Original beat by me, remix by Stoen m Spangler.

Providence ft David Drake - Take me from here

Track 5 of The Cycle of Pain

David Drake ft. Matthew Spangler.

Made using: Garage Band
Microphone: Blue Snowball
Lyrics:
VERSE 1The only thing I got now is what I have left.
Suffering enduring and I’m giving it my best.
I don’t even know why I try this anymore.
I’m trapped in a never ending cycle evermore.
The harder that I try I know the lower that I’ll get.
Trying best to hold it in its never ending yet.
How much long must I stay here like a pet.
I’m trapped inside myself, I need to cut the net.
The longer I wait, I know the harder that it gets.
The waiting takes so much out of me, but I feel like it gets
me places faster than the train of pain that I have to ride
It just too much, lead me out and shoot me outside.
All these jerks said they’re here for the whole ride.
The only thing I see now is emptiness and strife.
I was there for them, but now they went and left me.
I wish that everything wasn’t so  empty.

CHORUS
The only thing I’ve got now is whats left inside my heart.
All you ever did was throw me to the wolves. Don’t want you back.
Take me out of this place please.
Take me out of this machine.
Take me out of this inferno

Verse 2
Everyone just had to leave me!
Most of my best friends, huh?
I may seem greedy for attention 
Just letting my own guard down
No longer accepted 
Can't ever release a sound
Keep my talent to myself
No more rapping, containing too much guilt 
Reiterating,
Feeling trapped and,
Not even one skill built
Not making sense still
Freestyles are horrible
The tables just turned
Drop me into hell,
Let me scorch and burn
When will I ever learn?
I'm about to jump off the edge
Ready to kill myself
My needs are never met
My brain is pacing and stressing
Having to deal with complications is depressing 
Someone just kill me
It's just too much to deal with,
And I just feel so empty...

David and Matthew - Emptiness

Track 2 of The Cycle of Pain

David Drake ft. Matthew Spangler - Anger.

Lyrics: 

Verse 1. (David)
All I got is pain cuz i've got nothing left.
You're so lucky that I didn't take you out like the rest.
I'm a mess
Too much stress
and I'm pissed with all these tests.
I'm surpressed
Must confess
That I hate all that is left.
I'm so sick and tired of always being screwed over.
Use to be so lucky but now I'm a four leaf clover.
Come lets get this over
I'm so sick of being nowhere
and I feel like something is coming so we need to get this over yeah

Verse 2. (Matthew.)They say anger is powerful
If that's true,
Then I'm unbeatable 
There is no reason to feel all pityful over stupid asses
Spittin' stanzas and
I'm starting it off like it's nothing,
I'm lucky a little bit stealthy and sneaky
You better shut your trap,
Stop being all annoying!
Can't deal with this crap steaming
My lyrics are flippin' and floppin',
This big mouth is never stoppin'
How many songs can I be toppin'?
When I'm spittin' these verses,
I have to deal with controversy 
No survival skills that I am learning 
I'm in hell I'm burning,
Bitch I'm not finished
(Speed up this shit)
I'm going against everybody I'm sloppy
And I'm choppy driving a Bugatti right down the freeway
Bouta get slayed and about to faint yeah,
Drying like paint ricochetin' and bouncin' off the wall
I'm like ten feet tall and I'm steppin' on the midgets
I be talking to a girl and she won't give me her seven digits
What in the flaming hell is this shit?
The way I spit,
I need anger management 
Man,
I have terrific pendmenship 
Bouta break in a wall
You are gonna get stalled
I'm speaking in tongues,
Are you even having fun?
Excuse me David,
Here's the mic
Spit as hard as you can
We can stand
We are never ever gonna stop the fight,
It is just dead on anger at sight!

Verse 3: (David)
Angers taking over and it aint going nowhere
and I feel like i'm stuck, help me out of this muck.
Somebody help me I am stuck.
Trapped and I lost all of my luck.
The only thing worse is that I'm the only one.
Don't got nobody that I can call "hun".
Hunted and haunted, all I do is run.
Trapped in a dungeon of neverending fun.
Running out back I'm lost outside.
I don't even know why I even try.
I cry up here in this place.
Trapped in here with no space.
Torture me with this mace.
Knocked up cold I'm in a daze
Raising, Dazing, its amazing I'm just sayin that I'm done.
I'm burning hot just like the sun.
Looking out you better run.
Come on now lets have some fun.
Finish it and get it done.
No, don't leave me, I am cursed.
All this pain really hurts.
My emotions are about to burst.
I'm coming for you with no mercy.
Does mercy really count?
All I see now is survival of the hounds.
I'm taking, raking, baking, all these jerks.
And I'm stuck inside this hell, and it really freaking hurts!
The only thing I got now is what I have left.
Baby, come and take it cuz you're just like the rest!
Blood and gore filled the door
rotten evil fills my core
mind is sore
filled with lore
and you're always wanting more.

David and Matthew - Anger

Track 4 of The Cycle of Pain

(P.C.P.) David Drake ft. Matthew Spangler and Providence - Sadness.

First verse (Providence):
sometimes i don’t know what to do with myself 
somethings bothering me 
Im by my self 
all by myself all my life i felt 
lonely 
hold me 
no baby 
don’t leave me 
for some body else 
too late now once again I’m all by my self 
and its just killing me 
suicidal tendencies
running through my brain 
No I’m not insane 
Im just plain 
cold me when I’m lonely 
you said love me 
turn around and fuck me
October 1st 
we had our first kiss 
i embraced your bliss 
Felt the love leave me 
so i had to be 
high all the time 
to keep you off my mind 
You created crime with your lies in my mind 
now I’m dying in my mind 
cuz I’m crying all the time 
But my suppliers don’t mind

Chorus:
I'm gonna take a vacation the Heaven.
I'm really tempted to leave
I don't if I want to go
but I'm in so much misery.

Verse two (David Drake):
All I ever think about is how I really need you.
I don't even understand what I am supposed to do.
i'm crying in the booth.
I'm trapped in here with nothing but my fears
I don't even know
How I can go on
With sadness in me till the break of dawn
All I can think about is all I wanted was you
But that's just too much for us to take.
For God's sake I just can't make you love me
but I can hope and say that today might be the day
that all this pain finally goes away.
All I needed was for you to hold me baby
Now I'm left alone with nothing else left to say!
I'm gonna end it all, I'm gonna take a

Third Verse (Matthew Spangler):
I think I might just give up
There isn't anything to try for 
If you haven't noticed,
I care too much
There is too much pain to endure
My heart is sore and torn from all the neglect,
And damage 
Just to let ya know I cannot fix it,
Let alone stand it,
Yes the pain drives me insane 
I need a psychologist again 
This is an emotional relapse 
I'm about ta collapse in front of your own eyes 
I try my best to disguise it
In front of the girls and the guys 
I bottle it too much,
I'm the next Walter White I don't think I can fight 
Holding up too much stress,
Dispenses into sadness
I might just jump off a cliff cuz I need a...


David, MMP, and Matthew - Sadness (Prod. Mix-Master Providence)

Track 3 of The Cycle of Pain

Hook:
I sit here dead
Lonely 
Im filled with pain 
Lonly

Verse 1(David):
I sit here in this church,
the wooden cracks along the pues.
I pray to God for mercy, but he left me with accuse
He abandoned me like everybody else already did.
I'm gonna end it all,
all of this pain I'm gonna rid.
I hang the noose,
grab the blade,
prepare for my masquerade.
Lights all fade,
mind is made,
I hang here with my debts unpaid.
Final words go unsaid.
Lifeless body above my bed. 
Cuts are dripping blood red
Thank God I'm finally dead

Verse 2(Providence):
i couldn’t see 
that You don’t love me 
see what the drugs have done to me 
making fun of me 
after the fun you had with me 
are mad at me 
for being sad to be 
lonely 
come home to see
hopelessly 
you fucking someone else in side my bed 
giving head and moaning so loudly 
how could you do that to me 
this is how you prove to me that you love me 
so i run away i try to sit outside but i can not hide 
so i take a ride to other side of the city  
i hate the pity 
so i leave the living with a gun shot to the head 
now i sit here dead

David and MMP - Loneliness(Prod. Mix - Master Providence)

I don't know what that buzzing sound is, and I have no idea how to fix it. I'm sorry if it ruins the cover for you.

I got home and I decided to do a quick cover of one of my favorite songs. I played it out loud on my ipod and sung it into my microphone all in 1 take, so its not perfect. No effects were used, this is all my natural voice!

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David and MMP - Hatred (Prod. by Mix-Master Providence)

Special thanks to Kailie!!!

https://soundcloud.com/kailie_marie

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