Check it out on YouTube: https://youtu.be/EG2zJFGqr6U

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My birthday was a few days ago! A big thank you for all the birthday wishes I got when making the community post! I unfortunately did not have anything quite ready for it, sadly, but at least it's here now!

This song is... contextually rather complicated and personal and almost about as unfitting as possible for what was supposed to be a birthday special (unless the fact that it's about two separate representations of myself in an unlikely battle that will totally not happen in any other AU ever nope nuh uh then it's VERY fitting because that's twice the narcissism).

The motifs used here are mostly things I made (or in one case, one of my favourite songs when) I was younger. There's one thing in here that's a bit newer but that's a bit of context I'm not quite entirely sure I'm going to elaborate on yet.

Unbelievably, I actually did some vocal work for this! Cannot believe I'm adding THIS to the list of possible description sections, but here we are.

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I believe this is where I've buried myself-- cremated myself, just to watch myself rise
With burning passion and drive in my life, the phoenix stares back with fear in its eyes
I believe this is where I've buried myself-- cremated myself, just to watch myself die
There isn't any point in being back here, you know, the future is now and the past is a lie

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Hello there! Its me DoodleDew155, everyones favorite composer on this side of the Mississippi! Expect to see music, music, and more music!

she/her

A socially awkward doofus who is probably a hummingbird

DO NOT reupload my stuff from ANY of the accounts my work is hosted on to other platforms regardless of whether or not I have reuploaded it to YouTube myself. Anything I choose not to reupload is skipped for a reason. 
Plus it's generally a shit thing to do, to reupload someone else's work without their permission, EVEN IF you credit them.

(Bilibili is the one exception, but still please credit!!)

If you would like to use my work transformatively (i.e. not just a straight-up reupload for the views or exposure), feel free to DM me here on SoundCloud, but I might take a bit to reply because I tend to be kind of crap at talking to people I don't/barely know.

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Hey there! I'm Toadie, and I make... a crapload of Undertale fancontent. It's quite genuinely insane the amount of work I've produced -- most of it can be found on @toadiedoesalltheworktbh, the "collab" account between me and one of my best friends, @slick_silver!!

Uploads on this account are bound to be a bit sporadic and occasionally rather non-existent, but there's enough content that can be found on this account alongside a handful of other accounts, such as @d4shingtoadie, where I upload the more permanently existing content, generally content for fan-projects that I don't run or aren't run by Slick (since we already have the dedicated account for that one).

I, along with my wonderful co-host @austhetic, also run a Deltarune-themed mashup/arrangement tournament (like KFAD, Mashup Week, etc.) called Escape from the Dark World, which can be found here: @eftdw-02 (the current SoundCloud account), or https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5dUH5P-wDZ4Z4pYcGt0xQw (our YouTube account)!

Quick "personal" facts:
- I'm non-binary (they/them)
- I'm 24 years old
- I am 6 years away from consuming all you know and love
- My main personality trait is being Sans Undertale (@sans-undertale-barricaded)

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Unsure whether or not to use a term to describe me? Check this out!
It's not exactly a full dictionary or whatever but it's a good guideline. When in doubt: just go with something neutral.
https://en.pronouns.page/@dashingtoadie

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💛Toadie💛