In the art of "self/survivor" storytelling & performance (e.g., stage/screen, print, etc.), @QHereKidSF aims to (re)-tell the unshamed, untamed tales of tortuously tragic trial & tribulation that have tentatively turned his thin skin tough again...

My serendipitously well-timed "Saturn Return by Tri-Life Transmutations," as Try!UMPH!? Trauma•typical, may very well have marred & mangled, scratched, scuffed and scarred sanguine scarlet rosy red my reshaped & oddly structured cheeks, chin & smile for a while, once my Quarter-Life CRISIS came crashing to its cataclysmic end. 

Yet, now today, ne'er more dare I choose to languish & lament over my once "last-ditch, last-chance life" ...

As QHereKidSF at Tri-Life, I Try – "UMPH!?" – to Triumph!! Even if success means switch-hitting and missing a swing ... Even if this @QHereKidSF could be driven outright to damned near-doomsday downfall – deleteriously depraved and asunder! – by the devastation of his own disease, disfigurement, and indomitable despair ... 

Even if victory means voicing my voracious fears of forever falling a few flimsy feet heaven-sent forward onto high-wire shaky strings, as nothing more than a woesome, ne'er-do-well "Fagged-out « fräulein funambule » Fog City Freak Show" ... 

Rather, I'd like to step sure-footed onto straight steel wrought-iron rope, to prance and dance in delightfully ecstatic acrobatics. There! Many miles heavenly high... Where the mind-flux and mayhem of such moribund monstrosity e're dare not matter more ...

There! Many miles star-set skyward... Where I may well impart my myriad life lessons learnt to those all too often ill-begotten & forgotten, fag-friendly few, who too are left alone to lead ill-fated, infandous & unjust lives of illness, injury, disease, and (damned if misery ne'er might be eschewed!) disfigurement, as well... 

Just so, as do I (@QHereKidSF): dit "Quazi-MATTO 'Crystal Eyes' MARY Anti-TWAT.net...!!"

OH! To the brave, emboldened high-wire hopefuls, who dare a single step onto my sky-high shaky string: Strength in Numbers!! Hold the net for he who fumbles! And,... FEAR NOT! As this "Fagged-out « fräulein funambule » Fog City Freak Show," a few steps forwards, fumbles ...

In faith of friendships, past, present & so surely set to come...

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