Dope Random Shit #3

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sometimes when i get up at 6:20 i ask myself:
«what am I living for?»

ㅤㅤㅤそれはすべて意味がありますか？

no life left.

aaaaaa111

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/sketchmyname and https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

lyrics:
When I'm nothing more 
than a memory 
I hope that you'll remember me 
and when I'm nothing more 
then a girl inside a picture frame 
I hope that you'll still know my name 
It gets so dark inside my mind 
I need a flashlight I need a sign 
can someone just tell me that I'll be fine 
It's okay you can lie 
nothing new seen it a thousand times 
just tell me that I'll be fine 

I hope I hope and I hope 
that you'll remember me 
but you probably won't 
I'm pretty forgettable 
It's understandable 
I don't have that shine in my eyes 
I have nothing special to offer
I probably don't even cross your mind 
I feel so stupid sitting here 
singing this fucking rhyme 
that doesn't even rhyme 
but you know it's fine 
right? 
It's fine

just a memory (prod. sketchmyname & HXRXKILLER)

[BONUS] giovanni ft whywewish +jody (jody flip)

hey you :)
new song 
I hope you guys vibe 
going home for the summer soon and have a lot more planned :)))
be ready !!!

TEARITDOWN (+arey)

prod. THERSX

I just want some friends 
I just want some money 
I just want a big gold tooth looking gummy 
You won’t see me in a benz or a Maserati 
I just wanna whip a white sprinter trueno lookin fucking snobby
I don’t need your bitch I can call her honey 
I don’t need your lip I know how to be funny
I don’t need this dick I like feeling something 
Now you’re sick cause you regret being scummy

You looking at two ways with two faces 
Like there’s two different things you’re perceiving 
Memory in my brain you’ve depleted
Keep on with mind games yeah you’re beating me
Cause you’re good at lying and cheating 
I don’t know what to say when you’re leaving 
Die alone in this bed with no reason
Everything we had it’s just leaking 

I just want some friends 
I just want some money 
I just want a big gold tooth looking gummy 
You won’t see me in a benz or a Maserati 
I just wanna whip a white sprinter trueno lookin fucking snobby
I don’t need your bitch I can call her honey 
I don’t need your lip I know how to be funny
I don’t need this dick I like feeling something 
Now you’re sick cause you regret being scummy

You looking at two ways with two faces 
Like there’s two different things you’re perceiving 
Memory in my brain you’ve depleted
Keep on with mind games yeah you’re beating me
Cause you’re good at lying and cheating 
I don’t know what to say when you’re leaving 
Die alone in this bed with no reason
Everything we had it’s just leaking

two ways

two ways (prod. THERSX)

never sit in silence.

https://soundcloud.com/c-o-r-p-s-e

I was told to love myself but then went and dated it.
Shipment closing I've been clouting working up my banishment.
Keep it simple, up the hatred think up on the internet.
Everything for nothing, frightened thinking it's so imminent.
All I talk about is music speaking lonely, me, me, me
Run up through the traffic, end my life while I hear a beep, beep, beep
Thinking I'm a winner but my numbers scary e, t, c
Sayin I'm all better, up my problems, someone hurt me, please
Leaking head my issues solved thru sadness
Topple over friends to get the Madness
Level up till gaining swag to Harness
Soul is raw and crunchy like a Radish
You are my own take on hell now.
I'm sad, man, cant you fukn tell now?

COFFEE (PROD. CXRPSE)

Scared To Get Close +d1v (opal, sg37)

the climb +buffalobang (sg37, iphi)

mig + d1v and buffalobang♯ (eera &chai)

@1fun1
lyric

i dont wanna be ok
i dont wanna be alright
i been sleeping thru the day
i get high like every night
i think about youall the time
im still thinking about the light
am i ever in your head?
do i even come across your mind?

blood - runs thru my arteries
youre a part of me i wont let go
love - i find it in these streets
leave me bruised and beat im losing hope

dripping my christian sneakers
haystack covered in needles
know im my brothers keeper
family shit like peter
dont wanna be your teacher
know you dont want this either
i know this town is evil

artery (fun)

ive been getting money swear its going to my head
put u on my level, why u acting so impressed?
smirre w the bros and smoking on a cigarette
im in st laurent she said she like the silhouette

i dont facetime, u should put it in a text 
i dont waste time baby im running up a check
late night she wanna come and reconnect
its a great time but why u acting so obsessed?

vamanos, let it go
yamanote all alone
pockets fat, let it blow
tramadol, demerol


(buffalo)
i feel like robin sparkles im hitting the mall
i feel like im going crazy when i wait for your call
i took the fall im so used to it
i had it all im not used to it
if it was me it would be diffrent
i took the shot hope i dont miss em
no u aint shit you steady pissing
i just want you to listen

re-connect（+buffalobang♯）

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
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@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
--
rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
--
rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

SPOTIFY

Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

love lost (prod.dewhuan)

Buy on iTunes

Chanel Shoes! Prod. by [ Loveonfriday ]

i (prod.@darkboysanta + vendr)

space (prod.2ezzy)

Jadū Dala. The Magical Music Outfit.

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/575OuOsM1lkvH0SgszI9MS?si=VS8vx4tsS6Kc3OOuaQHchA

DISCORD: https://discord.gg/abCeqkEnpe

MIRZHA
@mirzhamusic
instagram.com/mirzha_music
twitter.com/mirzhamusic

LUV 3020

Free Download

MIRZHA - LUV 3020 (JADŪ152)

cloak n dagger

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
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hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

TEARITDOWN (+arey)

data ★ star