She doesn't like me

weary eyes, dreary skies, eerie lies (prod by lavendertxwn)

when you speak my heart begins to sink
i know you need some space and time to think
yea i respect that, but

i don't wanna wait for you to bail and let me down
i don't gotta wait for you to figure your sh!t out
i don't gotta wait around for nothing, no one, nobody but me
cus i got my dynasty to keep
yeah i got a legacy to leave

so get rekt

there's only so much time for you and i
no one's getting any younger
such a superficial state of mind
cus i could die tonight

or one of us could be hit by a bus or a truck
simply struck by plain bad luck, god forbid
it's morbid, sordid, fascinating
fragile bodies overrated
when i had that aneurysm
it left no room for pessimism
it's time to play or fuck the system
cus i could fuck anyone else

get rekt [prod. sorrowbringer]

voc + beat by me
slowed & reverb
guitar by nejdos

i've been fucked up 2x
i know u guys hate me, i'm ballin
every night i hear birds in the morning
and i see ghosts when they call me
cause i stay awake till the mornin

and i feel like i die when im living
full house the cards i was given
its a fight but nobody is winning
i dont see what i should do
maybe i should quit and lose

i've been fucked up 2x
i know u guys hate me, i'm ballin
every night i hear birds in the morning
and i see ghosts when they call me
cause i stay awake till the mornin

in the morning (prod. nothingtodo)

Lyrics

All this pain I'm holding
Feel like I might just start folding
My heart's dead, it got all molded
My head's a sea, I'ma split it like moses

Drive into the back of a building
I'ma hurt myself like you hurt my feelings
All I see is death when I look up at the ceiling
Stuck inside the past, that shit fucking up my healing

Did me so wrong and I think about it all
Ain't no "Ken, yo how you are?" you don't even try to call
I'ma flip until I fall, throw my fist into the wall
Pretty girls so fake, guess that's why they call 'em dolls

I don't know what it is that you want from me
But I swear to fucking god there ain't nothing here to see
Everything I was I'm not and I'm never gonna be again
She gone pull up to the spot so she can leave again

Hurt so much now I just done had enough
Bitch I don't wanna talk can you please just shut it up?
If I get me something good then you know I'll fuck it up
Can't but I could, won't would fall in love

All this pain I'm holding
I might just start folding
Heart's dead, got all molded
Split my head like moses

I think that I might just move on to the next bitch
If I think the one I'm with just might not be the best fit
I'ma keep it honest ain't no feelings I'ma mess with
Still ain't found the one with all these hoes that I met with

Rip my heart out, slam it on a page
Yeah that's how I make a song that be inflamed will all the rage
You could try to sound like me but you & I we ain't the same
I don't even know what I am, how you think I made my name?

I'm selling a lease on what I lean the least on...my soul
I don't think that I'ma really fucking need one
Where I'm going
And I wish I was joking

unknxwn.

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novana! | Produced by ERLAX

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ohsobrkn & SVMP - let it be (feat. s connolly)

i h8 to bite my tongue 
but girl 4 u id rip my heart out

cupid probly punchin the air (prod. switch)

instrumental by @irby314

is it real enough for you to wanna stay this time
or will you leave when the winter makes my mind decline
i don't want to go back to the old you
but i get it 
it's cool if you have to

for your sake
for your mind
and right now it's hard
in the spring i'll be fine

old friends hit my phone like "bro you made it"
and i appreciate the words 
but i hate it
these song aren't a lie
i'm breaking 
pray a gun to my head helps me face it

is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it

is it worth it

say hello to my cat, the best cat in the world, periwinkle

Falling Apart

One More Time (prod. pete)

Don't Stop feat. SsappyY(prod. JacquesToni)

-- lyrics --
I'm finna write another sad song
And it's all about you
How you pushed my buttons
And you got me so confused
How you left me down
Then you lied about the truth
Oh whoa oh...
What can I do?
Whoa oh,
Except brag about my shoes
Well yea,
12 hunnit on the Louis blues
Ou ouu
Yea, this song a little sad
But I'm flexing on it too

I wish I knew the truth I was never really warned
I bought you a crib and you left me in the storm
Now I’m on new shit and it feels like I’m reborn
New hottie wit a body here tryna make a porn
When we said goodbye that shit really left me torn
Grabbin at my side tryna pull this fucking thorn
Now I’m pulling out in a brand new fucking foreign 
I’m giving drip away that I never even worn, bitch...

I'm finna write another sad song
And it's all about you
How you pushed my buttons
And you got me so confused
How you left me down
Then you lied about the truth
Oh whoa oh...
What can I do?
Whoa oh,
Except brag about my shoes
Well yea,
12 hunnit on the Louis blues
Ou ouu
Yea, this song a little sad
But I'm flexing on it too

Now I stay awake at night
Hoping that I’ll be alright
Popped an E I’m takin flight
The way she did me wasn’t right
But I'm just gonna keep stepping on 
yea you gotta move forward
Girl don’t be calling we cut that cord
I got goals I’m workin toward
I ain’t worried bout what I can’t afford
I can make it rain won’t feel a drop
If I get sad I just go and shop
If like it I just cop 
Swing my dick around just hit 3 bops

I'm finna write another sad song
And it's all about you
How you pushed my buttons
And you got me so confused
How you left me down
Then you lied about the truth
Oh whoa oh...
What can I do?
Whoa oh,
Except brag about my shoes
Well yea,
12 hunnit on the Louis blues
Ou ouu
Yea, this song a little sad
But I'm flexing on it too

this song kinda sad

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this song kinda sad (prod by mantra)

-Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/xthrobx
-Produced: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

bad dreams (feat. throb) (prod. irby)

LYRICS: 
am i too dangerous for you,
(for you)
i’m too dangerous for me,
when i get overwhelmed i try so hard,
to just stop and breathe, (and breathe)
i don’t really think that i’m still losing,
but i know i’m not catching a dub,
i think that i’m not broken , 
cause i always seem to think about love.

i remember when things were easy, 
and i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along ,

but now im falling apart inside my basement,
and i remember all of the moves i made wrong
but if i roll another glizzy imma face it,
and write about my feelings before they’re all gone,

it’s the coming of age that made me hopeless,
it’s the 9-5 job that made me feel like dick,
it’s the way the acid hit on the carpet, 
and it’s the way i never realized to talk my shit,

i remember when things were easy, 
i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along,

but,
 i fall down and i don’t get up much,(get up much)
and i’m getting high before i think bout lunch,
but i think i’m finally at a crossroad, 
i wanna give up but what the fuck do i think i know, (x2)

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remember when? (prod. twintails)

@nothing,nowhere. & @kennyhoopla are the owners of this sound
I did not make this
I am simply sharing it with those who seek it
enjoy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwjrGbLPREg

nothing,nowhere + kennyhoopla - blood (one take)

Slave

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

SLAVE

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Lyrics -

you say it's hard when the stars are falling down
and I'm around when you need some love
(yeah when you need some love)
(yeah when you need some love)
oh i'm not okay, but you always keep me here on the ground
and i'll say, oh someday
(oh someday)
(oh yeah someday)

i'll be the man that i always thought I'd be
no lies or anomalies
yeah it's you
oh love, yeah it's you

i want you right here baby oh
right here baby oh
there's no one like you baby
no one else like you no

wish you'd call me
oh how lovely
i feel right at home
you're somebody i never wanna let go of
yeah i wanna keep you here with me
so don't go when i'm needing you most
you're all that i want
i wish that you'd stay here forever with me, baby
cos you're all that i'm needing

i'll be the man that i always thought i'd be
no lies or anomalies
yeah it's you
oh love, yeah it's you

i want you right here baby oh
right here baby oh
there's no one like you baby
no one else like you no

i do it for love
oh love
i do it for love
i do it for us
oh i do it for us yeah yeah

i want you right here baby oh
right here baby oh
there's no one like you baby
no one else like you no

She doesn't like me

schizophrenia