married in hell // cover

"home II" produced by: ilyl1ght

lyrics:
everyday i wake up make a song and do it all again
everybody talks its so annoying you dont know a thing
just about year ago nobody even knew my name
just about a week ago your talking like you have no shame
lying on my name like tell me hey what are you doin
tell me im the worst but its okay already knew it
everyone's the same the double standards really stupid
you cant break my heart that part of me is already ruined

whatever, you can say anything you want
whatever
wow hey man thanks i needed that
wow hey man thanks I needed that
wow hey man thanks I needed that

its okay already knew it

home II

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

and the roses all decayed
it’s so hard to walk away
even when the sky’s are gray
i still wish that you had stayed
go back to your ways

why leave so soon...
was it all doomed?
cause i need you
but seems like you don’t

you left the room
knew it was doomed
cause i need you
but you’ll never stay
go back to your ways

baby does it hurt you
like you hurt me
i would never hurt you
love i’m sorry
could you look me in the face
and say that i’m not dirty?
cause i feel like im not your angel lately

yeah it feels like a suicide
you & i oh
watched me trip on words and cry
but you and i know
every word you say…a lie
watched my heart broke
baby how could you be fine
if i’m your home?

sigh

prod by stezzyxl

i have the proof lol. i never tried to kiss u, i never tried to touch you. and here’s my proof.

lyrics:
all u ever do is lie up on my name 
ur worse than my ex, and that’s nice to hear for change
ur trying to ruin everything i have left
i told u once, and ill say it again , ur coming next.

time to put them up on blast
i have the receipts and all the facts
i watched the video and laughed
i swear to god you’ll never last

bring ur mother 
bring ur father
u can press all ur charges
i never layed a finger
it was some bitch we call her karma
it was harley
it was ari
causing all the fucking drama 
i never fucked with either one of them
but jj really did.

u a pedophine n**** she was FOURTEEN?!?
how about u tell that straight to the police
“i never touched her bro” huh TF U MEAN?
so let me talk about the past and jog ur memory

she’s in 7th grade bro her name was kambie 
she came forward with the proof, u lied straight through ur teeth
so tell me, tell me does that bring up ur memories?
i’m exposing every fucking one while eating arbys :3

time to put them up on blast
i have the receipts and all the facts
i watched the video and laughed
i swear to god you’ll never last

bring ur mother 
bring ur father
u can press all ur charges
i never layed a finger
it was some bitch we call her karma
it was harley
it was ari
causing all the fucking drama 
i never fucked with either one of them
but jj really did.

exposed

closure w/ ezra [prod. dercept x jkei]

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat in the dirt so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

something a lil sleep token/ brakencey/ sinxi/ deadfishy inspired
obviously


i hear a little whisper between silence on the phone
you say you really miss me, god i hope you really dont
the feelings shattered across somewhere, between the ash and gold
i feel a bit uncomfortable, pretend i really dont

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction


im sure youve heard this song before in every genre
always ranting about something and nobodys bothered
i could try be clever write a double entendre
just for you to listen and not read the lyrics
or maybe i’ll produce something spend ages working on it

-------------just to be compared to every artist that you know ----------------             
                     ===================================
or maybe it’s your fault for listening to everyone and nobody at all
i guess i could be wrong
i guess ill never know
everything’s generic so im reaping what they sow

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence

prod by icantsleeplol & hvci
mixed and mastered by icantsleeplol & hvci

thank u @hvci for helping me with some of the layers to help my vocals more impactful ♡ 

and ofc w/ @xav0id

(i’m experimenting with my vocals and my voice in general to see what it’s capable of. i don’t wanna be limited to one genre. i wanna push past my comfort zone and explore different sounds with my voice)

enjoy:)

lyrics:

@icantsleeplol -
they asked me to smile
so i did
now i can’t tell when i actually mean it

i learned to read the room too well
picked up their moods, and forgot myself
said the lines they’d rather hear
kept my truth in second gear

they liked me better watered down
so i kept my head and voice low-bound
never asked them what they meant
just played the part and paid the rent

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
they never wanted all of me
just the version they could keep clean
so i edited my every thought
to fit inside the mold they bought

@icantsleeplol -
empty tent, the lights still burn
but no one waits for my return
they loved the laugh, not the cost
they clapped so loud, i got lost

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
empty tent, applause fades quick
left alone with what won't fix
i give and give, then disappear
while no one even shifts their ear

@icantsleeplol -
i swallowed pride and played polite
convinced myself it felt alright
but every nod, every demand
left another thing i couldn't stand

i tried to slow the spinning down
but silence just became more loud
i gave too much and asked too little
and broke apart right down the middle

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
they smiled, so i assumed it worked
but underneath, it always hurt
and though i tried to keep it smooth
the pressure cracked the parts i moved
 
@xav0id -
empty tent, still looks the same
but i don’t walk out how i came
they called it charm, called it grace
but missed the tremble in my face

empty tent, the echo's mean
i’m still stuck on what they’ve seen
if this was love, or just a guess
why did i fall apart to impress?

@icantsleeplol w/ @xav0id
i’ve memorized what pleases them
but not what brings me back again
i dance around their fragile moods
and call it kindness as i lose

they say i’m calm, they say i’m nice
but only when i pay the price
and every time i try to breathe
i wonder what they’d let me keep

@xav0id - 
empty tent, lights flicker slow
no one left to tell me “go”
but i still bow, still play it cool
still scared of not fitting the rule

empty tent, just me and air
i gave too much, and no one cared
the quiet hits a little late...
but louder than the love they faked

i’m still here
they just forgot
and that’s the part
that hurts the most

empty tent w/ xav0id & hvci

prod. me (dawsin)

lyrics:

your a wanted man mister Morgan,
there's five thousand dollars for your head alone
FIVE THOUSAND DOLLARS???!!
FOR ME??
CAN I TURN MYSELF IN?
STOP RIGHT THERE-

i gotta headache
headache
i don't speak
I let the money-talk
she wanna fuck with me
I'm having the bitch
tryna remember how to walk

make her obsessed
oh darlin
she wanna leave i doubt it..
i don't usually flirt
but I'm bout it
hand her a couple bills make her count it

i dont talk too many ppl
cause they just be running mouths
hating on my music
when you dont even know your own sound
thats funny, you're hilarious
hahaha
"daw you're nefarious"
bitch damn, im sorry im a "Virgo"
miss Aquarius

oh fantastic, you know great
you know terrific
you and I in the kitchen
great
I'm your sioux chef
okay fantastic
I'm your bitch

why cant ppl be original and write they own shit?
its probably cause' i stand on business and i got the motion *-*
s-s-s-sorry
i got him in my reticle
he needs a doctor, medical
i think he glazes too much
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
he wont get off my test-
ouu
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
HE WONT GET OFF MY TEST-
ouu
MAN JUST GET OFF MY OFF MY-

tired of being nonchalant
time to be hella more blunt
my friends dont like me
and i dont like em neither
call em out for all their bluffs
its like what i've done is not enough
damn I know
I'm no people pleaser
dont expect me to text back either

sigh
its fine, i mean i'll be okay
its not like-
you're obviously not being okay
you just told me that you wanted to die
you're scaring me dawsi-

whipping the car going 130, vertigo
stand over em so tall
they asking, what's my vertical
damn hmph
feel the whi- whiplash
gotta grip da steering wheel
get my life back
get my life back

virgo

dawsin

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