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Josh Martinez - Weed Weed

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Here I am

Josh Martinez Uphill Climb

Blutstropfen auf dem Bergpfad, woher kom

[Verse 1]
I carried every meltdown like it was mine to fix,
Broke myself to build you, got scars as your gifts.
You’d light a match, watch it burn, then cry like you’re the victim,
I kept forgiving storms like forgiveness was religion.
You’d say “I’ll change,” but it was always just talk,
Promises sounded pretty but they never learned to walk.
I kept bleeding patience while you kept spilling lies,
Now I’m staring at the calendar, watching something in me rise.

[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t drag this same old heartbreak into something brand new,
I won’t start another year pretending I’m not tired of you.
You taught me how to shatter, but I learned how to heal,
And this time the goodbye is the most honest thing I feel.

[Chorus]
So I’m not bringing your drama with me into the new year,
No more begging for peace, no more drowning in your fear.
No more nights spent shaking ‘cause you couldn’t love me right,
No more trying to save you while you’re loving every fight.
I’m done stitching your chaos to my heartbeat,
Done letting your storms knock me off my feet.
This time I choose me, loud, stubborn, and clear,
Leave your drama in last year.

[Verse 2]
You loved the version of me that never said “no,”
The one that broke quietly just to help you grow.
But I’m tired of shrinking so your ego feels tall,
Tired of climbing every mountain just to watch you let me fall.
You spin your guilt like silk and call it love,
Then cry holy tears while I’m bleeding from the shove.
But I’m finished trying to fix what was never mine to save,
I’m done living in a story where I have to be so brave.

[Pre-Chorus]
No fireworks of fake apologies, no “this time I swear,”
No more forgiving you just ‘cause I care.
You can keep your chaos, your storms, your noise,
I’m finally choosing a life that sounds like my voice.

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m not bringing your drama with me into the new year,
No more love that hurts, no more living in your fear.
No more crying in silence while you play the innocent role,
No more burning myself just to warm your cold soul.
I’m done dragging yesterday through tomorrow’s door,
Done hurting just to prove I can handle more.
This time I choose healing, and I’m crystal clear,
Leave your drama in last year.

[Bridge]
You’ll say I’m heartless, you’ll say I changed,
But I call it growth, I call it rearranged.
You’ll say I’m cruel for finally letting go,
But you never cared when I was choking on “I know.”
I gave you love; you gave me storms,
I gave you warmth; you watched me mourn.
Now I’m choosing sunlight, quiet, and breath,
Choosing to finally live instead of love myself to death.

[Breakdown]
So keep your tears, keep your guilt, keep your twisted game,
Keep your almost love and your recycled shame.
I’m walking forward, you stay stuck there,
I’ve got peace to chase… and you’re not invited there.

[Final Chorus]
I’m not bringing your drama with me into the new year,
Not your chaos, not your guilt, not your ghost in my mirror.
No more bending till I break just to make you feel okay,
No more losing myself so you can get your way.
This is my reset, my freedom, my cheer,
Your drama ends here…
And my life starts this year.

Leave Your Chaos in Last Year

Collective Efforts - The Worst Is Over

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The Confessions Of Mr. Modest

Ghost Ship

01. Jam > Truckin' > Smokestack Lightning > Bertha (w Donna Jean)

Josh Martinez - Time Alone

1st label compilation from hue.

01 Zucchini Drive  / Good Music & Indian Food (Nuccinimix) 
02 Ceschi  / Proof of Love
03 Cavemen Speak / Backbone (Extended version) 
04 Nolto and Factor / Loman's Lament
05 David Ramos / Morning Sun
06 Josh Martinez & Pissed Off Wild / Outlaws
07 Nuccini! / Your Father's Head
08 soso / Waiting Under a Wax Paper Sky (Maki remix) 
09 Ira Lee and Factor / Die
10 Eekwol / Catch Me
11 Epic / On the Run Near Moose Mountain (feat. Ira Lee) 
12 Escape Artists / Peripheral Pulse
13 Noah23 / Spider Dollie
14 Josh Martinez / Piranhas
15 Losaka / Rise and Fall
16 Metropolis Now / Another Tomorrow (feat. Cam the Wizzard and Nolto) 

released in 2006.

06 Josh Martinez & Pissed Off Wild - Outlaws

all I know is I'm leaving the world filthy!

Sleep & Maulskull - LITTERBUG

From the "Working Man" album: www.tinyurl.com/WorkingManLP
Acid-tongued emcee Prolyphic takes a personal approach and goes for the throat like never before on his new album with producer Buddy Peace. In the song “DRUG DEALER” we hear about doctors pushing pharmaceutical products on his mother to treat her cancer, and why her ultimate decision was to refuse them.

This track is the 2nd leak from Prolyphic & Buddy Peace's "WORKING MAN" album, dropping April 30 on Strange Famous Records.

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