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Mirror's Surface

lyrics:

Running from the pond
I see fireflies in the air 

Lost a pastel blinking watch
Meet you over there

Neatly tucked under the shelf 
A dusted stack of memories 
Now I'm just the gallery 

Rusted thoughts blurring your sight
A youth left unwritten 
Pulls apart our distance

And a loss of words can tear me down
'Cause I wanna breathe out 
Breathe alone 

'Cause I might be the one
To tear it all down 
(I don't wanna)

Racing thoughts under the hood
Tired of the paradigm
Sharing's for another time

Guess I won't be built to bear my being alone
As I see the deeds cast down
They can keep the crown 

'Cause I will be the one

stream/buy

carrefour

mixture of genres, i dont know what to call it , call it whatever

Descent Into Madness (now on spotify)

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

bueno esta si es una honesta mierda my bad

Colun

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUq0waTh9Pw
cover art : DÆMON ROSAE

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@xiapng

part of the 2019 Fair Dawn EP, "Youth"
stream the rest of it on Spotify and other platforms
s: https://open.spotify.com/album/5uhSAeysrRZbUt3GoaWswV?si=U2RmhFR6RX22xmgjHEPwDw
yt: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kjqMpzPx4CO7YsSx_onI5QmqeTZpMzgrY

lyrics ~

Keep my love
Until it breaks my heart to pieces
Keep these chains
Until I've wept tears for ages
Forget these thoughts
They will go as you grow
To go and bloom
And be what you wanted to

Move past tomorrow, hold off the sorrow
I’m going further now
Spreading my wings, I'll take off and soar
On to higher places while
I'm singing, "La da da da da da da da da"
No use in brooding
Over some bruising
So smile with every step that comes along
With struggles, hardships
I’ll say goodbye, so long

Time runs by
I'm getting older
Carrying weight upon my shoulders
I can't breathe, it's all too much
Is it time to let go?

Move past tomorrow, hold off the sorrow
I'm going further now
Spreading my wings, I'll take off and soar
Onto higher places while
It gets harder for me to get a grip and hold
But I'll be okay, just go wait for me
The time won't even pass me, not for now
I’ll lift my arms up and cry

It’s all up from here, far
From where we first
Started, so let's keep on moving forth

Move past these flaws
We will be alright

Colun

Dawü