yo this song is literally perfect. thank you 

when I hear this, I feel like i'm sitting on some majestic hill at night stargazing and reflecting on everything

Ghostly

Its Gone (Prod. Trench Boy)

prod. @sorrow_bringer 🖤


~~lyrics~~
fuck where’s the trust
leading lust, between us 
heating up, on the cusp 
self-destruct, blowing up
into dust
i wanna fall
(don't wanna fall)
into my own hellish spiral

fuck, gotta suffocate
just another day where i can’t breathe
out my airways
but, that’s what it takes
drowning in the sound of yourself
tryna climb the stairways

fate isn’t funny i could be dead
blow my brains out my fucking head
was it worth every second bled?
are you happy with yourself again?

co-depend, don’t forget
that i’m fucked up in the head
leavings cuts cause i’m not enough
and you won’t believe a single thing i said

i got too much on my plate
so i just puke it up & regurgitate
i do not fuck with the fate
pushing away the people
that would try to relate

trust my spirit
(where is the trust?!)
do you hear it now?
(i’m not enough)
it hurts falling down
just let me drown

fuck, gotta suffocate
just another day where i can’t breathe
out my airways
but, that’s what it takes
drowning in the sound of yourself
tryna climb the stairways

fate isn’t funny i could be dead
blew my brains out my fucking head
was it worth every second bled?
are you happy with yourself again?

i know what i’m doing, i know what i did
what i would give to go back to a kid
selfishness underneath my skin
to begin again, i would have to end
i’m a letdown, fight it off
hellbound, so fucking lost
count down, until i’m gone
ultimately i’m not what you want

(3x)
not what you want
(yeah…)

hellish spirals [prod. sorrowbringer]

Slam The Door On You! Lyrics

Lost cause you told me you don't want to hold me no more
foot in the door
Splinters and bruises; You left me here clueless
Get drunk till my head on the floor
Passed out
Woke up late and now I am the last out
Dashed out
Driving home alone
I'm going 90 on the dashboard
Missing school assignments
Big fat 0 on the blackboard
I just wanna run away I'm coping me a passport
(feels like I don't know you, why you gotta do me like that x2)
~
Slam the door on you
I do not want you
Get the fuck up out my life I wish I never met you
Swear to god I'm fucking striving easy to forget you
Disregard, I got scars
Why'd I ever let you hold me?
Lately I've been by my lonely
Can't let nobody control me
Thankful that this girl has shown me I can do better
~
EKEON
Lately it's been feeling like I never really knew you
Lying cheating snake of a bitch I'll never really miss you;
Cause I never really knew you
EKEON & WEEPINGS
And I fuck up now
Go out
I don't hate you now
If you can't give me reason to stay than I'm gone
Going to sleep very late see the sun
~
WEEPINGS
Sunrise, new day
Throwing on my blue swede shoes
Few screws lose, couldn't handle the abuse
Changed my mood when I saw the hard truth
When I felt my heart bruise, got me changing my views
Switch up quick like a flow
I know I have a purpose
I'm knee deep in the snow crawling to the furnace
I regain all my hope cause I'm willing to risk
I'm writing out these notes to the sound of the kick
(feels like I don't know you, why you gotta do me like that x2)
~
Slam the door on you
I do not want you
Get the fuck up out my life I wish I never met you
Swear to god I'm fucking striving easy to forget you
Disregard, I got scars
Why'd I ever let you hold me?
Lately I've been by my lonely
Can't let nobody control me
Thankful that this girl has shown me I can do better
~
Outro


Written by Weepings & Ekeon
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/s-nset-b-y
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Slam The Door On You! w/ Ekeon

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

100% beating

sick of singing about you (it's not working)

Track 11 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-

Softheart/Truett (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/Truettthehuman
https://soundcloud.com/softhert

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Softheart - My Poisin Is My Medicine [Prod. By Truett]

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodjvsxn

do it for me

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

(prod.nickisgonenow)
lyrics:
(chorus)
you put me through hell 
im walking through the fire 
my mom can never tell
think im drifting off farther 
im happy that you did the things you did cuz now im stronger
I been drowning with these people that been standing on my shoulders
(verse)
I been caught up in the memories of the old times
now I have to smile and pretend that im doing fine 
you be talking bout the pain like you know me like you know mine
I been running through the city and I can't get you out my mind
now all I can do is lay here and flat line
can't go back in time so don't waste mine

bby u put me thru hell ;( (prod.nickisgonenow)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

Come back home tonight (x2)

I don't wanna live here without you,
ya theres no us without two,
if I told you that I trust you,
would you tell me that you trust me too? (x2)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *
If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

love u

odium

Sleepyhead (with waitingoncisco)

“produced” by me

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

and lately i’ve been worried that the only thing i love is slippin away from me,
don’t fall for me,
i try; i can’t fall asleep,
and i stress way too much these days i thought i was getting better
but in my heart i’ll be okay because i’ve firmed much stronger weather 
and i don’t feel any release when i write a song, i won’t lie
only time i feel okay, 
is when i’m holding on to a knife
and i wont ever put you down by running my mouth,
i’ll make sure that he regrets every sick word that he spouts 

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

release

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Sleepyhead (with waitingoncisco)

Softheart

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