how i rly feel (bmud)

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bitch i know im up next
she gon hit my phone i know she jus want sex
yea she see me n im ballin i got baguettes
bitch im posted up wit bro we gon hit a luh flex
bitch im runnin up this paper bitch im countin money
u said that u jokin i missed where its funny
she came to the crib she gon ride jus like a bunny
she said that she hate me but i know she want me
ay, i dont wanna talk abt it anymore
wanna love u but this shit be feelin like a chore
tryna play me, bitch i might js kick u out the door
tryna blame me, what u tryna blame me for?
tell me its all in my head
shit gettin too real yea its not in my head
so im stayin by my lone its jus me n my bread
ima stay away from u till i wind up dead
now im swervin off inna srt
see me at my worst so dont talk 2 me
i dont want her, why she comin on to me?
can u stay by my side can u follow me yea
yea, can u follow my steps
this shit makin me sick, yea that shit is grotesque
askin me for answers but this shit aint no test
yea she said she want me she gon say im the best

in my head (clvr) #dynasty

@lifegiverr
prod @decago @hartfxlt @1akura

@neohnq
i cant believe what ive done
i still taste u on my tongue
i thought u were the one
i needa wake up 2 myself

before i die
put it in park and then i cry
said i dont care but u still lied
ur the worst...
i promise i can be worse

smell my cologne on ur shirt
oh well oh well
i needa focus on myself
u drag me back thru hell
baby i miss how u smell
i needa see u one last time
wake up w u one last time

@lifegiverr
tryna take my soul i already died
everybody knows baby get it right
tryna see my pain you dont have my eyes
tryna see the truth baby pick a side

i been lying for a long time
baby hold close baby hold mine
its a long road but we got time
ill be right here for the whole ride

tryna tell you how i feel but i dont know
got me cryin thru my tears baby dont go
i be running from my fears but im too slow
i feel safe up in ur arms baby hold close

wake up ft life

i got a switch glock to ur face
these bitches switch up on da gang
u takin flicks y else cuz we up
want be my bitch y else cuz we up
dat not my dick dat my semituck 
bad lil bit imma fuck ya
made an advance count it up
wat am i doin to myself

i got a fast reflex 
i put dat blade on my chest
she dk fb shit bout blood on my vest
i got relief now
he ain even gon stumble
my shooter built like dikembe mutombo
my brudda run do sum dont fumble
got a black n yellow in dis bit like bumble

i could make it better
but i dont even wanna try
if i go its gon upset her
but im stuck up in the center
y u still talkin back to me
love dat walk away from me
ur not strong enough for me
im weaker than it seems

15 minutes til alarm go off
15 minutes till da k gon pop
15 men of dem opps gon drop
15 men dem gon flop
i do anything for my baby
cop her mercedes
she gon fw me
im da protector
ride w a k b
i gotta slide for me lady

i be up myself 
do it myself
im up myself 
(2x)

i got a switch glock to ur face
these bitches switch up on da gang
u takin flicks y else cuz we up
want be my bitch y else cuz we up
dat not my dick dat my semituck 
bad lil bit imma fuck ya
made an advance count it up
wat am i doin to myself

i could make it better
but i dont even wanna try
if i go its gon upset her
but im stuck up in the center
y u still talkin back to me
love dat walk away from me
ur not strong enough for me
im weaker than it seems

15minutes (wasterr, recyclebin)

@1luvpurp @cloudbxy1

https://open.spotify.com/track/4bOtw7Pm8LxjyV4TF1mc8g?si=f56e498384924838 

no matter what they can't break us apart
i'll be right there girl wherever u  are
kiss on my body just kiss on my scars
don't fadeaway girl i know it gets hard
I'm stuck in a place where you don't want to go
you're so far away i still feel u in my bones
grab ur waist i'll take control
i'll be thinking about you wherever you go 
don't let it break
i won't let it break
I'm not turning this page
won't let our love wash away
if you feel pain i feel it too
look at everything i feel for you
got me crying out, crying out

you , i still feel you feel you
will you tell me where you at now
far from you
you, you you
got me crying out crying out

no matter what they can't break us apart
i'll be right there girl wherever u  are
kiss on my body just kiss on my scars
don't fadeaway girl i know it gets hard
I'm stuck in a place where you don't want to go
don't let it break
i won't let it break
I'm not turning this page
won't let our love wash away
if you feel pain i feel it too
look at everything i feel for you
got me crying out, crying out

Spotify

kiss on my scars (Luvpurp & Cloudbxy)

neohn & whyhaze - hold my breath (dimpleb & 1bleedinggrey)

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@hiseph
@diegointhedark

lyrics:
get that bread i put tha racks on the table
gang by my side stick to me like a staple
i been off the drugs ion feel stable
power, runnin thru my veins like a cable
cant fw u if u talk too much
i fucked up is it bad enough, nowww
fuck, ive fuckin had enough
its getting harder to breathe im runnin outta luck
i been fallin apart can u notice
but its fine cz im up bitch u know dis
yea she left me in the dust i was broken
but i stay calm i dont fw the commotion

@hiseph
i'll break your heart and mine
girl i ain't nervous
i've been through this shit 100 times
you say it's different 
it don't take alot to realize
i'm always gon notice
sipping on some potions
i'm never getting rest

rip out heart like shit ain't bad enough
i can never change, that's why i'm acting up now
me and my brothers chase a bag or sum
i guess it's something you don't know about
it's something you should learn

if that's yo bitch then why she sit beside me?
i heard they talking down
we do not take it lightly
take that flight up in advance 
i'm tryna catch a body
please don't try to stop me
i'm not just anyone

@diegointhedark
3 xans , sonic styrofoam cups 
she does not want ur love 
she does not miss ur touch 
im in neiman by myself 
buying clothes , dosing drugs 
u could never b urself 
want urr skull get it crushed 

shes a puppet on the strings 
brh ur hoe getting bagged 
how u going out sad 
i m not doing tht 
she gone crush and snort flats 
use ur flesh as an ashtray
i see straight thru these lames 
like an x-ray

we jugging & finessing 
i seen tht shit u on
n i cn say its not impressing
got a brand new HK
n i cannot wait to test it 
and the moment fate breaks 
u will not see me confessing 
hoe

veins

veins w/ seph & diegointhedark #dynasty

https://soundcloud.com/chewy

my psychosis been getting worse I've been trapped up in my room
I've been fighting daily battles hope I make it to June 
ion wanna wake up I've been sleeping past noon
hope there's someone out there for me wanna give someone the moon

till then I'm scraping all this dirt up off my shoe 
they say you gotta love yourself before anyone can love you
but I'm walking thru my life I've learned that ts isn't true 
cuz I've loved and I've lost but every time I still grew 

still some ppl left me with rage and it makes me feel ill
sometimes i want to take it out act like jennifer hills
this trauma has me up in loops I just wish i could heal
I've been tortured by my thoughts i can't even tell what's real 

I woke up vomiting I just feel so awful
I'm a slave to vices wish I didn't love the bottle 
I keep getting older I'll turn into a fossil 
I fucking hate my own body I feel like a model 

need unconditional love I need it in my life 
I need someone to hold me and say it will be alright 
wanna look into your eyes and have it wash away my spite 
till then I'm crying in my pillow just to feel better at night

my psychosis been getting worse I've been trapped up in my room
I've been fighting daily battles hope I make it to June 
ion wanna wake up I've been sleeping past noon
hope there's someone out there for me wanna give someone the moon

till then I'm scraping all this dirt up off my shoe 
they say you gotta love yourself before anyone can love you
but I'm walking thru my life I've learned that ts isn't true 
cuz I've loved and I've lost but every time I still grew

wanna make it 2 june (heroine)

mental overload
throw my mental over board
i'm not one seeking for help
i don't want you to wish me well
dug in secrets you can't find
my mind's racing all the time
trying to look for answers
but the questions slip my mind
hard enough as is
trying to think the opposite
but i'm pinned down in all directions
head down into submission
trying to find a way out
before the walls are closing in
ooo yeah
before the walls are closing in

all my life's been hard
feel the constant change
new life breathe it in
brand new constant pain
no reason i could trust in
anyone around me
people turn their heads up
just to look down on me
it's harder to go
with everything i know
so hard to trust the process
when treated like an object
ooo hoo
stonewalled into silence
don't trust people around me 
so i don't close my eyelids

mental overload
throw my mental over board
i'm not one seeking for help
i don't want you to wish me well
dug in secrets you can't find
my mind's racing all the time
trying to look for answers
but the questions slip my mind
hard enough as is
trying to think the opposite
but i'm pinned down in all directions
head down into submission
trying to find a way out
before the walls are closing in
ooo yeah
before the walls are closing in

mental overload (prod.1jayee)

@negativecreeper
i Saw You and didn’t Even Recognize you; I Still Love You
12/14
lyrics;
each time that you hurt me
the less that i cry
i feel like a burden
that’s stuck by ur side
you can’t even look me
in my eye
you know that i love it
when you lie

you know that i love it
your sweet little nothings
you break me to pieces
pick me up when im shutting (down)
look at me, girl turn around
cause im right here
i don’t wanna go away
feel you so near

listen to my voice break
 feel my lungs decay
if i had to disappear
for u, its okay
for me, for you
i would do anything
help me cross thru
watch me fade away

i dont wanna lie
the winds all in my hair
you finally left me
left in the air
hope that u hear this
you called up my phone
you asked if i called
but ur hurting my soul

when, i heard, ur voice
it crushed me all again
when, did you build, this hate
for me, the end </3

U Called 🐾 @negativecreeper

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1st song from my album i'm currently working on :)

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prod @1luvpurp & @lilsadboiiudig

pick me when i fall down
i wish you could calm down
i wish i could have you
need your help like rn
yeah i keep my head down
can you hear me cry out
dying when you're not here
she hate it when i scream loud

tell me what you see
when you look at me
when i look at you
i just feel my heartbeat
i still feel like nothing
she said she love it
off a pill i feel disgusting
your heart is trapped in my coffin

i ran away
did i even think about it
i miss your face
i sit down and think about it
not the same day but the same problem
i know she feel the same pain girl my wings fallen

U Called 🐾 @negativecreeper

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