бля нашла эту песню спустя почти 2 года (?), слушала ее когда мя дичайше крыло, теперь меня опять кроет:)

Yo this song is so deep bro. Awesome work

I fuck with this song hard, a couple of months ago someone asked me why was i so cold, i told them i dont just open up to anyone, ive been hurt to many times and like a dumbass i opened up to the same person who asked me why and i was right they hurt me a month later and i knew i fucked up as soon as i opened up. This song is literally what went down. 

entropy

im broken too....

ty for listening <3
hmu on ig or twitter for anything, i need friends ripshy_


lyrics:

i be all alone, and you don’t really care
hitting up my phone,
but i don’t wanna pick it up
sick of feeling worthless 
sick of being numb
i can’t fucking take it, acting like im dumb
just for you to dub me
and treat me like i’m nothing 
think i’ve had enough 
tell me that you love me
how tf you dub me?
you don’t really want me around 

you don’t really want me
you don’t really need me
wish that i could know
what it take for you to see me
do you even care about my feelings?
it’s been a, couple months 
and i still feel alone
it’s getting rough but i still need your love
it’s getting harder to breathe
when your smothering me
i can’t fucking breathe

i be all alone, and you don’t really care
hitting up my phone,
but i don’t wanna pick it up
sick of feeling worthless 
sick of being numb
i can’t fucking take it, acting like im dumb
just for you to dub me
and treat me like i’m nothing 
think i’ve had enough 
tell me that you love me
how tf you dub me?
you don’t really want me around 

you don’t really want me
you don’t really need me

i think i’ve had enough (prod. tsurreal & nato)

flashback from 2019

Thank you for listening <3

Myopia

Little Good

Little Good (feat. Skele)

produced by @jolst & @taylor

was kinda drunk when i made this so apologies for the slurring lol


like calm down, what you tripping for?
i know we kissed a lil bit i need a little more, oh
i know that she ain’t seen all this before
the way i smoke and pass out then she hit the door, oh

and your friends can walk you home, why you stressing?
break ur mans nose, you can’t say bless him 
spread my wings
smoke clouds 
blood is resin 
think u need a polo
yea that’s a breath mint

run it up run it up run it up yea
i’m kinda drunk, and i’m not having fun yea 
x2

i don’t drink too much anymore
but i’m still smoking every fuckin day
till my lungs go black 
got a tab on my tongue 
hope i don’t come back 
she’s a pretty little thing 
think my heart gone snap, uh 
spend a band casino
all on red no black 
got a knife on my hip
bet your life on that 
confidence is illusive
you won’t get no bat
only blades to your chest
then the line go flat, uh 

cherry drops mix it with the lean i’m nice :)
gotta keep brushin teeth from this full fat sprite 
been slumped all day but can’t close my eyes
think my heart gonna give 
but u can’t kill me twice

leather/face (jolst x taylor morgan)

@prodjpjp
@imgeist

use me for my skin, you can have it
stressed out, cant stop it's a habit
fucked up she wont talk when i'm like this
no thoughts, bringing shame i cant manage
no feelings, i feel like i might have lost it
hate my own skin get me out its getting toxic
fucked up i kinda feel like i dont want it
no feelings i feel like i'm out of options

these scars are more than cuts to me
i cant believe you really sat there and just watched me bleed
man he loves to talk a lot for someone so discreet
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea
i can’t believe you really sat there and just watched me leave
i’m getting anxious i can tell that no one cares for me
man he loves to talk a lot but no one’s listening
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea

i’ll leave you in the sea
i know what’s best for me
and i, held on tight when it was hard to breathe
and i,
fell apart when you crossed my name in red
and u saw how much i bled

fucked up
how she’s wanting me now
wait till i cut off all my hair and throw a fit in this town
cause i’m
stuck up
feel my ego rebound
at the end of the day
i’m a nobody with a crown

don’t waste my time
i’m wanting out
so say goodbye
leave with the crowd
every part of us is gone

these scars are more than cuts to me
i cant believe you really sat there and just watched me bleed
man he loves to talk a lot for someone so discreet
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea
i can’t believe you really sat there and just watched me leave
i’m getting anxious i can tell that no one cares for me
man he loves to talk a lot but no one’s listening
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea

anxious w/ i'm geist [prod. jpjp]

time finna fly like zone
we in the twilight zone
fake cartier on the wrist
V on neck with no Lone
u peon I been the goat 
time audemar drippin froze 
rock white fit like a ghost
bitch im all white looking snow
been alright bet that u know that
wood pack in a black bag
smooth flow talking snowboard
pulling strings like a backpack
good spliff getting me jet lagged 
3 fifths like a flashback
catch that
223s in the lobby, shoutout to ally
(EMPTYYY!!)
great track brodie made last year
purple lean no grape juice here
more checks up than adidas (*I FORGOT WHAT THE ADIDAS LOGO WAS LMFAO*)
u can trust that dear
eventually flooding the wrist like a pier
call out to all of my peers 
I been balling while u wasn’t here

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one
—————
im chill as fuck
idk what im doin but
i been loving every single second of what im doin bud
so dont get in my way
ik what i say 
i know what road i pave
i know what grave i dig
stayin up all night
not cus i need to
js cus i can
two red cups give no fucks
im about to throw it up
i am the queen ur the pawn in this life
goin fast i might crash but idga shit at all
 u r a baby ur my lover girl
imma hold ur hand till i die
please hold my hand if i cry
i look how the street lights
post me all on ur facebook~

✨EMPTY!!✨

man idk if im real but im loving this
why the fuck you saying u cant change shit
u can change it 
u can change ur life
like i did mine
facts
woah
its wild i know
i couldve done so many things different
but i wouldnt now
cus if i didnt do what i did i wouldnt motherfuckin have u now 
i got burning hands 
reynolds in my belly
man my thoughts are scary
i thought id be dead feburary 
—————
am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

twilight w/ emptychest (urban nerd)

a trace of me
spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
at anytime in any form you please

maybe we take enough to miss the signs
i couldn't handle another night
held in your prescence in coastal light
glimpse of your life its been all of mine
i take it in and i come to life
i make a move like its justified 
fuck it all up for the hundreth time
travel your thoughts and its hard to find

spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
when you come home its easier to breathe

i wonder how its different second time
funny how it changes in your mind
stumble through the wreckage of your life
numb yourself to make it out alive

all that you are
just as all that i want
find me closing the door 
see me turning it off

something wasn't funny but i could not change like
i've been outside in a fucked up brain
felt so much that i could not say
when it gets this dark never goes away
i start getting tired of it
all in my thoughts its just siphoning
all of my life im inside of it
we should have died but its fine its only me

spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
when you come home its easier to breathe

but i would take it back now if i could
tuning out my senses just enough
and yeah i know we all think way too much
searching for a trace of what it was

By the Sea

prod. jascoebeats
@beeanieboyy

baby fuckin break me
tell me how u hate me
tell me everything i need to hear
and drive me crazy
i know that ur wasted
i know that u hate me
i know that u
i know that u love me so embrace it
 
baby u can break me
and tell me how u hate me
baby tell me where u wanna go cuz i can take u
i know i made mistakes
i can fix them i can make it better for us
would u like that 

blunt smoke trees fade
eyes red bleed grey
green out green up
cash flow dont stop
big head big whip
pink slip wrist slit
fast car new kicks
nascar new bitch

look at my wrist
look at the time
i gotta run
look at my fit
all black ripped jeans thats whats up
fuck what you told me thats bull shit

baby fuckin break me
tell me how u hate me
tell me everything i need to hear
and drive me crazy
i know that ur wasted
i know that u hate me
i know that u
i know that u love me so embrace it

baby u can break me
tell me how u hate me
baby tell me where u wanna go cuz i can take u
i know i made mistakes
i can fix them i can make it better for us
would u like that

blunt smoke trees fade 
eyes red bleed grey
green out green up
cash flow dont stop
big head big whip
pink slip wrist slit
fast car new kicks
nascar new bitch

beanie - shadow (etchmygrave cover)

https://youtu.be/klowlFcwY9c?si=xLzCUhQxJ7Y7rTjm

onlythestrongsurvive (wntrsoja § balenci02) {video in description}

ca$h carti ~ not comin [prod. icytwat & lord fubu] [slowed + reverb]

blood

heylog: https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
you left me to freeze
i know that i’m nothing to you
but you’re something to me
i’m not what you need
i know that it’s my fault you left
but i need you back please
i can’t even think
when you’re not around 
i cannot even breathe 
theres snow to my knees
i’m freezing to death and you’re not there for me

i’ve been wondering why you’re
cold blooded like a lizard
it’s december so it’s freezing
and my heart is like a blizzard
you tell me that you love me
but i don’t think you remember
i told you when you first met me that i’m colder than december

coffee in the pot
and mixing bedroom pop
talking with a cause
and chilling with my dog
i look outside
watch out for the ice
am i seeing things
or am i ‘colour blind’
my heart is colder than december
i looked for you
but you weren’t there
i’m a little ill
hard to breath this cold winter air
you and your friends still think you’re cool
i’m happy i don’t have to see y’all at school

you left me to freeze
i know that i’m nothing to you
but you’re something to me
i’m not what you need
i know that it’s my fault you left
but i need you back please
i can’t even think
when you’re not around 
i cannot even breathe 
theres snow to my knees
i’m freezing to death and you’re not there for me

i’ve been wondering why you’re
cold blooded like a lizard
it’s december so it’s freezing
and my heart is like a blizzard
you tell me that you love me
but i don’t think you remember
i told you when you first met me that i’m colder than december

spotify <3

colderthandecember pt. II w/ heylog

lyrics:

heartbreak and hennessy
you were my everything
now you'd just watch me bleed
please let me rest in peace
heartbreak and hennessy
you were my everything
you made my life complete
heartbreak and hennessy

i thought that maybe you were different but you're not
i'm lost inside of my dark thoughts and that's a lot
you're gone but i can't seem to get my head to stop
thinking about you lately
i thought that you were fucking different but you're not
i'm lost inside of my dark thoughts and that's a lot
you're gone but i can't seem to get my head to stop
and it is driving me crazy

yeah it is driving me crazy
i'm doing drugs on the daily
you made me feel like you hate me
but what'd i do to you

heartbreak but i don't drink
i won't lie
i kinda miss your taste
i won't lie
i kinda miss your face
throw me with all the other waste
she quietly running her fingers through my hair
big brown eyes but it's a different pair
i'm thinking too much
i gotta calm it
what should i do
will i ever stop this

colderthandecember pt. II w/ heylog

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