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@adny-disgraci

lyrics:
black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now

[adny]
stab me in the back now
i'm workin' hard but they keep tellin' me to back down
every step, every move i make they always crack down
they say you'll never make it till you make it out of that town
every day is rain i just feel like king cyrus
everywhere i go i always feel like there's a bias
i'm thinking this'll never go away like a virus
and i'm still feeling blue like my iris
no i'm not syre
i don't smoke so i'm not gettin' higher
i've been feeling low talkin' flat like a tire
you told me you love me but i know that you're a liar
i hope this comes back to haunt you
for consolation yeah i still want you 
but every time i speak about you i'm still gonna taunt you
baiting, berating, i'm stuck here decaying at 16
i think i should start medicating, i hate it

black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now (x2)

silver lining w/ adny

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

shoutout kais for making this with me 
follow him: @https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lonely eyes (w/ kais) (prod. caspr)

This is a re-upload of a song that was deleted by vivant and he gave me permission to re-upload it! Yay!

get me out my head w/ schwarzie (prod. vivant)

(prod. reytee)
https://soundcloud.com/reytee

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Going on a lonely walk 
Cause I don't wanna talk 
Got my pumpkin spiced latte
Just got it from Starbucks

Comfy in my coat and my gloves 
Comfy in my coat and my gloves 

Comfy in my coat and my gloves
With my thoughts.
Tricking me, and my own feelings 
Hurting me, seems quite appealing

But I know that's fuck'ed up.

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Spotify

comfy [reytee]

surprise song, had a bit of creativity tonight.

whats the problem go and live a life you hate
loose ties
almost threw up
saw your face
yeah theres memories that keep me far away
but reality it puts me in my place
ive been thinking bout your words
how you say
if you mean it
would you stay
give me a chance 
let me prove
i could do
everything that he could do
what could he do I couldn't do


got a feelin in my stomach
how you say
useless felt like i was in the way
got a history of feeling out of place
but you knew that
said you loved me 
never went out your way just to prove that

x2

what's the problem go and live a life you hate (prod.cobalt)

ON SPOTIFY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i done hopped right in the benz with a benzo 

money on my mind lookin out the window 

baby know its okay know its okay 10 4 but i can barely see your face baby oh no 

i dont wanna go back to the day we were falling apart 

i cant sleep no i cant even go to bed devil lookin at me in the face dont wanna sleep again dont even tell me what can go wrong 

ya im coming for a bag i aint coming for a bitch ya you say you wanna hold me but you know you aint shit 

got some lean all in my cup perkeys not enough cross faded everynight know im fucked up
 
everytime i call you aint ever pick up 

id say its true love but you never pick up

yeah i could go bac k no strings attached why you wanna say you care when its not that 
LYRICS :
i just want you show me what you really wanna do but you only really care when its all about you 

yeah you really want it bad dont even know the have dont even come around when its not that

Benzo  [Prod. Jody]

Benzo  [prod. jody x jkei x knde]

lyrics -

i want to hear your name 
although it brings me pain
i used to get so high
now it don’t feel the same 

i think you feel my pain
cause you reciprocate 
in such a scary way
we sound the same

pick me up again just to bring me down
won’t be here for long, please don’t leave me now
i can hear your voice when you’re not around
come get high with me somewhere in the clouds 
yeah

i thought that you were my home 
i didn’t wanna let go
i knew that shit from the start
the night that we were alone

you were my only friend
cause i said fuck the rest
my babygirls the best
then she just turned and left

act like it was my fault 
that you would do me wrong 
i fought with you all along
i tried to be good i gave you my all
x2

pick me up again just to bring me down 
won’t be here for long, please don’t leave me now
i can hear your voice when you’re not around
come get high with me somewhere in the clouds

leave me now ( prod. bartes )

threw this together last night, hope you enjoy :)

dichotomy (prod. cobalt)

track 5
my favorite track, produced by @hellahaunted and @sainttomorrow
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics: (are a mess for this song so bear with me)

i’m just glad that i’m waking up in the morning
it feels like life is frozen, everything is boring
i lay for hours just wishing for a redo
but honestly its pointless cuz i’ll never get to see u

sunsets and unrest and moonlight
i’ll always remember when we were living the good life
darling, its cold, hold my hand tight
maybe soon i’ll find a way to see us in a good light
(sunsets and unrest and moonlight)
(i’ll always remember) (maybe soon i’ll find a fi-fi-find a way)
(darling its cold) (see us in a good light)
(maybe soon i’ll find a way, fi-find a way)

thinking back its too easy to get nostalgic
i miss all the little things, we were magic
the rain on my window just doesn’t help
with the way that i wish you were here tonight

i wish you were here tonight
i wish you were here tonight
i wish you were here tonight
woah-oh-ohhh

sunsets and unrest and moonlight
i’ll always remember when we were living the good life
darling, its cold, hold my hand tight
maybe soon i’ll find a way to see us in a good light
(sunsets) i wish you were here tonight
(i’ll always remember) i wish you were here tonight (maybe soon i’ll find a fi-fi-find a way)
(darling its cold) i wish you were here tonight (see us in a good light)
(maybe soon i’ll find a way, fi-find a way) woah-oh-ohhh

i never asked for this

good light

good light [caves x saint tomorrow]

hope again

I see passion in disguise I still hate 2 say goodbye , im goin luv u til I d1e


(yea this off dome but its cool sleep on me)

Luv u til i d1e ;(

I threw it all away on a bad gamble
I bit off more than I could chew, more than I could handle
I crashed the ship and then I watched that shit dismantle
I watched it burn to ash and I just can't let go

Sleeps X - Bad Gamble

SpaceMan  Zack x Jaseeeen - tell me that i can stay (jtpark + User67)

You’re the one to blame (prod. jolst)

mix, mastered and produced by @scapexgoat

safety pin

a song written, composed, and recorded within 24 hours about a broken promise and a shattered heart


lyrics;

writing this song at 10:00 pm
i got nothin else to say cept how it hurts
cause it fuckn hurts 

i’m waiting forever for something 
i can’t say exactly what but i know it’s not this
it’s definitely not this

you lied and you broke me and for what
all for yourself and thought of how you felt 
just how you felt 

tired of being treated like i’m disposable 
like i’m something you throw away
cause you’ve thrown me away 
again and again 


are you done yet 
are you done playing with me now
repeating myself is all i know 
broken record scratches show

are you done yet
are you done playing with me now
you promised me twice 
and you knew the price
you’d have to pay
you did it anyway 


writing this song it’s 11:00 now
inspired by an eighties movie i wish i was in
i wish i was in

happy endings seem nice for a few
glad someone can have what i never can
cause i never can


are you done yet 
are you done playing with me now
repeating myself is all i know 
broken record scratches show

are you done yet
are you done playing with me now
you promised me twice 
and you knew the price
you’d have to pay
you did it anyway 


it’s a reminder not to trust
a reminder not to believe 
i could have it


are you done yet 
are you done playing with me now
repeating myself is all i know 
broken record scratches show

are you done yet
are you done playing with me now
you promised me twice 
and you knew the price
you’d have to pay
you did it anyway

broken record

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
Guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
Drums by: hazenova
Cover art by: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

Coming to all platforms January 13th

Lyrics:

Hazenova: 
january 18th is the day youre going
got a hole in my chest and it keeps on growing
its getting hard to play pretend
im really not okay with this
not okay with it  

my life is filled with setbacks
im so tired of these attacks
everything i ever wanted
slips right through my grip
im haunted 

i just wanna go back to the sunny days
we would run around
we could runaway 

Skele:
just wanna go back
to how it used to be
when ur touch still
felt so comforting
but i know you don’t
and i know you won’t
so i jus sit back down keep my head low
it’s my fault i know i’m too emotional
but every day i feel the same way
i get lost in my headspace
so what am i supposed to do
when every night i dream of u
i wish we could go back to the sunny days
cause i’m done spending all my nights awake

listen on spotify

january 18th (feat. skele)

@victmolina 

~2300~

Lyrics:

I woke up
Silhouette in iridescent 
Cold tones
I could feel them on my bed spread 
Your touch
Long gone but not forgotten 
This ache and agony
To pass the time 
You wait for me
This city’s so cold
This city’s so cold

Tired and alone
star light bring me home
Hold tight letting go 
so close
Tired and alone
star light bring me home
Hold tight letting go 
so close


nighttime 
feels so cold
cold breeze 
reach my bones
touch me
make my heart soar
i can’t just let it go
i can’t keep doing this to you
tearing inside this is how it’s gotta be
no time for me
maybe i just have to breathe

tired and alone
Lies fracture skin and bones
i can’t just let it go
tired and alone
Lies fracture skin and bones
i can’t just let it go

VITO x vict molina - Fracture (prod. Nato)

i decided i wanted to drop this one to say thank you for getting idwt to 100k streams on Spotify 🖤🤘🏼✨ thank you guys for being the best

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