every single lyric in this song is chill inducing

03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

fractured (demo)

stream acid, sex, dreams:
https://outset.fanlink.to/acidsexdreams

acid, sex, dreams music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6O-UyXuC9dg

follow outset:
https://outset.biglink.to/follow-me


running through the back streets
trippin over shoe strings
heading back to your place
it was on a whim though
drinkin 'til we makin out
you just wanna feel my face
fuck until we pass out
i don’t even know your name
cocaine on your bed sheets
4 am i left your room
i lost the one i lost myself

driving back home see you later send it to your phone
i knew damn well i don’t want you in my fuckin life
maybe im a screw up but at least im not like you
i don’t have to prove myself to nobody except you 
that ain’t my decision you just force me to accept you

first time, changed my mind
haven’t changed, seen the devil
i don’t even know your name 
and now we’re fuckin on the low
i took your tab and phased away
i looked at the sky and faced away
you’re a constant reminder everything i left
i never even should’ve sent that text
but you make me feel the same way she did
now im stuck and im pickin up the pieces
dunno where to start now im 7 years behind
that was bout a year ago
now i got vertigo

samples chennai bliss by versus

acid, sex, dreams [mv in desc]

it'll all fall into place eventually

../12

Candle

prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

mastered by @patchymate

so you made it out
like you meant to
now you're scared that they'll all forget you
-'d take it back
if only they'd let you

before it all changes
i ask you one last wish
remember me for me
but i wanna change, so i'm gonna change

thinkin back to fucking 10th grade i was so good at math
didn't say a word in the back of the class
friends was hoopin, shootin shots that i would just pass
suicidal thoughts back then was kickin my ass
thinkin how the fuck im gonna deal wit all this trauma
they would call me 'dirt' cuz i'm a foreigner
said i couldn't rap but ima do it if i wanna
and now i'm center stage as the performer

before it all changes
i ask you one last wish
remember me for me
but i wanna change, so i'm gonna change

told you i give up
then you called my bluff
and you hit me up
said "you in or what"
so i packed my bag and i hit the road that night
been 4 years since i last been home and i
never thought
i'd feel so alive
can't recall the last time i cried
like i did the end of july
i know all my fans must be losing

faith
i need space
at this rate
i'll keep falling on my face
just how long
will i take?
does october sound okay?
been so long
like a year
i just hope it's not too late
wrote this song
for you my dear

before it all changes

Fingers

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The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon by Ryan Leahan
produced by @kimj + @redhill

Lyrics below

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

Walked through the valley through the garden and the fortress
Gods live within the stars I feel of less importance
Turn me into angel dust
Where the winds a blowing
Toss me in the air above
Dance across the ocean
Can you feel the particles between us when they ignite
Can you peel my skin back can you tell me what is inside
And I swallowed a star and I don't know where to go
I'm a deadly toxin to everybody except for you

Is it all a dream
In each waking second
The voices, tell me what they mean
We fall deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper
Drinking mercury, Hercules, deep inside my body off of ketamine

The cycles of my body metamorphosize under the moon
Every single second is a blessing from the death of you
Things are always better as a secret but it's hard to keep
When we die we rise into the sky Laputa I believe is
Pure, but maybe I'm impure
Cause Hades he supplies me with the angel dust and tells me not to go
And be pure
But baby what's for sure
Is you're an angelic light from above my body becomes a dove

Hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

So I ran through the valley through the garden to the fortress
Where I met a wizard and he made me go and forfeit
All of my possessions half my heart under the premise
That he then could cleanse me of the curse that I was born with
Can you tell me what will happen to my body once you cast away
He told me if he told me that I'll never see the light of day
And as he waved his wand a cloud of dust circled around me
My wings began to sprout gone was the curse that used to bound me
Everybody's got a fear within them worth the bounty
So face the pain and take the change and throw it in a fountain
I'd wish to be the one but my Magnalia are still unknown
Find the peace inside me and I'll water it to make it grow
But wait, what's the truth
Am I wasting all these hours under spells of sweet vermouth
I've spent nights under the twilight with the alabaster moon
Where we swam inside the fountain of our everlasting youth

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon

ghost

expression

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90nWyCAHRHs

fuck me in the basement
where we'd make out on the couch
in our hometown sneakin' out
been a few years thinkin' bout it
didn't think you cared about me
enough to mention
our old contentions
and our relations
when what you're faced with is paramount
yeah

so maybe
you're why im out of breath
i felt myself compress
hearin' you spent your time well
and i'll savor
the time we have left babe
i'll take what i can get
knowin' all i have is time
yeah

don't know how to say these lines
wouldn't have to lie but you hate the silence
would anyone display their crimes
i wish it didn't hurt when you say you're proud of me

i'm too afraid to say i love you
i said
goodbye
too many times
and put a mask on my face when you say that you're sad to leave
and you were
my world
at the time
and i'm too afraid to say i love you

call her back
say the rest
what you left out, the non-events
apologize
no regrets
when we both know the story has
all that wasted time
agreed the weak decides
i'm here to speak with pride

fractured (demo)

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