@0arid

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

@0arid
@brknglss
@remghost
love u guys :D

angel ft. arid prod brknglss & remghost

arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes w/ owtiss (lovefelt/yandere)

@v2nthan @proddime
prod @haveonlyonechance

[@lorrific]
we gon stomp him out...
makin all this money imma cash cow
t-t-tell that pussy needa bite down
he don't even know got his ass in my sights now 
if he run up yea it's worthless
pull up with my fists up i don't need no chopstick
he get put up on the blocklist
talk all you want but i'm still makin profit

makin profit
makin margins
i'm with @v2nthan, bring the guns in
this a race, then i won it
countin paper, by the hundreds
all she like to do is talk
so decieving
walk up to his spot *shot* then im leaving
with the whole gang posted up it's a meeting
watch in the dark wide eyes yea we creeping 


[@v2nthan]
got my fists up got my gun in my pocket
bullet in his head yea i put em in a coffin
pussy tellin fables yea he tryna do me wrong
he gon see the angels send that pussy boy to god
i-i-imma fuck em up
he ain't gettin back up
shoot a hundred bullets im with lor i need backup
told that boy idgaf if u feelin worthless
shoot 100 round we gon put em in the dirt yea

[@proddime]
yeahhh in the dirt (in the dirt)
im with lor and @v2nthan we stay alert
if he talkin on my gang then he get hurt
if he talkin on my gang then he gon die 
lor my homie yea we tight
if i don't got my pole then we gon fight
hollow tips make that (0_0) cry
talkin down get sent to the sky

fists🥊 w/ venthan, dime!

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

felt like changing my sound a little :)
wrote this from the heart

@breakupbreakdown <3

lyrics:
gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

i been hurting way to much
way to many
my heart is fucking static
my feelings feel like plastic
i dont want you back
nor another
my head is getting dizzy
i wish you wasnt busy
yea, i know that you miss me (yeaaa)
took a while before you kissed me (aaaa)

its okay uh
bitch im on my way
another day
cannot find my place
like a race
how you fucking chase (meeee)
feel so wasted
wish i didnt break it

torture everyday
i dont need you okay
but it still hurts my when i think about you everyday
but your intentions are the problem
but we cant solve them
shit how i be wrongful
yea bitch im awfull

i dont fucking understand how you still go
always with you all the time i cant adore
keep on begging me for more
i dont want you baby can you leave and close the door
i can keep fucking with you
how you fucking with my head
i dont want you back so can u just go back to bed
all the things u fucking said
that will keep on hurting till the day i get my rest

one more left
i will keep on smoking till my lungs black
cuz i fucking know that you will be back
all these fucking feelings cannot hide that
(NEVER WILL I GO BACK)
x2

you dont wanna be mine
walking in the sunshine
bitch i got a glock nine
know that im not fine
dont wanna stand by
you know i cant die
feel like i might cry
dont wanna say bye

gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

demons (breakupbreakdown)

more of this soon if you like it!

prod @erdo, @1crusey <3
feat @v_letical <3
cover art @aellzis my blud my gangslang my pal <3
lyrics:

(intro)
yea and we put them on a shirt
tshirt
bitch im making money its absurd
and my visions fucking blurred from the pills that i be poppin now
just like a bird how im only going up not down

@luvpika
i got, i got blood on my sweater
they wanna fuck with me but im the money getter
bitch i am so cold bitch im colder then the weather
and she thinks that im the one i will infect her
20 rounds bullets and i shoot just like im vector
i know i keep changing up my sound just like the weather
i dont talk to all these pussys they dont matter
and im flipping up the pages like a chapter

bitch im making money but i dont care bout the bands
i dont give a fuck im pushing right through his defense
i be making fast bread and slow i do not care
and if you pull up on me dont think that i'll be playing fair
i keep a gun that i put in your face
pushing these needles inside of your veins
going so fast you can not keep the pace
wanna be me so u follow my ways
i keep on running im tying my lace
fucking your bitch and i cum in her face
feel like im sonic im stuck in a chase
you think your better im laughing in k's

bitch im moving fast i dont care about the opps
yea ur fucking stupid all ur money spend on props
keep on talking shit i know your ips getting doxxed
and from the cops keep on running cause these bitches never stop

@c4v
yea we aint playin fair
me n pika movin fast
u cant see me anywhere
i been up since 2020
n u still aint anywhere
i been up its kinda funny
since that boy still over there ha
i dont give a fuck nah
we gon run it up
talkin down he so dumb
i caught a dub u dont do nun
how u got a ego
u aint making no income
i aint stopping yet nah
bitch i aint fucking done nah

@luvpika
me and capri run em down
i make so much money all these fuckers are some clowns
i will keep on going my heart beating like the drums
and you keep on talking shit but i know that your making none
i keep a gun that i put in your face
pushing these needles inside of your veins
going so fast you can not keep the pace
wanna be me so u follow my ways
i keep on running im tying my lace
fucking your bitch and i cum in her face
feel like im sonic im stuck in a chase
you think your better im laughing in k's

blood## w/ c4pri (erdo, crusey)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@waitfortaika

yea i think my heart dropped when i saw u 
and i cant stop thinking ab it
cuz i js wna make u mine 
wna see u shine 
be my guiding light
its me and u tonight yeah

until the stars fall down
ill be with u now 
until the seas run dry 
ill be by your side
you know
take my hand into the city we go
lights so bright 
ill keep u warm if ur cold 

tell me u love me and tell me its true 
late nights im still thinking ab u 
look in ur eyes its my best view
yeah i spend this money i dont need it 
its getting cold winter season 
ill be there give a reason 

stole my heart 
think i knew it from the start 
i cant read between the lines whats on ur mind 
dreams of me and u tonight lets make it like real life

and if u leave thats my biggest fear
weight on my chest and its hard to bear 
i said i dont care but i rlly care 
turns my best dreams into nightmares

Downer w/kurse11  (Breakupbreakdown)

https://open.spotify.com/track/482YTwU4spv2BMA8W3oWOp?si=3cf33f09b56a4057

lyrics:

please, just listen
something in my body's missing...

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

cuz it true, i knew tht u were mine
everything tht u left behind
i just wanna make sure ur fine
look in my eyes
i wouldnt go and lie
nd leave this all behind
id rather die...

just take my hand nd lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

would u be right here next 2 me, 
if the stars aligned?
(i wanna keep u here, hold u tight, ill hold u near)
would u be right here 2 hold my hand at night?
(ill keep u here, ill keep u safe plz do not fear)

this song was meant for u
but we're too far distant now...
i can feel my body bleeding out, im rotting underground,
those songs i wrote for two,
makes it hard 2 listen now
u can scar me and harm me tht'll last a lifetime from now-

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

look in my eyes
i wouldnt go nd lie
nd leave this all behind 
id rather die...

just take my hand and lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

prod. @kingtheta

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

uxie