prod. metlast

i try to pretend this shit
is not fucking real
cuz theres no, way in hell
i could ever deal
with all the shit u say to me
and all things that ppl think
and i dont need to let u know
i dont need ur apathy 
i would rather die 
then take that shit anyway 

cuz everydays a living hell
but i still deny every ounce of help
that is offered to me 
cuz i dont...
feel like i dont deserve it
ppls affection....
makes me nervous... 
woah

just toss me out to sea...
it would probably be more efficent
cuz i have dreams of swimming with these fish
and all i do these days is reminisce

nervous [+metlast]

my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

https://twitter.com/comedwn_
https://twitter.com/remghost

whats the worst that could happen
gloss paint, no satin
stance doin damage
man i just cant imagine
forced new habits, life so tragic

how unfortunate
guess its what i get
for lettin someone in
like i was born for this
standin on the ledge
lookin off into the distance, i dont rly miss it

i dont rly miss it w/ comedwn (remghost)

@cut_deep
@imcaves
@irby314
(it's alright im sorry, i dont even notice
the pain that she caused me)
hanging by a thread again
softly say i love u girl
(hanging by a thread again)
tears come out 
from those blue eyes of her
i swear ill be ok 
don't say another word..
i know u saw me with her

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no

cxtdeep:
so tell me what u know bout me?
ill tell u that im sorry
i know it's hard to be
someone that ur not
trusting me
i-
and i can't take 
all this pain
anymore
i can't relate..
to u
u left too soon
fall through
i dont love u

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no
i gotta go x3
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no!

honestly w/ cutdeep (prod. caves x irby)

Party Bus

It’s a song describing how drugs can make a community almost like zombies, emotionless, dead, and carefree

STL zombieland

Screams on Replay

I just hurt myself never really get why 
I give myself a hard time
I dont wanna talk u won’t me see me nah
Ashes in the cup but she give me top
Top top top still she drop till she get me off
Mess inside my head that shit just won’t stop

Stop stop stop 
I can’t take this mindset 
I can’t create shit anymore i’m useless

Lately i just wanna give up 
Feels like i fell off dramatically
The numbers don’t mean much to me but i just miss my family

Like burnout, fanggang, where u at now?
Rose pals, already dead 
I’m missing all my old friends that i had then
I disappeared and i miss them

How about astrals, or the overcast chat, i miss hz haven’t seen him at all lately
Did this to myself i just wanna see my friends again

missing all my friends (prod. loopy!)

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Been running on empty
I don’t mind, somehow we’ll get there
With the burnout assembly 
Up now, all a sudden you care

You never realized where I was headed to
Every single thing you said and how I wouldn’t do
Never really meant shit, look what I can prove
Hear it in my song, know what you’re going through

Why you gotta act like that?
You stick to the format
Sick of their bad habits fuckin’ with my habitat

What are you saying?
What are you saying?
Already heard
You can’t join the band

What are you saying?
What are you saying?
Deja Entendu
You can’t take it back

Why you gotta act like that?
Why you gotta act like that?
See it in your face
Why you mad?
Guess you see in me all you lack

Been running on empty
I don’t mind, somehow we’ll get there
Oh, now you think that you miss me?
Up now, all a sudden you care

Never realized where I was headed to
Every single thing you said and how I wouldn’t do
Never really meant shit, look what I can prove
Hear it in my song, know what you’re going through

Why you gotta act like that?
Why you gotta act like that?
Sick of their bad habits fuckin’ with my habitat

running on empty (prod. nevrfall)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

used 2 b golden (feat. veins)

2 YEARS ft. idkconundrum (prod. scapegoat)

beats/collaborations/features/bookings: davidentendu@gmail.com

running on empty (prod. nevrfall)

david entendu