sounds a lot like seejayxo lol. love this bro. keep going

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go follow https://soundcloud.com/mxb617 we making a lotta music

Heard it once too many times,
hard to believe through all the lies,
you think you're cute, so do your friends do,
I'm such a fool for doing what I do,

I keep running away right from the past,
someone save me im darting for the end,
i keep on believing, someones coming for me,
Its like im dreaming..

can they all see through me?

one too many times again, you can say they're just a friend,
when you get home get in our bed, and we'll pretend we're fine again.

Monster ft. MXB (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Lyrics:
i could really give a fuck about anybody think of me
baby i could die you could put me on the centerpiece
maybe say goodbye cause im fading and youll never be
stoppin by my grave probably wont even remember me

i wont wake up, i could fuckin die
on my way up, you wont question why
know im messed up, but you know thats life
i confess sumn, you wont even cry

out by sixteen or dead on the scene, i got a razor sharpened cartridge if you know what i mean
im just so fuckin damn exhausted when i have to be me, i guess i gave up and i quit i never wanna be seen

remember me, im all alone tho
self esteem, its gettin low tho
never seen, im on my throne tho
you know me, i be low low

i fuckin swear i dont even wanna die, i just wanna be okay i just wanna be alright
you could tie to me a chair you could take my fuckin life, you could sell me for my parts to whoever pays the price

stop by my grave, wont remember my name
cause you all the same, but theres no one to blame

stopbymygrave

wasn't originally gonna post this but whatever

produced by emptychest

completely non profit

lyrics

love letters
she's a real "go get her"
that momento lost forever 
guessing that u burnt my sweater
all the Polaroids she took 
are on my shelf and bound in leather
it's been almost two years 
and I'm not getting any better

hold on baby 
thought u said that ud be back now
the mountains cold 
but u don't notice when ur black out
I thought that maybe
u would like me better Rollin' up loud
but oh god
I've been drinking every night now

I used to always show up early
if I'm late i wasn't gonna come
I like to say I'm always busy
truth is I was busy lighting up 
so tell me what's the plan tonight
I think that I might stay inside
I think I'll write another line
I might just do this till I die
I spend my weekends getting high
and every morning fuck my life
but I look sober in my eyes
so everybody thinks I'm doing fine
it always seems to ease my mind
so honestly it not a waste of time
cus I've got things I try to hide
things u don't want in ur life

love letters
she's a real "go get her"
that momento lost forever
guessing that u burnt my sweater
all the Polaroids she took 
are on my shelf and bound in leather
it's been almost 2 years 
and I'm not getting any better

hold on baby 
thought u said that ud be back now
the mountains cold 
but u don't notice when ur black out
I thought that maybe, 
u would like me better Rollin' up loud
but oh god, 
i've been drinking every night now


bound in leather (emptychest)

prod @sorrow_bringer

 it really does kill me that i'm not able to showcase what i create/put out how i want it to be, but the piece itself matters the most to me. hopefully one day i'll be able to put together like a music video/lyric for a majority of what i put out, but for now, this is all i got. thank you so much for supporting me and music to this point. i really, really appreciate it. more than just that. this is everything to me. thank you for listening. <3

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this

i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance

i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it

oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back

but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

did it ever happen..

retention [prod. sorrow bringer]

Desperation

@qawikamri
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@killedmyself

lyrics:-
Qawi Kamri
Everyone's just sad now
Everyone's just broke now
No one's really different
Everyone's the same now

Xanny just to fit in
Wrist starts to slit nah
You just want a hit
You promised to quit
Don't really believe you
is that even a choice?

9TAILS
like is that even a choice
woah
filter through the noise
when i speak its not my voice
oh polo
pony on the chest
check the goose its on the vest
vvs is on my neck
run a cheque
make it back
get a couple compliments
dripping sauce
when i walk
all this pressure break my neck
break the bank
break a sweat
im not coming over yet
walking home
in the rain
this is good as life'll get

SPOTIFY

No Divergent. (w 9TAILS) (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-like-it-now-lyrics

Like It Now

@adny-disgraci

lyrics:
black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now

[adny]
stab me in the back now
i'm workin' hard but they keep tellin' me to back down
every step, every move i make they always crack down
they say you'll never make it till you make it out of that town
every day is rain i just feel like king cyrus
everywhere i go i always feel like there's a bias
i'm thinking this'll never go away like a virus
and i'm still feeling blue like my iris
no i'm not syre
i don't smoke so i'm not gettin' higher
i've been feeling low talkin' flat like a tire
you told me you love me but i know that you're a liar
i hope this comes back to haunt you
for consolation yeah i still want you 
but every time i speak about you i'm still gonna taunt you
baiting, berating, i'm stuck here decaying at 16
i think i should start medicating, i hate it

black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now (x2)

silver lining w/ adny

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

Don't Starve (Prod. Taylor Morgan)

shoutout kais for making this with me 
follow him: @https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lonely eyes (w/ kais) (prod. caspr)

This is a re-upload of a song that was deleted by vivant and he gave me permission to re-upload it! Yay!

get me out my head w/ schwarzie (prod. vivant)

[Prod. WellFed & Irby] @lilduckk @irby314

Lyrics:
Its been getting worse
I know im the worst
She dont really love me, she just love my curses
I have way to many problems and you dont deserve them
Hollow words you told me, pierce me like a bullet

Im empty
With plenty of you in my memory
Im petty
You cut deep, now my wounds needs mending


If you looked right through my eyes
You wont like the things you find
So i just get high
All i do is get high


Get high
Get high
Get high
Erase the pain inside
Like i cant find no peace of mind
Imma be real i just wanna take my life tonight 

Baby i dont wanna fight nono
Ive been writing sad songs all alone

So many people but nobody to talk to
Im on my own and im thinking about you
If you love me i just hope thats really true
Another day where im not leaving my bedroom


Its been getting worse
I know im the worst
She dont really love me, she just love my curses
I have way to many problems and you dont deserve them
Hollow words you told me, pierce me like a bullet

Im empty
With plenty of you in my memory
Im petty
You cut deep, now my wounds needs mending

Ive been sinking
Ive been losing grip
What is she thinking
Dont want to feel like this
X2

IT'S BEEN GETTING WORSE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osqAqTgm6ys

MUSIC VIDEO

So Far Gone From Reality (MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN BIO)

I see passion in disguise I still hate 2 say goodbye , im goin luv u til I d1e


(yea this off dome but its cool sleep on me)

Luv u til i d1e ;(

jus thankful to have reached u <3 take care

sorrow world 2024

Luv u til i d1e ;(

sorrowfate

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