Indie Music Feedback Radio (August - September 2020)

song ideas inspired by different flavors of anxiety

Anxiety Ideas

the nice stuff

chill and bjutifull

try again it'll be okay
just follow through, what else could you do?

try again, one of these days you're bound to get it
otherwise, one of these days you're bound to regret it

try again, gonna be hard to find a way to achieve it
find a way, excuses will only break it away from you

try again
the only way that you're gonna make it

Try Again

for real.

photo by Samantha Miligan.
design by Nozomi Machitani.

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Ride

Magnets: 

We attracted like magnets then fell in love, 
Like two bi-polar opposites, until we touched 
We became the same, and then repelled each other away 

Here I am 
I'm standing with my back against this wall 
Of preconceived notions I'm starting to reject 
I used to think of myself as unstoppable 
Until I met the immovable object 

Maybe we were meant to love from a far 
Lately it's been harder than we thought 
I wish I could be positively charged 
Whenever you aren't 

But we attracted like magnets and fell in love, 
Like two bi-polar opposites, until we touched, 
We became the same, then repelled each other away 

Hello again 
I'm back from the point of no return 
I had to learn to get back up on my feet 
Though I do appreciate the attempt to feign concern 
This heart still has the energy to beat 

Maybe we were meant to love from a far 
Lately it's been harder than we thought 
I wish I could be positively charged 
Whenever you're not 

All these complications 
Require our patience 
But we're so wrapped up 
In our opposite polarizations 
Stuck in suspension 
This unwanted tension 
Is forcing us apart 
Now I'm starting to question 

Why we attracted like magnets and fell in love, 
Like two bi-polar opposites, until we touched, 
We became the same, then repelled each other away

Pretty O.P.

Magnets

Mix/Mastered: @bluehbearz

Ｍｅｌｌｉｆｌｕｏｕｓ
Mil-lif-lu-ous
(adj.) A sound that is sweet and smooth, pleasing to hear

sum smooth chill hop/jazz thang


 Original sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYpTrg-1xkM



Big thanks to blue for helping me out with the mixing/mastering

Mellifluous (ft.BLUEHBEARZ)

https://soundcloud.com/from_downtown/perfect
fanlink.to/perfectcombo

one day i'll stop using the dilla siren
@erickdie

I'M THA ONE w/ erickD

I've spent months on this I hope you all enjoy
part of our upcoming album

opening sample and cover art taken from World of Tomorrow by Don Hertzfeldt
spoken word is from an interview of Elliott Smith

lyrics

I used to care about important things
and now nothing seems important anymore
I wanna lay down
I wanna stay drowned

sing it out to the crowd
the moon lies behind a thin layer of cloud
while the stars flicker on and off

there's a creature in my sky
he controls me with wires we can't see
he haunts my being he haunts my me
I couldn't give a shit, he's consumed me

everything we've loved will be reduced to rust
so leave it on a shelf until it collects dust
brush it off and put it on a pedestal
now it's special, now you are special

tell me what to do with myself 
cuz you're my somebody else
in the world of tomorrow we'll be one
but yesterday's living has come to ruin our fun
in the world of tomorrow we'll be one

Retrograde Amnesia - Yesterday's Living/World Of Tomorrow

Stream here: https://fanlink.to/vesuhda-end

Vesuhda
https://soundcloud.com/vesuhda
https://www.instagram.com/vesuhda/
https://www.facebook.com/vesuhda
https://twitter.com/vesuhda

Annamarie Rosanio
https://soundcloud.com/annamarierosanio
https://www.instagram.com/annamarierosanio
https://twitter.com/rosanio_22

Suit of Bullets
https://soundcloud.com/suitofbullets
https://suitofbullets.com
https://www.facebook.com/SuitBullets/
https://twitter.com/Suitofbullets
https://www.instagram.com/suitofbullets/

Stream

Vesuhda - End (feat. Annamarie Rosanio)

Peace of the soul,
Resulting from the harmony of existence.
It comes from a state of deep tranquility,
Arising from the absence of any trouble or pain.

Thanks for supporting ❤️

Free download : bit.ly/ataraxia_download

This music is free to use as long as you credit me and put my SoundCloud link at the end or in the description of your project

Free download

Ataraxia

Autumn dance

You've opened your eyes
To a world on fire
A stately funeral pyre
So where you going now

And as the flames burn low
And the embers glowed
I can’t hear a single word
That you're saying now

But I’m not the one to put it out

You emptied your heart
On a world in the dark
But your Lightning bolts have missed their mark
So what you throwing now

And when they are singing your song
Are you humming along
Even though they’ve got it all wrong
So whatcha singing now

And I'm not the one to shout it out

Feign a smile
But I can see it in your eyes
We’ve learned to live in dark ages 
But you’re desperate for the sunrise

Paint the night
Tracing the shadows in failing light
We’ve learned to live in the dark ages
But we waiting on the sunrise..


Tuning F A C F A E

Is It Over Yet?

Put It Out

Part 2 of the S.P.A.C.E. saga
prod. by James D
Words TDJ

There's no turning back now
There's an event horizon
I'm off the coverage map anyhow - No Verizon
No disguise could hide the surprise attack from my friends.
I'd re-up the supplies to my men but they're all dead.
I keep a rocket in my back pocket
I blast atomic.
Rain down like a comet
Can you hear me now? You can't stop it
Microphone getting so hot I'ma drop it
But it's burning hotter than the sun
So I'm leaving nothing but ashes in my palm when I'm done.

The planets are all ashes 
The stars are all dust
The station's been destroyed 
There's no one left to trust.

The planet's in ashes.
The environment's in shambles.
I may as well be wearing a briar coat made out of brambles out here in thin zone
Trying to phone home but my signal is scrambled.
Trying to get a handle
But to make an omelette you gotta break a few eggs
Watch me upstage my enemies
Poison stinging like the tentacles of an anemone 
One day I'll make the shadow pay 
But it steady stays ahead of me.

Chorus (repeat)

Planets to Ashes

Photo Cred: 5 Ace.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]:
I know you're struggling,
I feel your heart breaking,
Just know I'm by your side,
Even though, even though I'm half the world away.

[Chorus]:
Half the world away.

[Verse 2]:
Please close your eyes tonight,
Imagine distant skies,
I'll be there for you to find,
Even when, even when I'm half the world away.

[Chorus]:
Half the world away.

[Bridge]:
I promise babe,
Every day,
That I'm astray,
You will find, you will find, you will find me,
Even when, even though I'm half the world away.

[Chorus]:
Half the world away.

Half The World Away

Had the guitar written for this for ages and recently put it to some nice lyrics about performing at an open mic, no ones listening except the one person you care about, and that's all you need. Lots of clean up possible but kinda burnt out on it and wanna move on, initially thought id have harmonising vocals and some strings but I never got them to work (hence the demo).

Lyrics:
The bar is filled with noise
Louder than my voice
My song will go unheard
Aren't open mics absurd
But you're always listening
I know that you care
lost the room but I'm focusing
On the moment that we share


Guess it feels the same
Our secret type of fame
You can't be outdone
My audience of one
Well do it all again
Our self indulgent game
You always make it fun
My audience of one


I crack a stupid joke
Your laughter gives me hope
You've heard them all before
Still laugh while they ignore
Dont care they're not listening
I just care that you do
Lost the room but I'm focusing
Focusing on you


Guess it feels the same
A secret type of fame
You can't be outdone
My audience of one
Well do it all again
Our self indulgent game
You always make it fun
My audience of one

Audience Of One (Demo)

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/melosopher on saxophone

Are you friend or foe?
Never seem to know with you
True, we share a name
But you don't feel the same, do you?
I'm baited and blistered
All because it's not for you

Did you think about it?
Or did you try to break it? 
Have you come to numb the pain?
In some world
Some day
You won't need to blame me
Could we try to start again?

Tear me down again
Just to feel the weight from you
Some won't let you near
While others lie in fear of you

Come in screaming
With your guns blazing
Have you come to numb the pain?
In some world
Some day
You won't need to blame me
Could we try to start again?

Unresolved (ft. Melosopher)

you have to make it right.


lyrics:

Why did I say
Awful words to your face
They cant be unsaid now I'd rather be dead
Than to hurt you again

Try, make it right 
I know i don't want to fight
The harder i fight and the harder it is
To make it right once again

Make It Right

What's The Point

lyrics:

Hey what is this
Where are we 
who are you

Please don't dismiss
What you see
What you do

Oh what is this to me and you
There's nothing we can do
But just live through 

Oh I would love to know what's true
To guide me on what to do
When it all falls through 


And it's
Back to back another truth attack
Until its hard to tell whats true
No progress we can do
So it all falls through

Yeah we've got so many fancy tools
But we make choices like we're fools
acting like it's cool
Until it all falls through

Fall Through

Unsatisfied

Strange Music for Strange Times

just some stuff i made for fun

Make It Right

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