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I’m sorry for being a parasite I’m sorry for ruining your life, if you say I didn’t but you say you hope to change to where you don’t care anymore then I ruined your life because that’s not you, I’m sorry for wasting your time if I could I’d give it back I’m sorry for not doing what I said I’d do. I’ve been wanting to just disappear  these past few months I’m just tired of trying I’ve been trying for years and nothing maybe I stayed past my due, I wish I had ended it the first time I felt like this but I was to much of a coward and I still am but what’s the point do I just sit here to take up space or just continue to trying I don’t know I could have saved people so much money, time and so much more I really would just be better off gone. I’ve done nothing but be a…parasite…I really just don’t have the will to live anymore I’m tired of everything I can’t do anything right I’m just tired I haven’t done anything right…I’m tearing myself apart everyday. When will this end
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