i need this more than anything

and it's not been easy
leaving all i know for everything i don't
and trading in my legs for these new wings

leaving all i know

official video

leaving all i know (prod. alcor x hxrsepowr)  *VIDEO OUT NOW*

tommy ice - nightmare (slowed)

dog days

Featuring @carlby

mix/mastered by @horoshamusic

thanks for listening <3

is there blood on my face? (ft. Carlby) [prod. metlast]

guardin - inside (linds cover)

lyrics
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i fell asleep in the backseat
with my eyes wide shut bumpin backstreet
we arrived on time to the crash scene
i just stared as i saw my body pass me
could’ve swore that this shit happened last week
got a hunch it’s a reoccurring bad dream
had a bunch last year when they asked me
what is it that you fear in your passing?

what is it that you fear in your passing?
maybe death but it’s more so in the crashing
do i feel everything as it’s flashing?
do i care? does it hurt? yeah i’m asking
cause i don’t have a clue how to feel
why do all of these dreams seem so real?
would it change if i just took the wheel?
i don’t know till all four tires squeal

i’m stuck in a nightmare
scared by where my eyes stare
no clipping through my car door
my body will just lie there
reaching towards the skies stairs
you won’t make it i swear
the current is pulling me
i’m hoping i don’t die here
(x2)

floating to the surface
i guess life is worth it
beat the fuck out of myself
tell me that i deserve it
anxious is a person
for that i am certain
i embody all my fears
and wear them like a curtain

entropy

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