Da shit

wrld

[Rest & Recuperation] *track self-produced*

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Jr5gBp6G0TpFqKBeIkx6c?si=kXA8UpOPTu-zs9ikJG8Kdw

They wonder where I’ve been 
I’ve been focussing on me
spending too much time, online
(It's time to wake up)
I keep waking up at noon 
yeah there’s something in my mood
tell me what i have to do

I’m too sick to dance 
ring around the rose 
don’t know where to go 
when the sun is getting low
so I’ll keep my eyes shut 
keep the curtains closed
don’t know how to function 
when the pain is overdosed
and I need to fuckin
rest & recuperate
it’s like there’s something in my brain keeping me from saying
everything that I want, baby you’re the one I want and I know it
feels like something in my blood overflowing 
feel the changes in my life overwhelming

something’s wrong something’s wrong
system crashed
I might blackout like my name but what can I do bout that
I don’t like feelin out control baby so hold my hand
 wish that i could just let go, but I’m scared of death, don’t you understand?

I need r&r 
yeah there’s something in my brain I can’t stop
sorry if i’m distant I just needed r&r
head in hands in the back of the car 
I prefer it when it’s dark 
but in need of r&r
if i’m distant I won’t do it to you now
sorry if I’m distant I won’t do it to you now, 
sorry if I’m distant I  just needed r&r
sorry if I’m distant

(They wonder where I’ve been 
I’ve been focussing on me
spending too much time, online
I keep waking up at noon 
yeah there’s something in my mood
tell me what i have to do)

Rest & Recuperation

REST & RECUPERATION

i got my issue but can’t find it
had to wait for the winding and the letting go
now i got leads inside my stomach
and i don’t need em for nothing
but i’ma letem grow

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

i can’t be myself unkindly
so i won’t be treading lightly
my legs are gon be sore
but i’ll be ready for it
and people act like uprooting gonna distract a kid
ain’t gon change for my better if i’m this adamant
and anywhere i go there’s always an out of here
like i don’t know no better for myself baby

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

got two suns outside and i know i’m gonna miss you
cos what’s more childish than waiting for the time we can misuse
the love is nasty
the trees attacked me
the terra whacked me
i don’t need no body

i can’t commit the divided
but i got them waiting for sure
i just wanna let it go
i gotta
i got

(use this in times of need or when 
tough guys up in your feed
i get uptight when limits pass
but that’s what i want kiss my ass i love you)

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worst
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

couple months i’ll be on my own
i can’t see nowhere else as home
but what’s it take letting all that go
it’s been a while since I tried to start
to show myself how to make a mark
but what are winners if we’re all alive
it ain’t in my interest telling you lies
we ain’t grew up on the same advice
but ain’t shit happened not worth my time
and i ain’t giving up at the 405
if i get lost in foreword you know this love is fortified

softie

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

[reserved]

filler upload #214. i'm sorry for lack of content, hope u guys didnt forget about me lmao

(yes the lexlugersnare is gone ahaha)

enjoy <3 i swear ill get out of my creative slump soon

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SUFFER

@skress @iankon mix and cover by @buffalobang

sippin on these drinks u know we down em fast
im just in my head thats what to come with the pack
my whole body aching i just need to relax

im on my way off the k
i give my love all to her
fade away
darker days
i didnt come to just hurt
prada way
cashout day
lookin for something i search
im too late im awake
i gave the love to you first

u can never make me feel the same
off the pills im rolling now were friends
its way to far too go
when im coming home i wear dior

i cant get a grip and im working
i need some space to calm down
when im up im just percin i need a place to lay down
when the lights are off everything is made out
when my phone turned off i got u in my mind

im rolling dope me and taher clear the whole pound
pour a 4 they wanna get into my head i stay low let it go

cuz of me i make u feel 
its the ecstacy its not because of me
everything thats on my mind i tell ya
wasnt my part to talk when i met ya
cuz ive been in love with u i upset ya


sippin on these drinks u know we down em fast
im just in my head thats what to come with the pack
my whole body aching i just need to relax

im on my way off the k
i give me love all to her
fade away
darker days
i didnt come to just hurt
prada way
cashout day
lookin for something i search
im too late im awake
i gave the love to you first

u can never make me feel the same
off the pills im rolling now were friends

im on my way off the k
i give me love all to her
fade away
darker days
i didnt come to just hurt
prada way
cashout day
lookin for something i search
im too late im awake
i gave the love to you first

u can never make me feel the same
off the pills im rolling now were friends
its way to far too go
when im coming home i wear dior

i was never testing you i was actin reckless too

make u feel (prod. skress+iankon)

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

photo by 50Landing

turn the lights on
i can stay a while bet you wanna get me off
think i don’t say enough
i won’t be running back long as i’m faded and
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
i turned to someone i could hold onto
i didn’t understand how it would have backfired
wonder who i am
man
who the fuck am i
i can’t take a lie back now it’s stuck outside me
i can’t take this shit lightly
if you want an ear you know where to find me
high on ig flirting with a couple homies
i said i’m too eager couldn’t keep you
and she told me keep it low key, only rule is staying open
i’m like where my line go you just stole it

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna fuck you again
i’m past that i just wanna fuck all my friends

and i no longer plan to hide in the snow and wait till you hold my hand
now there’s a four in five chance that she’ll bring her fine friend and i’ll be a nine ten to em
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
turned into someone people come onto
i didn’t understand how i could’ve macked yall gon wonder who i am

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah 
i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna love you again
i’m past that I just wanna fuck all my friends

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

@eera0 @sg37
i always said its too much
i just bought some prada aint enough
bnb im sippin from the cup
i just got some money aint enough
cop a pack in bno i trust
runnin out of space its too much
i always said its too much
i just bought some prada aint enough
u know my name theres noway that u dont
im smoking im faded i face it all
i dont know what u need so i give it all
say i take it slow i dont know can u show me
im up rollin dope i cant see im so lowkey
woke up blow a bag at the store now they know me
sg with the belt walking out and hes rollin

i can keep u and have u close
buy some shit for me and to us both
i cant fall in love unless u wear nice clothes
say im gonna take it and leave u broke

i always said its too much
i just bought some prada aint enough
bnb im sippin from the cup
i just got some money aint enough

i always said its too much
i just bought some prada aint enough
bnb im sippin from the cup
i just got some money aint enough
cop a pack in bno i trust
runnin out of space its too much
i always said its too much
i just bought some prada aint enough

too much (prod. sg37+eera)

feel bad

ok

is it true
u cant be by my side
why cant u
be my ride or die

im sorry im not the one to try
but ur pushing too hard when i cant even fly

i cant feel my face
or anything
feeling emptier i dont know what u mean
after hours
like a missing swing

like a missing swing

hes broken and hurt
and nothing left to piece together 
im ur devil and it hurts
to watch u see my downfall
baby keep me by ur side
im fine

and the days are getting bland
the more i know the more i get upset
can u piece me together 
i really hope u understand 

oh my

chorus

like baby dont u cry
staring off to the deep

why u making me promises
u know cannot keepp

like baby why u cryin
dont cry


i cant see ur face
in this ocean i feel trapped
wont u come keep me intact
react

verse 2

24 bottles
im way deep in my
confessions
im sorry for my actions
but girl cryings my compassion

baby bring me intact

im losing all connections 
time reality and passions


24/7 here u wait
i want to be the one
the one u choose totake




prechorus

racks on racks on racks
but my body in the bag

and my soul just left my body
where u going off with that

bring me intact
react

Kurtains - axel ocelot (original pitch)

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