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take me somewhere i think i really need to get away
maybe to a place that could be better than it is today
everything is different now i'm feeling like i'm real depressed
i got a heavy burden digging deep down inside  my chest
there will be no rest for  the servants of satan
put me in line to receive some medication
it took a lot of time but i never got a answer
going down this road i think its leading to disaster
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i will not beg
for your forgiveness


tell me whats right
but i wont listen

feeling so bad
this is your life

take me away
cause this is not right
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i will not budge from my position
you put me in a place to face all the opposition
is this the direction that you really wanted to go
so many things that you'll never even get to know
feeling like a stranger inside of my own body
one evil eye projecting like the illuminati
preaching like a crooked pastor way to hell is coming faster
tell me what i want to hear i think i'm facing all my fears
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i will not beg
for your forgiveness

tell me whats right
but i wont listen

feeling so bad
this is your life

take me away
cause this is not right
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P.M.

Stone

Beg (Prod. PsYcHoSmOkEr)

Not Who I Am... Anymore
Written by David W Litwin, 2025

Verse 1
Weekends burned with a dive bar glow,
Same old faces, same old show.
We took what we wanted, burned what we lost,
Never looked back or counted the cost.
We’d stay wild, forever free,
At least that’s what I used to believe.

Chorus 
But that’s not who I am anymore,
I don’t chase the highs like I did before.
I need something real and pure,
Something with meaning, something sure
I’m not running, just moving on,
‘Cause staying here would feel so wrong.

Verse 2 
Same bar, same old scene,
Faces trapped in the same routine.
I tried to tell you there’s more to see,
But you laughed and said, “If Ain’t broke, why leave.”
But I can’t stay and play pretend,
When I know this road will never end.

Chorus 
That’s not who I am anymore,
I don’t chase the highs like I did before.
I need something real and pure,
Something with meaning, something sure
I’m not running, just moving on,
Cause staying here would feel so wrong.

Bridge 
If you ever awake
see past the highs,
I’ll be waiting under open sky.
I hope one day you’ll understand,
But for now, my heart must let go of your hand.

Final Chorus 
Cause that’s not who I am anymore,
I’m not scared of what’s in store.
I need something real, something pure,
Something with meaning, something sure
I’m not running, just moving on,
The weight is gone, my hope is strong.


Not Who I am... Anymore

David W Litwin is an author, songwriter, artist, designer and inspirer. His vision is to produce powerful, inspiring songs that cause deep thought while entertaining and engaging.
Check out ON THE DRIVE HOME at: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/davidwlitwin/on-the-drive-home
My goal is garner a publishing deal and get these songs out into the world.

Not Who I am... Anymore

David W Litwin - Songwriter

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