Name: Fester - demo by Dayfiction in Alternative Rock
Duration: 4 min 14 s
Description: Evan Solomon - Lyricist, composer, guitars, vocals, drums, bass

Alternative Rock

New single "Homesick (feat. not home.)”
shoutout not home. for featuring on this track! check out his amazing music

(Lyrics)
The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Feels like I’m missing part of me lately 
Even if you kinda drove me crazy 
I could turn around and you’d be there
Felt like you would always care 
Now I turn around to nothing 
Am I holding onto something?
Or was everything empty words
Let it sink in Let it hurt 

(not home.)
Damn, I really thought you gave a fuck about me
Soaking in the darkness that surround me
I’ve been getting higher then a pine tree
Car race, side streets going 90, (90)
Curly hair in my eyes
I don’t care if you’re alive
Quit wasting my time
Can’t stand but I think I’ll be fine 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Why am I feeling homesick
It’s not like I didn’t learn my lesson
Everyday I’ve been broken 
I can’t stop this hurting 
I wonder where you’re at
If you’re coming back 
In my chest It feels like a heart attack 
And I wonder,  I wonder 
If I’ll ever, feel okay 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

mixed by yago beats
prod by Nate2Timez

Stream on Spotify!

Homesick (feat. not home.) [Prod. Nate2Timez]

Punk Rock and New Wave mix from vinyl by DJ Riff Rat

Punk Rock/New Wave mix

Punk Rock and New Wave #52 by DJ Riff Rat

In August 2019, a close friend of mine passed away from an overdose. This song is a portrait of the grief I and those close to her experienced in the aftermath. Rest in Peace Antonia, it would've been your 22nd tomorrow (4/23). We miss you, and we won't forget you and your strength in the face of adversity.

Updated October 2021

Lyrics

She was alive, 
She was loved, she was alive. 
It's not right, she was alive
Help me dye my hair, cause she was alive
She was alive, alive

Hold on my friend you weren't supposed to leave yet
Cause you had so much more to live for
And so much to give, an absence of forgiveness
From those of us that you had adored
And how could I expect to outlive you
Even if you didn't make it to twenty-two
What the hell are we supposed to do
(What the hell am I supposed to do / You did whatever you wanted to)

Of all my old sins that you forgave
You helped me believe I was worthy of being saved
But then I paved a distance from your new path
Creating space and time to lose track

The wicked traps placed, illness you succumb
I wished to document how far we had come
Wasted saturday night. in the morning you're gone
Now I'm required to sing this song

(Theres not enough narcan left inside. I will pay for leaving you behind)

I should've found you in the night
I had no idea where you were when you lost your life
These words should not exist
You are dearly missed
Antonia
You are dearly missed

The one who forgave my transgressions
Who rebuked me from deep within
(There's not enough Narcan left inside)
Who gave me a chance to grow has departed
(I will pay for leaving you behind)
The casual smirk and deceptive grin
The unrequited assurance
(Beautiful perfect scum of your design)
That began the change of of everything I know
(A family of idiots must survive)
Restarted

She was alive
She was loved, she was alive
I'm not fine. She was alive
You should reconcile cause she was alive
She was alive, alive

So what will I do with this pain of mine
Confusion overwhelming inside
I could've sworn all my friends were forbidden from dying
Forbidden
Forbidden

Seeing your name on street signs fills me with anguish
Speaking your fate aloud feels like hearing a lie
(This cant be true, this can't be true)
This is impossible, improbable in our timeline

Some nights after you died
I reached over ninety-thousand miles in my car
And I didn't even notice
I couldn't cause I was too busy 
driving slowly around the suburbs that we both grew up in
And screaming in disbelief

(Reveal those positive angel minutes)
Did all that make-up hide your pain inside
(And we'll revel in those positive angel minutes to the end)
Shelter us all from the burden you resolved to bear alone
(Reveal those positive angel minutes)
Did all that make-up hide your pain inside
(And we'll revel in those positive angel minutes to the end)
We all admired what was on the surface, concealer sealing away the unknown

The one who forgave my transgressions
Who rebuked me from deep within
(There's not enough Narcan left inside)
Who gave me a chance to grow has departed
(I will pay for leaving you behind)
The casual smirk and deceptive grin
The unrequited assurance
(Beautiful perfect scum of your design)
That began the change of of everything I know
(A family of idiots must survive)
Has restarted
Cause she was alive

Sorry I Passed Out And Just Woke Up, I Need My Sleeps (She Was Alive)

Kelly plays the Gibson SG Special into a Marshall DSL 40C & a Fender Hot Rod Deluxe... Yamaha Black Bass, Clavinet, Drums, & Vocals...
All Music & Lyrics by Kelly Ray Christian...
Recorded Live @ Keldog Studios...
All Rights Reserved...  Copyright K TUNES 2021

Live my Life

Evan Solomon - Lyricist, composer, guitars, vocals, drums, bass

Fester

Fester - demo

track 2 of the EP, Hope y'all enjoy :)

track 3 is now out as well https://soundcloud.com/noah2kay/tell-me-why-prod-grayskies

lyrics:

i remember tryna call you
but you said you couldn’t hear me
causing i crying in the bathroom all night long
while your listening to all my favorite song
But i don’t rlly even bad anymore
i feel just blue
and i hear all of the secrets lurking inside of you

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore,
i wouldn’t get too close
i wouldn’t get too close

but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

(but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her)

remember when i got ice cream
and i was trying not to cry because i dropped it
i just didnt wanna make you think that i was
everything you didn't want but now i got that
sometimes i just wanna be alone all day but it sucks
when i been thinking you been out all night 
and i see that ur book bags packed
and i know you're not coming back around

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore
i wouldn’t get too close, 
i wouldn’t get too close,

I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind 
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

Spotify <3

dive in head first (prod. by grayskies)

songs: advice by alex g, no more sorry by my bloody valentine, inside out by duster, anniversary of an uninteresting event by deftones, limerence by yves tumor, call me by gigi masin, melon yellow by slowdive, see you when i die by boyo, poison tree by grouper, and towards dawn by rolo tomassi

every day is the same・。・mix

<3.

Tenshii ~ "4ever"
Release date; 14th May 2021

Produced ~ @yungspoiler
Mix/Master ~ @whoistenshii

+\Lyrics/+

[Hook]
Break break, need to take a break
Away away, need to get away
from you
my heart is so blue
So dark, inside my head
I need, you inside my bed

[Verse]
You said its forever, how long is that bae
Swerving the benz truck, wondering when i'll see you 
I didnt lie
You mesmorise
Your pretty eyes
In the corner of my room

[Hook]
Break break, need to take a break
Away away, need to get away
from you
my heart is so blue
So dark, inside my head
I need, you inside my bed

[Outro] x2
So dark, inside my head
I need, you inside my bed

4ever

Nightcore - Dear Maria, Count Me In (Cherry)

staring into space with the look of a child 
sitting by the window, he thinks for awhile
he rots away in his room all day
smoking his cigarettes and reading the bible
in his old age he'd lost his poise
forgotten the language of his drunken joys
he had a tormented mind and a quiet voice
a constant ring in his ear, incessant noise

----sun is poison---
fill the IV with sacred water
save a kiss for me
and if i could, i would shut all the vents
and light up kerosene
you can show the kids that grandpa's on tv
-------------------------

he's still quite the casanova, 
he'll whisper in your ear and pull you closer
talking about things he'd wanna do to you
if only he was a little bit younger
there's a soul trapped behind his eyes 
but his body's unsure if it's even alive
perpetually aware of his place in time
consumed by the thought of his own demise

----sun is poison---
fill the IV with sacred water
save a kiss for me
and if i could, i would shut all the vents
and light up kerosene
you can show the kids that grandpa's on tv

THE THINKER (FEAT. sun is poison)

Summertime fades away 
Slow comes the fall to save the day

i seen you standing there
you walk right by without saying hello
how did you get so rude i cant believe
cuz were best friends ya know
i know you want one too so
hold me close ill never let you go
until you promise me you wont ignore 


im still waiting on my hug
girl you never show me love
all i wanna do is have fun 
show you how it feels to be loved

i brought a fifth to share 
you can do a shot and i can hold your hair
i wont try any thing im a decent guy i wont do a thing i swear
ill walk you too your car cuz theres some creeps 'round here and
i dont need you getting hurt
ill come by your place tomorrow

Where's My Hug?

Red Eyes

thank u klink for letting me use your artwork, check their insta out!!
https://www.instagram.com/maggotfaceklink/

im so sad i need attention
shooting up
in search of redemption
death in my visions
blood on my wrists
pretty girls die quick x2

its all hopeless
i see it burn
you have turned
into a nightmare
living with myself
i should get help
pretty girls die quick x2

open my ribcage
and feel the carnage
crawl inside me
read my brain
get these sick thoughts
out of my head
pretty girls die quick x2

pretty girls

Some dumb ass song about being sad or whatever

Deli Ham

Virginia Garage Rock
Contact: evanmsolomon18@gmail.com

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