Tsunami J. & Pyrrhic - Dead Zone

Tsunami J. & Saphir - Lost And Found (Prod. jUdAh)

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

I feel your jaws start to wrap around my neck
so disgusted with how I left
I feel the anguish in my bones, watch them snap I turn to stone
try to ignore the pain

I see the flesh around my heart rotted with hate
this wooden home, it screams my name
no grand design above the sky 
skin is burning with the lie watch me embrace the void

im a waste, im a vermin, a piece of shit, hurting
doesn't matter if I stay I’m always just lurking
the ghost between us, the floorboards and concrete
it doesn't matter now when you don't amount to something

To people that you thought just really cared
but they leave you on the ground when you’re choking, not coping
And now you're embraced by the emptiness you never loved
and you’re watching as he consumes everything you came to trust

down the alleys where you grew up and you never understood
what it means to just care, what it means to just stare
with the blank eyes when someone’s just falling
to suicidal tendencies, they always get the best of me

so tell me why you’re never fucking calling
never checking on me until you need something to waste your time
just leave me the fuck alone
cus id rather be dead to you than something

Yeah depression hits me up, says he loves who you are now
I want nothing to do with you
invade my dreams and give me nothing, no I couldn't see you bluffing
find a lover, feel disgusted from you


feel my consciousness hit my stomach, weighs a ton it's dragging me down
I got nothing to give to you
you took the best then left me stranded, filled with hate then reprimanded
come tomorrow empty-handed from you


so bury me out the back where I can't hear a thing
I don’t want to be something more than a dream
but you know that’s not fair how you're always in mine
always plaguing my thoughts waking up and your gone

my friends say that it doesn't get better than this
is being tormented just some form of a bliss
these glass walls that I construct just seem to crack
and like a puppet I just always come back

yeah so it always turns this way when your friends turn fake
and you don’t have a lover to remember your name
so you crumble at the fear when you don't know yourself
pills from a psychiatrist, yeah it sucks they couldn't help  

with the constant torment knowing that you never will belong
with the piercing stares from family where they love to prove you wrong
like what you do for work yeah your looking half alive
yeah I swear I have been on repeat since I nearly died

say you wanna understand but you can't, I never said I wanna be alive long
it feels like im not living in my body
like who am I to you, am I just a joke of someone that I used to be
use me, abuse me until you leave again, im sick of living like I want to kill myself

Visionary

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

I see you crawling up to me on your knees
I see the rage building up in your eyes as I leave
it's like when I open my mouth reality stops and I can't control what I see
my body isn't mine now another person takes control when my mind breaks down

bursts of anger seem to cloud up my vision then my mind snaps back, hands covered in blisters 
now every day repeats in the same cycle, just stuck in a fog and I can let go of
who I was who I am who I could been, I can't live with the way that you just look at me
self-disgust builds a tiny little home right next to the place that I used to call my soul

what was I meant to say, how was I meant to react that way
a best friend confined, I wished he was dead I wish he never survived
the night I broke his face all the anger consumed and replaced 
I never came back alive the person I was, was the one who lost sight
 
yeah, emotions are boiling under my flesh, 
feel the stress rising up through my gut until nothing’s left
cus it's eating out the best of me, I tried to make you never see what's wrong with me
And even when I needed you, yeah you said that you gotta leave

Yeah so isn't that perfect I get it now, 
I search for something in places that won't be found
and then you find someone who builds a little cage inside your chest
where they change you and tear you down, find you gasping for your breath

and it doesn't help that best friends wanna, fuck with you
thought they had my fucking back guess im just easily used
I wanna fuck em with the gat blood splatters soak into shoes
Damn I guess it's what I lack, the courage to speak my truth

so I say it in these songs, yeah I fucking hate you
if I saw you in public I think id have to break a tooth or two
but self disgusts builds a tiny little home
where I find myself embracing the guilt all alone

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Lyrics:

Cross on my chain
But the horrors I saw
Still remain
I don’t want fame
But the path I’m going
Always ends the same
Got dr*gs in my system
Feel it going faster
Think I might d*e
I'm a young disaster
I don’t want passion
I just want prescripts
But I said I’d never be this

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Love me in the nightime
Yeah
This ain’t the right time

So I’m back
Laying down
Paying for the wrongs
That I can’t change now
Sitting through the cold
While my heart beats drown
Lookin for the pills
That I can’t take now

Got the broken heart tatted
Heart just broke
But I’m high and I’m manic
Yeah
Got some laced up packets
Eat them all at once
So I don’t have to panic
I'm a crybaby
Feeling like peep
I feel so alone
Baby I feel weak
Looking in the mirror
And I don’t see me
Think I took enough
That I might od

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Young Disaster

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These shadow walls
Are caving on me
Their cold withdrawal
Is more than I can take

Get me out of my head
Hoping I'll chain my sanity
Tears becoming regret
No one around so just breathe
I am my own
Darkest enemy
Can't let you go
Leave me with nothing

When I'm 6 feet down and all that's been said is done
skeleton bones are only collecting dust
As I feel like I'm dying again
Lay to rest a soul in violets
Then tragedy falls
A war of two hearts
Holes in my chest

I see myself
Crumble in place
The world moves on
Like I don't exist

Get me out of my head
Hoping I'll chain my sanity
Tears becoming regret
No one around so just breathe

I am my own
Darkest enemy
Can't let you go
Leave me with nothing
I am my own
Darkest enemy
Can't let you go
Leave me with nothing

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