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Hello again. It's been around a months time since I last posted... Far to long for my liking and mental health. 
A few things have changed in the time, from raising new born kittens by hand- to ending a 4 year relationship... Lots of feelings and strange emotions. 
When it seems you're doing nothing, but the world is constantly moving - It's easy to feel like you're being left behind; of little worth- like elderly or sickly in ancient nomadic tribes. 
But it's just a mind game, and I'm starting to see that. 

The mind plays tricks on itself, and if you let it run rampent, you'll find both body and mind out of control. 
Being rooted in the now, is integral to understand for mental health and true perspective on the universe. That being said...... my imagination, and it seems others imaginations.. 
People in general, have a undying curiosity for the future. 
A constant fearful obsession with what will happen next. 
Endless permutations and scenarios of how events could potentially unfold.. 
It's easy to think too much, and it's entirely too easy to get lost and trapped in those thoughts. 

That is what this song is about..  Honestly it's quite old, the song was written about 8 months ago.. and I've had the instrumental for longer. @https://soundcloud.com/sicknessmp 
Is the producer, as always... coming with a beautiful sound that makes one feel. Much love and thanks to him for letting me use the sound. With all the things that were happening, and how I was feeling, it felt like the right time to make the song. 

Because, when I was younger, not even 6 years ago, - I had no idea of what was to come. 
And before that, I never found an answer to: 'What do you want to be when you grow up?' 

It's a simple song, It's about wondering, wondering how I'll be different, how I'll be the same..
With who and where will I end up? 
There are many questions that cannot be answered.. yet I ponder their possibilities anyway. 
Do you? 

Lyrics below. 




------------------------ LYRICS ----------------------------


VERSE 1 @ 33 
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT, THAT IT WOULD COME TO THIS? 
THE PLACE WHERE I'M AT, 
THE PLACES THAT I'VE BEEN, 
THE PEOPLE I HAVE KNOWN,
AND THE PEOPLE THAT I'M WITH-
HOW EVENTS CHAIN TOGETHER, 
SHOWS ME WHERE THE PUZZLE FITS, 
THE PATH ISN'T FIXED, 
SO I WRITE MY OWN SCRIPT, ACCORDING TO CIRCUMSTANCES, WITHIN, 
I COULDN'T IMAGINE
EVEN A LITTLE BIT, 
THE ANSWER, I WOULD MISS, 
IF YOU TOLD ME--TO GUESS, 
SECRETS THAT I'VE TOLD, 
&THE SECRETS I HAVE KEPT, THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE LOVED, 
AND WITH WHOM I SHARE MY BED,
WHAT I HAD PICTURED-
IN MY HEAD, WAS CLOUDY-
AT BEST, 
HARD TO NOT BE UPSET, EASY TO BE STRESSED - 

WHEN YA DON'T KNOW WHAT YA WANT,
BUT HATE WHAT YOU GET. X 2 

HOOK --- @ 1:16 
I WONDER WHAT THE TIME MIGHT BRING? 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
I WONDER IF I'LL SEE MY DREAMS? 
I'LL FIND OUT,
I'LL FIND OUT, 

VERSE 2 @ 1:36 
BECOMING LOST IN THE LABYRINTH,
OF THE MIND, MEMORY- 
IS TIME TRAVELLING THE LABYRYNTHIAN DESIGN.- 
BALANCE IS HARD TO FIND
THE MOUNTAINS, HARD TO CLIMB, 
IF YOU LOSE YOUR GRIP,
IN CHALLENGING TIMES,  
IT WILL FLASH BEFORE YOUR EYES, 
&HINDER YOUR VISION, 
LEAVING YOU BLIND, IF YOU FAIL TO RISE, 
WELL IT'S TIME TO IMPROVISE, 
I KNOW TRUTH IS HIDDEN,
DISGUISED IN PLAIN SIGHT.

HOOK --- 
I WONDER WHAT THE TIME MIGHT BRING? 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
I WONDER IF I'LL SEE MY DREAMS? 
I'LL FIND OUT,
I'LL FIND OUT, 
 

BRIDGE --- 

SEE, I WONDER, YO-I-WONDER--
OO-
OO-
WHO,WHO I'LL-BE---------

HOOK --- 
I WONDER WHAT THE TIME MIGHT BRING? 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
I WONDER IF I'LL SEE MY DREAMS? 
I'LL FIND OUT,
I'LL FIND OUT, 



Peace, 

Malev

Who I'll Be: Produced by Sickness MP [Lyrics in Description]

From P.R's second EP "Moment In Time" which features Substantial, Blu, Cise Star, Skyzoo, Alphamama & Aisha Mars. Available now via Cult Classic Records:
http://cultclassicrecords.bandcamp.com/album/moment-in-time

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Produced by P.R
Written by Cise Star & Blu
Scratches by DJ Koma
Mixed & Mastered by Rodean Roozbehani
Artwork by The Rstudio Online

Moment In Time

We Will Make It (Feat. Cise Star & Blu)

Taken from the Hometapes holiday compilation, "The Never Ending Beginning" (2011).

Download here: http://theneverendingbeginning.bandcamp.com/

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02. Torae - For the Record
03. Royce Da 5´9 - Shake This
04. Evidence - You
05. Bahamadia - 3 The Hard Way
06. GangStarr - The Rep Grows Bigga
07. Lil Vic - The Exorcist
08. Cormega - Make it Clear
09. Royce Da 5`9 - Second Place
10. Mac Miller - Face the Facts
11. Kanye West, Nas, Rakim, KRS-One - Classic
12. Edo G. - Fastlane
13. Apathy feat. Celph Titled - Stop What Ya Doin
14. Torea feat. Skyzoo - Get It Done
15. Reks - 25th Hour
16. Jaz-O & The Immobilarie - Love Is Gone
17. Skyzoo - Stop Fooling Yourself
18. Evidence - The Epilogue

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