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Glyphyx, kayudo, & skele - Photographs (prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

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When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

Male vocals, dark, eerie, Electro, pop, RnB, Alternative, bass, atmospheric, folk style voice

Midnight Reflections

Original Song "Lovesick" Written and recorded by Days To Waste
Mixed / Masterd / Co-Prod by SayWeCanFly

Lyrics:
Lay my soul to rest
All my brokenness
Take away everything
Cuz I'm such a mess
In the dead of night
Swear I'll be alright
Never be, never sleep
Singing to the sky
Can I keep you here?
Been a couple years
Since I've felt like I need something to endear
Pull my body near
Wipe away my tears
Then leave me to decay

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

Catch your whispers while I sleep
Watch a shadow through the trees
Tear my heart out as it beats
Cuz for you I would do anything
But the silence is so loud
I'm a ghost with no sheet now

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

And you told me that im everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
The saddest part is I believe
And you say that im your everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
I'm the monster underneath your ceiling.

Lovesick

Lovesick (feat. SayWeCanFly)

Original Song "Serenity" Written and Produced by Days To Waste
 
Lyrics:
And it seems like I can't hide
Shut my lips and close my eyes
See the world in black and white
Except for you
Hold you close and hold me tight
Runaway, cuz I can't hide
See your face I'm going blind
There's only you

Left my body in your bedroom like a ghost
Haunt my nightmares, fuel my dreams
And let me go

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Losing track and losing hope
See my body sinking slow
Feel the ground beneath my feet
Pull me below

One track mind
Miss you so much
Feel my heart
Numb to the touch
Serotonin come in clutch
But I'm so blue

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Serenity

Original song "Dust & Ashes" Written and Produced by Days To Waste

Lyrics:
My brain filled with static
My heartbeat left in the attic
Yeah, take my soul, you can have it
Shit's nothing but dust and ashes

Hide the daylight
Yeah, sleep so late
Prolly flatline
Write away the pain
In the night time
It's 3:00AM
I won't pretend
Leave me for dead

Ooh 
never gonna let it go
And I just wanna let you know 
That I miss you

It's alright
It's alright
Am I just
Getting by
Take it away from me
Laying in agony
It's alright
It's alright
Fall asleep to sunlight
So lay here awake with me
In beautiful atrophy 

Feeling heartless
Leavin mistakes in my apartment
Now it's 4 o' clock in the morning
Been on my mind
Been feeling tired
Been dreaming about your doorstep

This ain't what I wanted
Feels like I'm losing my conscience
Tongue tied, dont know how to say it
Accepting the pain
Because I fucking hate this

It's alright
It's alright
Am I just
Getting by
Take it away from me
Laying in agony
It's alright
It's alright
Fall asleep to sunlight
So lay here awake with me
In beautiful atrophy

dust & ashes

crashmycar (prod. caspr)
Instrumentals produced by caspr
Vocals written by Days To Waste

Lyrics:
Tear out my heart, go and rip me apart, cuz I'm over it, I'm over it and, it's hard to believe, but I'm not what you need, just get over it, get over it
Like the gossip, talk shit, tell another secret, lie and say that I was never needed
Crash my car, you're laughing while I'm bleedin, leaving scars but I don't feel a thing and
I would never, tell you these things, and I'm starting to think, that it's not up to me, we're forever, trapped in a dream, where you're all that I see, now I don't wanna stay here

No, I don't wanna stay here

Lay in the dark, on the hood of my car, I'm not over it, not over it, cuz I'm seeing your eyes in the light of the stars, just a sober kid, with a toxic heart

Stay here all night, wait until the sunrise, lie and say I promise that I'll be fine, fuck the game, I'm waiting on the sidelines, hide the pain, Still hurting ,but I'm alright
I would never, tell you these things, and I'm starting to think, that it's not up to me, we're forever, trapped in a dream, where you're all that I see, now I don't wanna stay here

No, I don't wanna stay here

crashmycar

crashmycar (prod. caspr)

original song "pale blue" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Let it all go from my palms
Wondering why it's all gone
Wait by the bus stop I'll walk
Seven o' clock
I think that I'm not lost
Standing inside of the dark
Hope that you haven't gone far
I fucking hate driving my car cuz
Every street holds a place in my heart

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

The street lights are all goin out
And the night leaves me lost in the sound
Wanna cry, tell me what's that about?
I can't keep my head up, can't look at the clouds

Yeah

Now I'm just wasting away
The living room floor is becoming my grave
I'm carving up hearts in the side of my bedframe
Reminding myself why I don't ever sleep
(Maybe I should get some sleep)

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

pale blue

Original song "Headspace" Written and Produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Now the warm summer air is burning my lungs
Never heard what I said, but it's all said and done, take my heart to your place, leave it there, and move on, cuz the space that I made for you's already gone

Hide away till I can get back
Hanging your necklace on my coat rack
Leaving a key under the door mat
In case you'd ever wanna come back

(Now I'm askin)

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

(The feeling dead and gone, the roof that we layed on, I was dreaming all along)

Stale cigarettes are burning your lungs
Feeling closer to death as I'm falling in love
Now I'm gripping a rose, cut my hand with the thorns, while your losing your place reaching for bloody palms

I'm tired and I'm losing it
Fallin apart
And I'm reaching but I'll never be all that I want
Cuz I'm stuck here wearing skin I made covered in scars
So I'll lay here in your arms until they tear me apart cuz

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

So can we talk in your driveway?
Fighting off the urge to call you but it's okay
Cuz I've been stuck in 2016
I know I need to let it go
I'm reminiscing when we
Got a little lost
We were just some kids, and
Didn't have a clue what we were living
But now I'm stuck here, and I can't sleep
Started falling into pieces in your driveway

Headspace

Original song "waste my time" written and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
I've been trying to picture
Your eyes on nights like these
Silhouettes and a flannel shirt
The one you gave to me

Got me at a stand by
Caught me at the right time
Tell me why they fly by
Minutes fly like seconds
Goodnight, now you're feeling lifelike
'I love you's' turn to goodbyes

(And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to)

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

I been fallin asleep at the wheel most nights
Got me looking for somewhere to rest my eyes
And ive gone past my old house a thousand times
Tryna find somewhere else I could drive

Got a lacking of serotonin
Calling and calling your phone
Scatter the pieces up of my heart that you fucking broke
I wrote you another poem
Bout flowers and drinking alone
But now the ink from the pen is bleeding out into the paper

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to

crashmycar (prod. caspr)

Days to Waste

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