idk how the first half "carried". I think both halves are amazing

prod switch & guala beats 
lyrics:
this shit is hard i cant get rid of my past
this shit is harder i cant turn to the ash
but ill be gone when im 18
daydream
fuck you if you hate me 
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
whyd you gotta break my heart? oh no no
i dont wanna save it
take my pride away from me love
i came from above 
and i just wanna see what ur made of
so whyd you gotta hurt me so bad
i dont understand 
thought we had a plan but you dont want me as your man
*mindless fucking stuttering i dont feel like typing out*
so tell me what your afraid of 
i aint ever found that out
no 
wait i know what your afraid of
its a fucking word
hoe
i know
all your dirty little secrets
i know

spotify

past

lyrics:
ashes to ashes, gold to dust
everything you do makes a fool of us
and i've been working on myself so we can get back up
and my ego way too big, think I got midas touch

i been pushing all my friends away, know that shit ain't cool
white claws crawling in my system, it's not me making the rules
and imma be in new york missing mama, tryna finish school
i dont want you thinking im okay when im losing my cool

catherine and heathcliff, they stay tatted on my ribs
cause my heart's so full of loving, but my mouth just loves to fib
and my trauma gon' repeat itself and pass on to my kids
baby, do you wanna put up with my shit and be the fix? x2

wrist been looking like picasso played all on it
she don't want me for my conscious, she just want me for my content
and my ex girl tells her family im popping
i don't like to think about it, i was probably the problem

catherine and heathcliff, they stay tatted on my ribs
cause my heart's so full of loving, but my mouth just loves to fib
and my trauma gon' repeat itself and pass on to my kids
baby, do you wanna put up with my shit and be the fix? x2

heathcliff (hallow + ria + joeboi)

written by david halo, 1Booth & hyland park
mixed & mastered by david halo
produced by klimlords
@davidhalo @1Booth @nxrthstarr
* https://DAMAGECLUB.ORG

don't be a stranger w/ 1Booth & hyland park

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

avah

lotus

other platforms

lotus (dercept x ayoley)

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/instigate
https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

prod me

thank you

l:
(prince,kingcrosshair)
drunk on fhe floor
(drunk on the floor)
i woke up at four
(what fucking time is it?)
ah, ah, yeah

i get so tired of walking around 
with my head up and saying 
hello to the (people) round me
but what they don’t know 
is that i sleep in till six 
and i don’t get up until three

just let me sleep
let’s cut the bullshit you know i won’t eat
no, i won’t dream
cause these are things that people do
when they’re healthy and healthy’s not me

yeah, healthy’s not me
no, healthy’s not me
healthy’s not me
raaaaa


aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)
aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)
aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)
aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)


i woke up at four
yeah,  i get so tired of
walking around with my head up and 
saying hello to the people round me
but what they don’t know is that 
i sleep in til six and i don’t get up until three
just let me sleep
let’s cut the bullshit you know i won’t eat
no i won’t dream

(end sample: the one thing that i loved - sc0ttryan)

hlthy

https://open.spotify.com/album/3o09rW0QeegRtk2FwbBBZs?si=0xWlF4kjTa2Mzidk4xBXSw
@01kon
@brokitz

out my face if im talkin
understand the path that im takin that im walkin
like sum bitches u be flockin
jus know if u feelin safe yeah im watchin
down, down
fuck this town now 
theres always a pussy that wants me dead
if he comin closer ill show his mama his head

(2x)
fightback, nice try always wanna be me
bum ass boy next to bb pushin cds
go and jus cry to ya mama, know she wanna see deez
i dont really fuk wit the drama, dont give me no freebies

( kitz)
and i cant leave home, without giving you wat you want
ripped out my heart now u spillin the guts 
ive been feelin this way for a couple of months
and i cant leave home
without you up on my mind
i know you know
so i open fire, hummer boy if you wanna talk shit
i dont gaf if im toxic
jus need someone to talk to and gossip
i dont care at all, im bein honest
let me turn my lights down low
get girl ive been in my zone
if u talkin to me betta watch yo tone
stfu or im aimin for ur dome

hit my phone up(2x)
when u want to
goin to fast, to see some bitches
yeah thats not true 
yeah thats not you
ive been makin the bag singin in my room
laughin in yo face when u tellin me u want me
dancin in the store, yeah im movin like a zombie
hit u in the face yeah i hit u wit this tommy
got him screaming like a pussy, screamin for his mommy

(2x)
fightback, nice try always wanna be me
bum ass boy next to bb pushin cds
go and jus cry to ya mama, know she wanna see deez
i dont really fuk wit the drama, dont give me no freebies

left right left right
keep on movin
missin all the buckets say fuck it i keep on shootin
full face on who the fuck u think u foolin
step up to me, yea my choppa keep on droolin
wasting all my time up in the wasteland
and im startin the fire jus like caveman
and my minds on the islands jus like the caymans
and u still not listening to wat im sayin

im on my own, like once again
goin back to u tellin me we coulda been friends
but you lied, that wasnt right
get out my life(2x)
what a waste of time(2x)

(2x)
fightback, nice try always wanna be me
bum ass boy next to bb pushin cds
go and jus cry to ya mama, know she wanna see deez
i dont really fuk wit the drama, dont give me no freebies

fightback w/kitz (01kon)

@9blare
https://open.spotify.com/album/5Xc17PORdWAnbEfeTKDjzE?si=6G4uWeffSa66Sgqs-bX16w

drugs and pop w/blare

the beat is from a midwxst song called trying someone sent me this and i js made a remix

a song about awareness and paranoia

SUPERSTAR MUSIC ✶
732 - *** - **** #DAMAGECLUB®

don't be a stranger w/ 1Booth & hyland park

david halo

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