a sacrifice bittersweet 
that’s what mortality means 
and that’s what you did to me 
so i don’t want a meaning at all
i don’t wanna fall in love 
i won’t allow it 
cloud nine baby all my thoughts 
are clouded now 
he all talk he ain’t bout it 
twitter fingers but i put my money 
where my mouth is 
dreams and respirations what i dream of 
basics and examples what you’re made of 
i won’t fall a victim to the fate so 
we won’t ever be the fuckin same.

meaning.

( i love you ) 

ima hide my voice 
that’s how ima hide the pain yeah 
remnants of myself they keep 
spilling out the container 
and i can’t contain it yeah 
no i can’t contain it 
and this like the fifth time 
that i realized i don’t know myself 
and even if i did i cant live right 
without your help
if i can’t breathe your air 
then i don’t want it 
been thinking bout the other me 
i fuckin lost em 
and i know i can’t commit to shit 
that’s who i am yeah 
i hyperventilate when nobody’s around yeah 
and nobody’s around 
i’m better in the ground

compulsive.

( i love you ) 

on my own
i don't need people to talk to
i do this shit by my lone
its not the same as before no
but im not alone 
i got people hittin up my phone
and they all talkin like they fuckin know
yea but they don't fuckin know
heart on my sleeve with your hand on my shoulder
and its getting colder 
everyday they just tell me to suck it up
and i cant control it
everyday i just think to myself 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna die 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna-

lone.

soundcloud makes audio so bad 

consider me doubted
im out of luck 
i just wake up, produce, and write stuff
that i never use cause it's all useless
in my mind
let my brain get clouded 
and out of touch 
thinkin bout the shit that no one does
i don't need no hand 
can you just shut up? 
ill be fine

clouded

experimental fun song :3 hope u guys enjoy <3
all plats tonight :) <3


Thank you to:
@scrufff for featuring :)
@prodbykori for producing first half
@iliastrack for producing the last half and helping with the master :)

insta: @zivve17

wakeUp! w/ Scruff

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

no one (prod.kbl)

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

ACTIVE SHOOTER

Out On Spotify & Apple Music

produced by nte

~ lyrics
face down on the table that we yelled at
and there were words thrown on my phone that i stared at
and i got competition on the name that i excel at
yeah somebody sell that im sure nobody felt that
cant make decisions on my own
and my eyes and hands are glued to phones
and the words i said are set in stone
leave me alone, leave me alone

and im working past 5 with my hands on my head
thinking about how wrong you were
and to think i gave a chance to a person like you
makes me wonder what ive heard
now im dying alive feeling chained to my bed
cause i couldnt get to her
what a waste of my time thinking dead or alive
that id get to see you hurt

so i threw my face down on the table that we yelled at
and there were words thrown on my phone that i stared at
and i got competition on the name that i excel at
yeah somebody sell that im sure nobody felt that
cant make decisions on my own
and my eyes and hands are glued to phones
and the words i said are set in stone
leave me alone, leave me alone

so i set up camp im sleepin with a crown on
and i never gave a chance to hear him mouth off
and im takin my time to piss the crowd off
pullin out the 90 plus 10 to keep it real cause i
never heard you once say
that you ever meant it that way
and if i did im so sorry cause i fucked up
aint no turning back now yeah its too far gone

and you can tell right now that im upset
there's a whole lotta talk up on my name but nothings come yet
imma pack yall bitches imma put you in a blunt
smoke until im done yeah you better r-

uh yeah you better run, yeah you better run
ill smoke you like a blunt

prod. blank 

lyrics: everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame
take pills i'm yet to find me another way
pain kills and sends me into another place
no thrill in letting my body sit still
the rush to my head just tells me i'm real
i'll lie and say that i'm fine 
to please your mind cause i'm just too kind
and i'm so blind i got one eye 
but i still thrive through all of my life
everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame

What Do I Do_ (Ft.Dgold)

Dgold

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