produced by me & @herskylin

lyrics <3 : 

@dawsin

why the hell she wanna end it?
I dont wanna know
I dont wanna know
why cant I seem to forget
I dont wanna know 
I dont wanna know 
and everytime you talk im cautious
when you speak its getting to toxic

running out of energy
please tell me why you made me your enemy
I remember exactly what you just said to me
you, "dont like me" 
just wanna fight me
its so hard for me
and i don't know me

"i just want to let you know
that you are the love of my live
and your my angel
and I would not want to spend my time with anyone else but you
and I love spending time with you it makes me really happy"
"liar"

i swear i've walked down this road before
worked on myself for someone
that don't love me anymore
but I let my feelings out in the place that I reside
same place where you and I would hide

and I lost everything
you dont know anything
and ill just shoot out my brain
until I can't feel a thing

"im sorry if I ever hurt you
I feel like I have
well I promise ill try better"

fuck you girl i dont know what your saying
living the past life baby 
when I had you for a second 
I dont know why
you wanna fight all night

"fuck you dawsin" better watch your saying
im gonna kill myself just to make a connection
i'm done tryna cry
im fucking done if you lie


@pneuma

when the wind cuts cold
and the trees drop leaves
i had a vision of you
but you was never with me
i gave my all, but i’m weak
i made a promise to myself, but i don’t think i can keep it

i’ve made amends with the thoughts inside my head
face burns, everything i see fades into red 
was there something that i could’ve said?
i tend to hide away in the room where we slept

i need to leave this house, i need to do something better
i hope your new boyfriend treats your heart like it’s treasure
i always give, you, always take you never gave me no effort
you’re putting thoughts in my head, while you’ve been there getting pleasure

i need to get a fucking grip, because your love ain’t shit
i’ve been, blindsighted by accomplishments
you’ve been caught up in yourself, you’re such a narcissist
but i always wished and hoped it’d never come to this

"are you okay?"

eight w/ pneuma

PROD BY ME (DAWSIN)

lyrics <3:

@dawsin

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

I'll be your knight
and ill fight just for you 
for those cold eyes 
ill die just for you
will you be mine?
will you die for me too?
i wanna know why
would you cry for me too?

JUST LET ME TALK TO MYSELF
IF I THINK ABOUT IT I DONT WANT YOUR PITY HELP
IT NEVER MATTERED ABOUT HOW I FELT
YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT YOU AND YOURSELF
SO DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH
THE GUN IS SITTING RIGHT THERE ON THE SHELF
SO WHY DONT YOU JUST PICK IT UP AND JUST END IT ALL?
AND SEND IT RIGHT BACK TO HELL...

so cold like a snowflake 
i watch you fall and you watch my heart break
you can see the eyes shake and dilate
as the blood begins to spray from the neck down
I think i prefer it when im alone and not around
you seem like a nice girl but you bring trouble around
pretty silver hair Emelia please stop now
YOU'VE GOT ME KILLED LIKE A THOUSAND TIMES NOW

s-o c-a-n y-o-u?

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

cold

prod by me :3

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lyrics:
i fell down
but u held high
i envy that
let’s go back in time
where we were close
where we loved each other the most

i feel my pulse in my head
if i keep this up i’ll be dead
but i’m kinda glad i’m alive
i got all of y’all by my side

go and live ur life
i’ll go live in mine
without u in mind
i can reach the sky (x2)

(escape)

down we go
i’ll be here so u know
if u ever come home
i’ll just sit here all alone

back in time

self prod. :)

girl you're too impatient
you say its unfair, but its my heart your breaking
"dawsin"
"can you wait?"
but I have no patience, fuck out my life it's my time your wasting

so where we going now?
every time I talk to you, your outta town
probably with a new guy
probably think I'm gonna blow it off and say, "its fine"
and I dont know what to tell you
I'm making songs while he's probably touching you
and I dont fucking need you, I could probably
care less if you got a new dude
I dont need you

you didn't go to prom
I was worried so I called up your mom
she said your out with a couple of your friends
your probably getting fucked
and your probably giving some head

I MIGHT RUNAWAY
IF I SEE YOU WITH HIM I MIGHT GUT A BITCH
WHILE LOOKING IN YOUR FACE
(FACE)
I JUST WANT YOU TO STAY
I DONT WANNA BE ALONE
I'LL GRIT MY FUCKING TEETH
WHILE I SEE YOU LOOKING AT YOUR PHONE
WONDER WHO YOUR TEXTING
WONDER WHO IS NEXT
WONDER WHO IS GONNA BE MY REPLACEMENT WHEN IM DEAD

cheater

produced by grayskies

@xona

-lyrics-
who do you mind?
talking every minute of life? life
I don’t want to feel a sign that can’t stand my eyes 
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it 

nothing but a trail but I follow like it’s my fault
where it sits so frail, where I stuck it with a nail
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

hang a life I might try to end
signs ahead that trick a mind 

(ONE STEP
MIGHT END)

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

blister

blister (grayskies)

Self Prod.....<3 :P

Bitch I'm evolving, into something that you can't fathom
Is there something wrong with me?
I'll become a phantom
"I'm sorry"

Holding on yeah, girl I cannot
Don't come down here or we'll both rot
In the silence, all this violence

"I'm sorry"
"That I'm not a person anymore"
"I'm a problem"

I tell you this a thousand times, you don't know how to feel me
Oh my god, shut the fuck up you don't know a thing about me
I think you need to try before you even attempt to sell me
With all the lies that you said wouldn't kill me

I think I need something to hold me back (back)
I never wanted to love you, never like that
I need to ask a couple of questions before you attack (attack)
I just wanna love you, but you don't like that
I think its because you call me dumb and call me maniac (maniac)
Well I just think your stupid and a hypochondriac
I wanna tell you this before we all collapse (collapse)
I just want to let you know that I love you

Please don't go

Oh my fucking god, I can never fucking sleep
I don't know why you keep holding onto me
You call me a bitch, well I guess your the epitome
I swear to god there will never be a better me

"I like it when its dark but I also have like"
(Better me)
"A fear of the dark"
(Better me)
"Don't laugh at me I know it's stupid but like"
(Better me)
"I have my reasons"
(Better me)

WILL BE UPLOADED TO ALL PLATFORMS ON DEC 10 WOO WOO

epitome

prod by me >\< 
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lyrics:
picking pieces of my own flesh
leaving bruises all around my neck
so why the hell do i still remenice
about the past, about the girl who went and stabbed me in the back

stezzy u should go and calm down
don’t let your emotions take u now
and i tend to let them fucking in
i tend to hide to my feelings that’s inside and that i hold within

can’t u tell that i’m a little pissed?
but yet no one even gives a shit
and no one bothers to go ask at all
they rather go and ask “oh that’s cool but when is ur next damn song?”

maybe i just need a little break
from the people that are always fake
i just wanna go and live my life 
without going a day with hearing all of these stupid fucking lies

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

blood on ur face
get the hell out of my way
you don’t care about me
so i show u the same
leave it to u
to fuck up everything
that we ever had
man u must be glad (x2

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

i’ve lost 
everyone now
at this point it’s not a joke now
and i hate it
god i hate it
        ♡

fever

self produced, (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

[FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE PLS WEAR HEADPHONES <3]

lyrics ♡:
(hush)

is it sad that i think that your right?
that im ugly? and that you hate the sight
of me, i can promise that its alright
its okay cause i get it all the time

you dont wanna live the same as my youth
i get stares as soon i walk in the room
i get anxious when i wake up and i see the moon
im a human and im not perfect too

i will never forget the pain that Yahiko suffered.
And now...
this world shall know pain. 
ALMIGHTY PUSH!"

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

im trapped 
in the walls
im not so sure what to do about it
pls help me
e-e-e-e-e-e-e
me

why do i feel this way?
why do i feel so much hate?
why dont you come lay my grave
and we will all be safe

I SAID WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY?
*way*
WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH HATE?
WHY DONT YOU COME LAY MY GRAVE
AND WE WILL ALL BE SAFE

S-A-A-A-FE
S-A-A-A-FE
SAFE

*hush*
-
-
-
𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣

spotify

hate

produced by me (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written and preformed by me (dawsin)

(AMV) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iv_vSbFm_s

lyrics ♡ :

"it hurts doesn't it?"

oh ur cheating now?
thats just how it goes 
and the more you lie the more youll break ur nose
and im too tired, i wanna break my phone
and the more you cry the more i feel at home

you thought u buried me? well its not gonna happen
with the more the merrier the more the sadness
think im fucked up, but i can't tell you that shit
but i'm done with love don't you ever call me back bitch

you think im dumb? im done with all your lies
it's not what you do, its all of you i despise
your pissing me off, i cant tell you enough
rip out my heart and i watch as it pumps


the more u fuck around the more likely youll bleed out
how dare u say something to my bro ill knock ur teeth out
the words u say are blatantly just way too loud
locked in my room creating music with unique sound

cuz i aint got time for this no life for this
dont wanna go thru this again
beat that pussy up until he suffers and dies for his sins
what else am i supposed to sing about when i lost all my friends?
this is why i hate myself and i wont ever talk again

(stop)

the more u fuck around the more likely youll bleed out
how dare u say something to my bro ill knock ur teeth out
the words u say are blatantly just way too loud
locked in my room creating music with unique sound

tragedy

anxiety - @sleepywater(rmx)
produced by @user-374890447 (melon) & @leftquiet

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety (rmx)

anxiety - sleepwater (rmx) prod. melon & leftquiet

prod. by me

lyrics:

yeah you don't phase me
you don't amaze me
keep spreading all your lies
it don't bother me
i wanna be on my own
so get off me 
just get off me

call me on my phone I don't see shit
when the world turns against you I don't see shit
and i know that im lying cause i care too much
and i wouldn't even care if you're fuxking up


but
doesn't the moon look just right?
she loves the way that it shines
he wants to stay and stop time
you, you never looked at me like that
is there something on my face?
or is there something you wanna say?


never wanted love but you wrapped my head around
smoking, drinking, drugs you know how bad that sounds?
everybody hurts but you did a little less
everybody talks but you did a little more

i don't wanna talk no
you just want to judge me
this is how it was yeah
they don't want to love me
I don't want applause 
you
I don't want applause
you used to be so... haha


but
doesn't the moon look just right?
she loves the way that it shines
he wants to stay and stop time
you, you never looked at me like that
is there something on my face?
or is there something you wanna say? 

cheater

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