Let's talk.. In all Honesty, 
I literally have barely any interest to keep doing this..
my page that was once alive feels like it's dying if not already dead.
the love on new releases has honestly reached an all time low,
I know i'm not the best at this but I always tried my best and I at least thought I reached some people who didn't care about that, who didn't care whether or not I had "clout" and just had similar ears to my own..
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Now it just feels like all those peeps have moved on from the phase that is my page. I know I'm not entitled to anything, I don't think or assume I deserve anything, I just think it's discouraging to see over 2'150+ followers but I can't even average up to 500 plays and 45+ likes on the regular anymore..
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Who knows maybe Its because everyone has finally seen that I'm a sample made wannabe producer, which I can't lie... judging by all vast majority of my post it's pretty much true.
I have no music history other than a laptop and a midi keyboard with a wireless speaker, the only difference from then and now is that I have a pc with actual speakers... so not much has changed. 
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I honestly believe the only reason I stacked higher than some other beginner producers is because some of them are kids with no money to buy drum kits that don't sound like terribly mixed garbage that you sometimes find advertised on YouTube. There are people who are entirely better than me sitting below 1'000 followers doing things I could only dream of doing with my music. Trust I'm not hating, I just feel like I now know my role was temporary and I have to soon disappear again onto another hobby.

I know for some of you this contradicts my words awhile back about not caring about the numbers and shit, but i have to admit the numbers motivated me and kept me going and without them i'm just sitting here like "who the fuck even wants to hear this shit anymore?", "why am I wasting my days and hours on something that'll probably get no one's attention". It just seems pointless.
I thank you to those that were here at one point,
but.. who knows how long I'll still be here.
Endure.

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