2023 shuffle 2

A purposeful fate lurks on your path.

This song was all thanks to one of my best friends, Remilia
He has helped me get into prod. and actually trying for music, something I've wanted to do for a long time.
Thanks much to Noya for hopping on it and giving me a first song that I like.
It is a personal song that has some good sounds.

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[HOOK - Remilia]
i dont care about the end
cause i know that i cant change it
save your tears, i dont really wanna face it
you're not a hinderance not a problem
please accept it
you caught a look the other way 
and then you chased it

falling like the snow, 
melt one day, where did you go?
weather's cleared
see you walking down this endless road
face your fears, dont think too hard
and please dont let it go
the time is fast
so lets get through it, please just take it slow

[Verse 1 - Noya]
I don't wanna see u cry again
U keep my heart, i feel so warm, I don't want this to end
Don't feel alone, im here, just hold my hand
So let's go through this together, I know that we can

Uhhhh
Boy u know i want u
Hope u know that i luv u
Uhhhh
Keep it, don't let it go
All the Times we know

There's another way
I just want u to stay
There's feeling in my heart
I Will never let you go

We have another chance
Don't want u to stay away

[Verse 2 - Tsundere.]
picked me up off the ground
when I needed it
now that I can stand
I make amends, my ego feeding it
every friend a champ 
and we are definitely seeing it
seeing eye to eye
our mind's an eye we are believing it

yeah I saw the light
all these motherfuckers, lookin to fight
now im making it right
I had faced my fears
and now I set them aside

[END - Remilia]
it's the last time i can ever try to face it
things just turn for the worst and i cant take it
no, you take another chance and,
go, to find another way
go, just take another way we,
roll, and i dont ever wanna waste anymore time
to waste another life without you

@remiliaxd
@noyaclarissa

For You w/ Remilia, Noya Clarissa (Remilia)

yea maybe we can talk 
it out
but we cant bc u gave up
ya u drag me down 
these tears dont make a sound
u never cared at all
and u said i love you so
i feel warm then i lose 
control
so why are you
always u always lie
you make it hard to say 
goodbye
to let go and 
put those memories 
to the side

@222bino
eramos todo
quedo en nada
me duele el corazon 
por tu falta
tus mentiras dejaron llagas
los recuerdos me matan
quiero saber como olvidarte 
dijiste "te amo, no te apartes"
juegas conmigo y eso parte
mi corazon

translate: 
we were everything
I come to nothing
my heart hurts
for your lack
your lies left sores
the memories kill me
I want to know how to forget you
You said "I love you, don't turn away"
you play with me and that part
my heart

love you so w/ vin0 (audiodiary + recyclebin)

blu october prod me

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

prod @ripwarheart @prodkirian @wherearethepercs

SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/68wh8s67OF418QT6kvr0pM?si=04a84659a03b46d9

LYRICS:

(@prkrblu)
all these paparazzi cameras making me go crazy
all I really wanna do is fuckin see u baby
getting all this money but it ain't phase me
I just ran up on this bih but he really thinks Im crazy

getting this shit in my head
thinking that u were the best
I'm counting racks in my bed
won't even lie think I'm dead
how do u live wit urself
u don't know how I felt
spent a whole k on a belt
I don't even know myself

getting this shit in my head
hoping these demons have fled
I'm counting racks in my bed 
holding my 20 instead
how do u live wit urself
u don't know how I felt
spent a whole k on a belt
u don't even know urself

fuck bout a car yea I hop out a plane
tough talk u a goddamn snake
I got 100 reasons why u fake
y u putting me thru all this pain

yea u talking but nothing is coming out
I might just give up and blow my fuckin *I can't say that*

and u think that I am over
well I guess I'm not 
u think this was gon blow over
can u please just stop
really thought I told ya
maybe not
really thought I told ya
GOT A WATCHIN EYE

getting this shit in my head
hoping these demons have fled
I'm counting racks in my bed 
holding my 20 instead
how do u live wit urself
u don't know how I felt
spent a whole k on a belt
u don't even know urself

6/9/2023

INMYHEADD (KIRIAN X WARHEART X RXI)

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

blu october prod me

dax