come back to this pretty often, such a fuckin amazing song

them pop punk vibes, straight to early 00s

@prodjpjp @prod-oc <3


its like you never even cared
 stripping me bare
 now i got holes in what i wear 
getting prepared
 so u can throw me down the stairs 
how is it my fault i was never even there 
blame it on me so u can sleep in someones bed
how is it my fault i was never even there
 pull me away i get so awkward and i stare 
stop waiting for me im busy pulling out my hair 
how does it feel ? 
im sick of hearing that u care :p

throw me in the sea and let me drown in the ocean 
body going numb and my heart got frozen 
i dont wanna die but my lungs cut open 
pressure in my eyes built up both swollen

crawling to demise my time im chosen
 tell another lie, ill cry, wont show it
 bleeding thru the cracks in my hands cant close them 
wish u never hit me got ur wrists both broken

did i let you down
 dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

did i let you down 
dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

Tear me up and peel the flesh off my body
“It wasnt like that” you know I wasn’t ready
And I know that, there’s nothing you could tell me
I wanted love back, the feelings getting blurry

Spending too much time on my own
Rejecting everybody that I know
 hiding every message on your phone
Start to realise that I got nothing to show

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care [JPJP x OC]

@hiraethsry
@prodjpjp 

lyrics
// hiraeth
stab with me with a knife and put it in my back
“i could never love you” wym by that
i don’t wanna die but life is going fast
text me when ur drunk and say you want me back

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

cut around my wrists i’m laying staring at the ceiling
out of body fuck i swear i’m living for a reason
blood trail on my arm i’m steady looking for a meaning
tryna cut you off ur never good to me i’m leaving

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

// geist
what’d i mean to you?
you crossed my name out in red love
held me close, just to say that we’re losing touch
cut me deep and then scream that i’m not enough
want me now, when i say that i’m giving up

here we go again
dancing in the rain
couldn’t save my face
so i ran away
pretty little waist
only caused me pain
covered in my blood
oh, how you love the taste

did you mean it?
tell another lie or you could say that i’m the reason
people fucking change but just as not as quick seasons
you know that i’m hurting so just leave me in the deep end

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Intrude w/ hiraeth [JPJP]

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you're all the best fr <3

lyrics:
I gotta get fucking grip
i let everything slip thru my fingers
im walkin on glass I might trip 
let it cut me just cut me to pieces 

on dry ice frostbite from your lips sent a shiver down my spine thru the vine to my hips 
there ain a lotta love for me, not to give. 
I been tryna figure how the fuck im gonna live like
this.

im wasted, complacent.
u name it
im lame man, 

cut my lips, cant speak to you 
i blew the shield can't read into 
the cold ass stare i get, you use 
permission to light the fuse 

im just a figment 
walkin thru your vision
catch me upset, its just something you're dismissin 
solice is only possible when were in two 
love so still, its all because i skipped the route
unmissable 

i am 
cant relate to me relate to you
i try 
some days i wonder why i cant cry 
my eyes 
been frosted since i last quit my lies 
so why 
is my chest still caving in

i feel my worth in my skin
but i can't seem to let it grow
i feel the grief in my soul
leave slowly

frostbite

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prod @sorrow_bringer

 it really does kill me that i'm not able to showcase what i create/put out how i want it to be, but the piece itself matters the most to me. hopefully one day i'll be able to put together like a music video/lyric for a majority of what i put out, but for now, this is all i got. thank you so much for supporting me and music to this point. i really, really appreciate it. more than just that. this is everything to me. thank you for listening. <3

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this

i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance

i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it

oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back

but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

did it ever happen..

retention [prod. sorrow bringer]

produced by sk8miles
completely non profit
lyrics:

shawty hit me with that vac seal
no gorilla grip
she go on to talk dick sand 
and how im pussy whipped 
glad u can agree that u and i
are a perfect fit 
if we talk about the premise, 
u and i, i guess we're caving in 

caving in 
seems that all i do is fuel some version of the pain im in
glad u getting me n what i've learnt from eating pavement
said the monster looking back on everything he did
i need my medicine 

my feet lost the ground 
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce
blow smoke down and make clouds 
my feet lost the ground
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce 
blow smoke down and make clouds 

so we dress up
and we pub crawl
eatin on her ___
'til i get lockjaw
u gotta love me for the way i am
swear the more the that she could hurt me;
only make me more attached 
blowing smoke into a fan
while she's sleeping in my bed around like 2am
i just crack my beer n touch the cieling crush n toss the can 
lucky im all out of barz cus knowing me id take the chance bro

my bad, love u
that's a lot of vodka for someone 5 foot
hard world. pull thru.
no one gives a fuck and that's a hard truth
but you make me feel alright
better at least than most nights 
it's complex the state of my mind
but she just says to shut up 
and get the knife
 

good point, but i have a knife (sk8miles)

oh its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore

i just cant tell you enough
my thoughts been opening up
i never said it enough 
my heart was filled with your love

i would sacrifice my love just to be on your side
gimme just another day so that i can reside
while youre waiting at the gates, ill find somewhere to hide

i need somewhere to hide
i know youre in the fields looking at me over the light
if theres a chance that you hear me singing into the night
i need to tell you that ill love you till the end of the line

you know i always cared about you
i might sleep in water hang my head whilel i cry
been 2 years now im lost without you
take me to a forest filled with water and pine

its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore

how could you take away my best friend
ive got no one to trust
ill see your face in the end
your words fill my stomach making me who i am
you wouldnt have left me, i know ill see you again

enough

you could get somewhere if you shut your mouth
six shooter spinning lately let me down
in too deep you dont want me now
in too deep you should pull me out

aim for my throat girl
i dont even choke love
give me some more
im a ghost when im inside of you
we rot on the floor
dont stop
gimme it all love
i shouldve know
my friends all told me that youre going out and talking alone

i dont feel much better after all this time
you should let me choke and pretend you tried
you should fill my throat with some morph and wine
so i cant feel a thing i feel like nothing else is going right

stab me to watch me bleed
youve taken all that i am
my friends are leaving me
dont know how long i have left

i shouldve know what youre pulling me for 
dont stop now
i feel like i could do more

is your father not bored
youre dressed like a whore
everytime you go out you fuck 5 or more
alcohol 
theres no alcohol
you swear you get pissed
no you dont at all

and you can try to change me
ur time is wasted 
you might be deluded need a milli to persuade me
my bones are breaking
harvest wasted
drop me in the shit so you can flush me vacant

vacant

cover of fav https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt song
original guitar by https://soundcloud.com/remghost , I jus replayed the gtar and added sub lol

original song: https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes/skele-about-your-love-prod

lyrics:
I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see

about your love (skele)

Original song "Breathe" Written and Produced by DaysToWaste, Co-Produced / Mixed / Mastered by SayWeCanFly.

nothing left

lyrics:
Barely breathe from the start
Rain drops hit my arms
Standing outside your car
Standing outside your car

Barely breathe from start
Rain drops hit my car
Driving somewhere so far from here
Tryna go somewhere far
Thinking back when I said
Tryna feel what you meant
Now its stuck in my head
Yeah it's stuck in my head

And I hope that I make it, yeah
I swerve feeling jaded, yeah
So hard gotta face it, see
The sunlight fading in
Im back where I began
Don't try to hold my hand
Leave me alone instead 
Leave me alone instead

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Barely breathe in the cold
Make me feel like a ghost
While I stare at my phone
And you're sorry, I know
Get me out of the deep end
Cuz it feels like I'm dreamin
Yeah the surface is fadin
Swear that I'll never sleep again

Shadows dance on the walls
Feel the weight in my arms
Till it all falls apart

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Breathe

Original Song "Serenity" Written and Produced by Days To Waste
 
Lyrics:
And it seems like I can't hide
Shut my lips and close my eyes
See the world in black and white
Except for you
Hold you close and hold me tight
Runaway, cuz I can't hide
See your face I'm going blind
There's only you

Left my body in your bedroom like a ghost
Haunt my nightmares, fuel my dreams
And let me go

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Losing track and losing hope
See my body sinking slow
Feel the ground beneath my feet
Pull me below

One track mind
Miss you so much
Feel my heart
Numb to the touch
Serotonin come in clutch
But I'm so blue

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Serenity

Original song "bad luck (feat. wastedyouth)" written and produced by daystowaste. @daystowaste
Featuring wastedyouth @wstdyth

Lyrics:
Couple long nights listening to time pass
By the bay shore
Embers on our backpacks
On my front porch begging you to come back
Is this all I know?
Little lonely road
By myself now opening your snapchats
Cuz I just don't know what I should send back
On the bayside didn't bring a backpack
Holding everything I kept inside, like:
Blue skies
And long nights
Or all the things left in golden, yeah
Endless fights
And car rides
Or why I really hate driving
Yeah what do I want?
Am I holding on too much?
Is it better if we
Leave it alone 
All the shit I know that's just
Bad luck
Shawty i’m paranoid 
I been rollin up too much 
Got som bands stashed away 
I know could double that with luck 
Looking for answers and i can’t find em 
Yea it’s tough 
Sitting out under the stars 
Ash is blowing in my lungs 
Speeding in the whip and you know we always burning 
I'm pulling some strings and i see behind the curtain 
Out there is my home and i know that i’ll be returning 
But right now i’m here so i’m still working
Blue skies
And long nights
Or all the things left in golden, yeah
Endless fights
And car rides
Or why I really hate driving
Yeah what do I want?
Am I holding on too much?
Is it better if we
Leave it alone 
All the shit I know that's just
Bad luck
what do I want?
Am I holding on too much?
Is it better if we
Leave it alone 
All the shit I know that's just
Bad luck

Serenity

Days to Waste

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