song from 'caribou killer', which will be out reasonably soon

i'm gnashing teeth on bent knee
there are two rooms and only one of me
the context is lost in what you speak
stage blood all over the back seat

i've got your high beams in rearview
i can't see a thing
dust clouds form near you
the road is starting to sink

i'm scared that i am missing out
i've known the words but haven't said them aloud
in some facets that i hardly know
rust in my eyes, fingers, and toes

it feels so strange, just an inkling
dry in my mouth
what the fuck were you thinking?
what are you going on about?
the ropes are tightened up
and you're pulling on the ends
it's time i lightened up
walking under the edge

i know how i harshly press my eyes
but i don't know why-
something just feels right
within some conduit through which we rationalize 
the nameless guilt on our back all of the time
"do i have to do this for the rest of my life?"
i have to do this until the day i die

conduits

PARAMNESIA (prod. Saké by the Water Beats)

someway in this harsh life I'll still fight.

someway (i'll still fight!)

Fiddle Tune

you have to make it right.


lyrics:

Why did I say
Awful words to your face
They cant be unsaid now I'd rather be dead
Than to hurt you again

Try, make it right 
I know i don't want to fight
The harder i fight and the harder it is
To make it right once again

Make It Right

Single for 'Lone Songs', available for FREE here: https://martin-nilsen.bandcamp.com/album/lone-songs

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BANDCAMP
https://martin-nilsen.bandcamp.com/
YOUTUBE
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEZXImNHjUgOwV_LZlR3iAQ

Wishes

the pink genie's reign of terror and pain

wanting to know
how i'll get away - i have to go
i've been here for too long
don't want to see where I went wrong

because if i see 
i know i'll pry
was it really me?
is it a lie?

no peace of mind
search all over but still can't seem to find
i tried to find a way
to get away and be okay

because if i stay
i'll stay too long
can't get away
from the things i've done wrong

try to get away 
but i don't know how
try to get away
i've got to go

Can't Get Away

lyrics:

Hey what is this
Where are we 
who are you

Please don't dismiss
What you see
What you do

Oh what is this to me and you
There's nothing we can do
But just live through 

Oh I would love to know what's true
To guide me on what to do
When it all falls through 


And it's
Back to back another truth attack
Until its hard to tell whats true
No progress we can do
So it all falls through

Yeah we've got so many fancy tools
But we make choices like we're fools
acting like it's cool
Until it all falls through

Fall Through

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music:
me
art:
me

DREAM

Strange Music for Strange Times

just some stuff i made for fun

Fall Through

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