Punk Project so Title Doesn't Matter

Written produced and performed by Mike Large

Sonnin' Em

Lyrics:

Running from myself and the miles of damage
Lost along the way among the many baggage
You don't gotta hate just try to understand it
I had took the bait now my mind is rapid
Less and merely fake you took all advantage
What's it gonna take to find a brand new planet
Try to keep your cool it's best not to panic
Ran off with my heart like you're some kind of bandit

I was out every night searching for a purpose
I won't know who I would find I don't know who deserves it
The problems building up inside a person makes them focus
They just wanna numb the feeling so they mix the potion
Mixing up emotions till they're twisted and distorted
You think that they're funny well there's no one to record it
Tryna split the pie in even pieces making portions
I like writing rhymes maybe one day they will flourish

Roses and violets
In the garden
Got me on the high end
Paranoia
x2

Running from myself and the miles of damage
Lost along the way among the many baggage
You don't gotta hate just try to understand it
I had took the bait now my mind is rapid
Less and merely fake you took all advantage
What's it gonna take to find a brand new planet
Try to keep your cool it's best not to panic
Ran off with my heart like you're some kind of bandit

Miles Of Damage

Beverly Hills

About a hopeless romantic who had to end his relationship with his Chinese girlfriend after there was pressure from her family.


Lyrics:

China Girl        (c) 2024  Gary Randman

[Verse 1]
Everyday
Time grows longer
And I'm alone
Left to wonder
Where you are
How you feel tonight

When we met
We discovered
A force that would
Pull us closer
A common bond
Keeping our love strong

I would dream
Us forever
But our fate changed
Now it's never
Still can hear
Forbidden love

[Chorus]
I'm just a liar
A secret admirer
A Fool who believes In the destiny
When two hearts meet
China girl , China girl

[Verse 2]
We would laugh
When together
And we'd stand by
For each other
Two hearts free
In a paradise

Then our love
Met resistance
And they would say
Keep your distance
They couldn't see
Just two human beings

Then you came
Cried I'm sorry
I wiped your tears
Said don't worry
Left to pretend
I Understand

[Chorus]
I'm just a dreamer
A Secret deceiver
A Hopeless romantic who's time has come
To say goodbye
China girl, China girl

[Outro]
I'm just a liar
A secret admirer
A Fool who believes
In the destiny
When two hearts meet
But Our love Was Bound
By the difference allowed
So I'm here on my own wondering why with
My thoughts unspoken
Heart left broken

A cold winter night
And I'm feeling uptight
And I wish you were here
By my side forever
Now it's never
So we're apart
And I'm looking to start
My way back down that road
But I know that I
wish I told you
I still loved you
China girl, China girl, China Girl

China Girl  [Demo]

In this track, I enjoyed blending harsh, overdriven guitars with soft melodies and a synth bass. The song's main vibe is dark and dreamy.

I recorded, mixed, and mastered the track using the AKAI MPC.

Youth

Crazy

a song about my experience dating a narcissist. 

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𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀 | 𝗚𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗜𝘀𝗛𝗲𝗿𝗲
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I step through a doorway made of light
Walls that breathe, they shimmer, they glide
A sea of colors, swirling in sight
But I can’t touch them, I can’t break the tide

Each step forward takes me far away
To a place where nothing seems to stay
A world where rules are born and fade
And I don’t know if I’m lost or saved

I see the sky twist, bend, and turn
Every path leading somewhere unknown
A pull I feel, yet can’t return
Am I seeking or am I just alone

I reach for something out of my grasp
Falling deeper, but can’t look back
Is this the dream I’ve always sought
Or the place where everything is lost

I want to know, I want to see
But fear grips tight inside of me
A distant face I think I know
But the more I chase, the less it shows

Through halls that stretch into endless space
I search for answers, but they erase
Every turn, every corner I take
The truth slips further, begins to break

I see reflections, yet none are clear
A voice I can’t hear, but feel it near
I reach for it, but it slips away
And I'm left with nothing but shades of grey

The world’s changing, shifting fast
I run to escape, but it never lasts
I feel a pull I can’t define
A force that keeps me intertwined

I reach for something out of my grasp
Falling deeper, but can’t look back
Is this the dream I’ve always sought
Or the place where everything is lost

I want to know, I want to see
But fear grips tight inside of me
A distant face I think I know
But the more I chase, the less it…

The world’s still spinning, my mind’s still torn
In the space where dreams are born
I don’t know if I’ve found my way
Or if the dream is where I’ll stay

I reach for something out of my grasp
Falling deeper, but can’t look back
Is this the dream I’ve always sought
Or the place where everything is lost

I want to know, I want to see
But fear grips tight inside of me
A distant face I think I know
But the more I chase, the less it shows

I reach for something out of my grasp
Falling deeper, but can’t look back
Is this the dream I’ve always sought
Or the place where everything is lost

I want to know, I want to see
But fear grips tight inside of me
A distant face I think I know
But the more I chase, the less it shows

Dreamscape

This goes out to my wonderful mother, she's been gone now for many years and while i wanted to do a song for her i just couldn't get it right...Until now. I love and miss you mom. 

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Goodbye Mama

Demo recording of the track Relapse which will be the title track from our forthcoming album due out in 2926

Relapse demo

so gonna be taking my music down soon. site is full of scammers so hard to tell who is legit and who isn't. plus because I make my music using ai as a tool. I can't monetize my music on SoundCloud. good luck too everyone.

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David Hurlburt