inspired by
Lzie - ツンデレ理論
( https://soundcloud.com/user-689895273/rfbl2amzncho )
Lzie - me222351lot
( https://soundcloud.com/lzieeeeeeee/me222351lot )
愛崎 えみる - raspberry cube (Nightcore Edit) 
( https://soundcloud.com/user-733442839/raspberry-cube-nightcore-edit )
shuffleアニメ版、完走できておらず……

Time Has Come

aaaa

https://hazmatrecordings.bandcamp.com/album/hzrd-001-fire-caution

Ceramics

I don't know the abc's

My Video Game Is Broken

Greatness comes with a heavy cost...
Again and again, I am paying the price to have a glimpse.
Sometimes I hate myself, sometimes I wave my pride.
Most of the time, I can't see the "great" thing, at anything.
I sank, let all go. I disintegrate, fail altogether.
I thrive, have burnout, and am seen as a disaster.
It's sad to see that it's all in my mind, and nobody actually cares.
But everyone judges the reason why I should be praised.

It is said that in the end, I didn't change; I can't change.
As I realize how pointless all the change is, just to become someone else,
I just lose the passion, I just can't answer who I am.
But it is not about that someone either, I wanted it for myself.
Hurt myself just to escape from pain. That's the irony.

Whatever I do, whoever I become,
Inside of me always craves for that greatness,
To achieve such goals, he needs to suffer.
Killing that just makes me miserable.
To not reach my dreams, not be the one I want to be.
Because of that, I am tired of harming myself.
I am tired of fixing myself.
I am tired of everything.
---

Essentially a remake of my previous piece, The Lost.
The Lost was about, the lost. It overflows with sadness and acceptance.
However, this is not about the temporary moments and individuals. This is about the curse of ambition. Trying to be the number one, searching the greatness, making ultimate sacrifices, hurting people and myself.
I was always a perfectionist. Sometimes, I try to take a pacifist approach, living life for moments, friends, fun and so on. However, I become a shell of myself. If I give up all my ambition, I just turn into a husk of a distant memory...

I am searching for a way to achieve perfection without damaging any more people, or myself.

I am tired

https://hinemos.bandcamp.com/album/beacon-on-the-shore

A Small Photo

this fucker took 4 hours for only like 30 seconds of breakcore. whatever it's cool anyways plus 7/4 is goofy

dubplates don't last very long

DOTD015
Free download
FULL ALBUM
http://dayofthedroids.wix.com/dayofthedroids#!recursive/c1l0a

Recursive - CpH4

ear eater

I do not associate with other people on the lineup for this event. Thank you.
**URL event**
My DJ set for /@lusso's DJ event - MILLENIUM HIGHWAY (11/18/23 - 11/19/23) on Day 2 (11/29/23).
- Visuals are a compilation of my Trip to NY for the Trans-Pecos "Dancefloor Ritual Death Rave" event and other clips on YOUTUBE (link to my YT in bio).
*Track List:
Intro: SpongbobSquarewave -This is One DJ You Don't Wanna F**k (EDIT) & Renard –NAMx (EDIT)
SYZY -SYZY(2) IS GOIN' HAM INTO 2022 (NOW ON MAIN!) 
Skrillex– Mumbai Power (feat.Beam)
leroy - shashshashshash (elxnce remix)
Elwood – It’s my right to be a bitch
Steej - i have a little fun
Steej - that's just the difference between you and me
elxnce - The "Loanshark" In Question:
jay eazy - mega man (snowstorm flip)
saoirse dream - when your pizza rolls + horse girl with a gun
Gammer & Klubfiller - Future Fuzz
Gammer – Kickin’ Hard
USAO-Miracle_5ympho_X_Extended_Mix

Recursive - CpH4

Day of the Droids