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[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

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hypochondriac

Insane - ft. TMill

Go check out TMills Music! : https://on.soundcloud.com/3HJTC4CegnMoxqvJ9

Beat Produced by Ryini Beats

INSANE - ft. TMill

chlorine

numb

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

mirrors

does the skin i wear define me? out now everywhere

prod by: JesseMelancholy, @macey-official
co-prod: Hayden Chamberlain
written by: Jesse James Pontt
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
mastered by: @xenura

Lyrics👇🏼

leave my house trying to find something that I can’t get inside my room
leave my doubt, it’s a hopeless thing, I hope there’s something i’ll find soon
I grow two left feet when I look at the time
(you’re not going anywhere)
got no sleep but i’m happy I tried
(you’re not going anywhere)

my skin is burnt, it’s best not to touch
(ooh, ooh)
I’ll wait my turn, ‘til push comes to shove
(ooh, ooh)

I fear i’ll never change, it barely matters what I say, it always ends up playing out the same damn way
now I try and fit the shape of somebody you won’t hate, i’ll find another stupid character to play

slip a white lie out my mouth, i’ll make it all feel weird for the rest of the night
not sure what i’m talkin about, it’s best to bite my tongue til the day that I die
hung up on the things i had
hung up on the things that I won’t get back
hung up on the things that I seem to lack but you seem to have oh, oh

i’ll tape my mouth trying to keep it in, I hope I rid of self-doubt soon
take one breath and I face the wind, I hope it takes me somewhere new
where i’d dance around the subject
(‘til my feet are getting tired)
and you’ll treat like a puppet
(but you wouldn’t even hide it)

get home safe the doors unlocked eternally, demonstrate what I can’t verbally
my skin is burning up, so don’t look and please don’t touch
accessorise my flesh but i’m still who I am
don’t have the strength to change, when i’m barely half a man

my skin is burnt, it’s best not to touch
(ooh, ooh)
uh, I’ll wait my turn, ‘til push comes to shove
(ooh, ooh)

and I fear i’ll never change, it barely matters what I say, it always ends up playing out the same damn way
now I try and fit the shape of somebody you won’t hate, i’ll find another stupid character to play

I fear i’ll never change, it barely matters what I say, it always ends up playing out the same damn way 
(you’re not going anywhere)
now I try and fit the shape of somebody you won’t hate, i’ll find another stupid character to play
(you’re not going anywhere)

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does the skin i wear define me?

character actor

point blank range

MISTAKE (ft. Dgold)

ft. Dgold , Listen to his music here: https://soundcloud.com/david-goldstein-916563745

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