Ghostly

produced by https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
[And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz Summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it]

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

It's into drive, nevermind, turn it back around
Ever since I met you got my head always spinning
Around and Around like we goin 180
I think you got me sick but I know you're the remedy
And if you love me, you would sit there riding shotgun quietly
While I say what I gotta say cuz I don't have another day
If my heart's doing U-turns

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted 
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

SPOTIFYY

My Heart Does U-turns(prod. jakkyboi)

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodjvsxn

do it for me

A single from the +333 album coming soon! 

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ King Theta ✨
💎 @kingtheta 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/kingtheta/ 💎

✨ 4evr ✨
💎 @4evrgone 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/4evrgone/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

don’t want to digress 
back to feeling depressed 
and the thoughts on my mind
when i would cut my chest
they keep pushing my limits 
i can’t keep on testing
it makes my heart glistens 
when your not here stressing
and now i’m stuck spinning
i’m spinning around in my room
and i’m trapped in a cage 
that i bound to myself
my anxiety keeps on its pushing me 
i can’t be fine till your in my company

(king theta)
A polaroid picture of you in a drawer
A permanent fixture I try to ignore
If I say I miss her she might here the whispers
I'm quaking, a fissure is breaking the floor

Silver tongue,
Did you wanna send me backwards?
(Or more likely you just don't care)
Fill my lungs,
I breathe a beautiful hazard
(I grow ill, I know that you're right there)

(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

stream ❄️

whiplash w/ king theta (prod. 4evr)

my pumpkin (prod. XPLUG)

Listen on Spotify

okay ft. late june

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

July

playhouses is a collaboration between foreign forest and myself.

now i'm getting high alone x Foreign Forest (prod. rizi)

go follow @sinxi rn he makes god tier music.

lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

FEELS

Night Time

NIGHT TIME

3AM ft. KING THETA

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

ofiicial video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGoQWW44frA&t=0s

prod/mix - fats'e

first single from my second album  (TBA)

lyrics:
in the pocket
of yesterdays pants in the closet
there's a note that you left me
and i think i forgot to read it
but i'll read it

no, i wont let this go
no, i wont let this go
and i'll never let this go

now i'm back on my bullshit
no more sentimental things
i have to make noise
i have to make noise
i don't know why
my ears ring every night
while i'm trying to sleep
it's very worrisome




everything by @youngburial

won't let this go

sweet lullaby (feat lil narnia) (prod slidinmoon)

(prod.nickisgonenow)
lyrics:
(chorus)
you put me through hell 
im walking through the fire 
my mom can never tell
think im drifting off farther 
im happy that you did the things you did cuz now im stronger
I been drowning with these people that been standing on my shoulders
(verse)
I been caught up in the memories of the old times
now I have to smile and pretend that im doing fine 
you be talking bout the pain like you know me like you know mine
I been running through the city and I can't get you out my mind
now all I can do is lay here and flat line
can't go back in time so don't waste mine

bby u put me thru hell ;( (prod.nickisgonenow)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

Come back home tonight (x2)

I don't wanna live here without you,
ya theres no us without two,
if I told you that I trust you,
would you tell me that you trust me too? (x2)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *
If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

love u

PROD JODY

old demo i made like 9 months ago. has a Coraline vibe to it and I know a lot of people want more shit like that. just not really my style anymore. either way wanted to give yall this little bop. <3 love yall stay safe stay strong thank you for supporting me <3

lyrics:

I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna stress you out
But I've been feeling things that I shouldn't
I've been feeling things that you couldn't

And every time I wake up it's the same shit
You always on lame shit
Talk about a bad bitch
I think I had it, yea I think I had it

She said "Wya?"
I said meet me in the back
You know thats a bet, thats a fact
She sittin on my lap
Stg that ass is fat
I guess I'ma roll up some my gas

& I think I'ma smoke
If I want to
And you ain't gonna tell me shit
I can feel my heart when he grabs your hips
Focused on the past and I miss your lips
Swear I'm not a bad guy
I love with all that I got 
Never know when I should stop
Gdamn you'd think that I do this a lot, huh?

I feel the weight of this all
Something I gotta get used to
I still just wait on your call
I know that it's not gonna come through
So I just stare at my phone
Wishing you would come home
I feel the cracks in my bones
I never felt this alone

She said "Wya?"
I said meet me in the back
You know thats a bet, thats a fact
She sittin on my lap
Stg that ass is fat
I guess I'ma roll up some my gas

lame shit

Sleepyhead (with waitingoncisco)

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I'm a lost lonely soul, I do not like this
I been hurt for so long, why should I fight this?
Was a lie all along, you're the reason I'm pissed
And it's sad I would take you right back so quick

Why would I do that? You might ask
I ain't ever had another feeling like that
I call it love but it's more like a drug
Cause I keep running back, I just ain't had enough

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break

I miss everything that we ever did
Talking bout our life and what we would name our kid
I ain't ever think I could love someone like this
I'll always be here for you, don't care what you did

I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love I'll make sure no one can
That's just how I feel, that's not what I am
But without you here, don't know who I am

Lost my mind when you said bye
Who's that guy? Please don't tell me another one of your lies

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break (x2)

spotify.

twin flame.

Shoutout Powfu for letting me release this song we did <3
Stay safe out there Minivans, I love you and enjoy this song I am very proud of this one!!!
@powfu
@kmkzofficial

Lyrics:

Powfu-

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

ayy
Look at where I’m walking
I got plenty other options
but I don’t pay attention
They just want a taste, because I’m popping
it’s too hard, my eyesight blind now
Is this real? don’t know how to find out 
new heart, it’s only gon’ be mine now
I want love but I don’t know how
Taking off like Lighting McQueen
I just want them to like me for me
it feels wrong but it’s how it should be
yeah it’s how it should be 
Don’t answer my phone, when I’m holding it
Bury my alone, I’m so over it

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

yung van-

I once was a boy who would hold out his hand
Now you changed directions and I changed my plans
I let you walk over the roses I laid 
Outside of your bedroom that evening, that day
The day that you told me that we couldn’t be
See there was a boy that you liked over me
You told me you care but your actions don’t
Your words are like poison no antidote
There’s no objections, I have a question
Why’d you bring me over here, what’s the lesson?
How can I learn if it’s you who keeps texting
You tell me you care and that I was the best and
I don’t wanna hear it anymore
Getting tired of this rain and pour
Of this rain and pour
But I want you to know

Powfu-

I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah I moved on, I got plans now
I might move out, with all my new friends
Yeah I look at life through a new lens
I wanna hold you, but I can’t now
yeah this life style, got me stressed out
I was into you, I held out my hand
you had the choice, and you missed your chance

Ghostly

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