lyrics:

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

tryna open the doors, can’t find an escape
maybe it’s karma or maybe it’s fate
start to think I’m the problem and I shoulda changed
i wanted things and I got them but I’m still the same
I wanted to be someone you could depend on
Someone to be there when you need a hand or something else
A shoulder to cry on when you’re not well
I wanted to be that, can you believe that?
After everything I’ve done
But I could never be that, am I dumb?
I been shooting for the moon,stars,and the sun

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

potent

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

2 minutes of anything & everything volume whatever

1. trust
2. lie through your teeth
3. flatline
4. too much
5. a-list
6. rewire
7.  feel you demo


lyrics: 

"the noise lives inside of you
in through your ears and out through your lips”

(1) trust

and if I can’t trust nobody else
why would I put my faith in you?
(oh why? ah)
oh yeah
why would I trust someone like you?
why would I trust someone like you?
what the fuck you mean by “us”?
bout you I don’t give no fuck
what the fuck you know bout trust?

(2) lie through your teeth 

we can beat around the bush as much as you want
but we know that the writing’s on the wall
you lie through your teeth when you open your mouth
you think you can take it and turn it around me but you’re wrong
so wrong

(3) flatline

I said go head baby, take your time
can’t put a price on your peace of mind
oh I wish somebody woulda told me that
but I crashed and burned till the line laid flat
fixate so much on the gawdamn stat
I was waiting on it to go right on back

(4) too much

you bitches only care bout profit
my pride, my ego, my toxin
all wind, I don’t care bout caution
got lost in the sound and found it
got lost in the sound and found it
it’s too loud to hear you callin

(5) a-list

momma please don’t treat me like I’m famous
bitch I’d rather die than be an a-list
leave my bloody body on the pavement
if a bitch mad, I can’t entertain it
I can switch the flow up cuz my swag different
my bag deep asl can fit a cat, crow, and worm in it
you know I can’t stand ya 
can’t even put ur soul in it
say it with your chest or put a hole in it 

(6) rewire

it get loud in my head when the room too quiet
thoughts ringing louder than a gawdamn siren
tryna break free but I can’t get out it uh
tell me what I’m reaching for
is it greed if I still want more?
I’ve been writing till the pen get tired
broken down bad, imma need a rewire

(7) feel you demo 

when it all comes crashing down
I surrender and kiss the ground
I feel you
I feel you
I feel you

nothin regular (prod.cabernett)

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