1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

lapse w/ alain

hysteria

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

production: @typhoon @yvngwxvy

thanks


things been looking up, for the both of us
who else been feelin kinda jaded, i think it’s most of us
still can’t process all the love i’ve been getting
survivors guilt got me feeling so stranded
just did a show, now i’m feelin kinda famous
then i go back home, back to doing the same shit
my momma told me “boy don’t be complacent cuz time stops for no one”

i’ve been running away from my problems with you
don’t let him take my place, im just so confused 
is this real, this ain’t adding up
i’m a bad habit ik
everything is coming back full circle
so just talk to me 
please tell everything you’re needing
it’s because of me-
this uncertainty 
i can’t stomach this feeling-
so please tell me what you need

too much fucking space, too many clothes
baby let’s take it off
i be in my way-
i fell in love, i think i’m turning soft
i’m tryna rest in peace forever baby fuck an adderall 
i’m tryna light this flame again cuz baby girl we had it all
i’m tryna make some sense, i was fucked up and that was it
i just did a lil show, im pouring champagne on my chick
just give me 6 months and we’ll be transcending
fuck a dice, bitch i’m picking my own ending

wellgone

produced by me yeah

lyrics:

yeah i met god in georgia

she told i'll be fine and killed all my paranoias

(it was) two years, i was eighteen 

i learned how to drive for her

go fourty five miles for it

go fourty four, run forrest

go fourty four, run

this what i prayed for (x2)

fourty five miles for ya (x2)

this what i prayed for (x2)

fourty five miles for ya (x2)

i met god in georgia (x2)

she forgave me for (x2)

yeah i met

i cry for i (x2)

yeah i met god in georgia

she took away my fears

and killed all my paranoias

(it was) two years, i was eighteen

i learned how to drive for her

go fourty five miles for it

go fourty four, run forrest

go fourty four, run 

run run rurnr rurnrrurnrrunqruqnrunUNIFIUNJASFASFNIUAFSUIBPJAFSIBUPAFSIJPHBAFSPIBHJFAS RUN RUN

four_five 10.02.22 2:07 AM

ericdoa - trust me i know* (test 003) [extended HQ]

right back

00:00 the cake is a lie
02:06 dancinwithsomebawdy
04:32 bigassbearman
07:11 kickstand
09:25 paystub
11:43 arm and a leg
14:15 lastjune
16:45 imcoolimgoodimstraight
19:04 crisis actor
21:14 sweet tooth
23:22 sweet tooth live outro
23:38 "the only gesture is to believe or not"
23:57 eric's "ai" grandpa speech

ericdoa - DOA (w/ transitions)

produced by @typhoondll

Doing shows with the same flow
Flipped the city, I was all bad
Fell in love, almost came close 
Fucked up, now I’m all sad 
Personality was too big-
Swallowed pride, had to go back
The summer that I turned stupid-
Made a song, that’s a throwback

Uh-ohhhhh
Time’s coming
Can you come back
Can you come back, time again

You know I miss you most
I was on 210, going 100, tryna get to the session
Back then, I was counting all the money-
Counting all the blessings
Back then, all I wanted was the pussy-
Give a fuck about the lessons, uh
Apologizing to my first girlfriend
I shouldn’t have did you like that
Now I gotta new girlfriend-
And I don’t treat her so bad
And I love her lips
And I love the way she treats me
And I love the way I love so easy like-

Uh-ohhhhh
Time’s coming
Can you come back
Can you come back, time again

Runaway, runaway 
I don’t blame you
Runaway, runaway
I can’t change you
Something’s got me-
Angels
Tell me that I’m wrong and that I need you
You, you
You’re the one I choose
You’re the one I choose 

You’re the one I choose, baby stay with me
Don’t say I do too much
Got me over here, sitting thinking
“Did I fuck this up?”
Never thought I’d ever see the end of this preview
Star in my movie, please stop acting-
I can’t see you

time again

produced by @typhoondll @yvngwxvy

let me know if im doing good

time again

ryen

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