And who am I to u? just different shades of blue, a gradient of me♡♡♡ bro!

this NEEDS a confusing yet accurate music video, shot like a 90s one

this song is absolutely my new drug and addiction, I broke off a friendship of 15 years and these lyrics encapsulate my feeling on the whole experience

Absolutely love your songs❤️Lilac ,tired eyes ,pale blue and so much more have been listening to on a daily basis💯

i love you with azll my heart tysm for still making pure emotion music

ur music is literall the only thing keeping me here tbh

prod. flesh

lyrics:
had it backwards
like didn't that hurt
i was pacing back and forth
i cant afford
better
what i posture bad for
i'm so messy, in the works
all i'm tryna do is learn about you
a lot of words to say
i feel like im right where im supposed to be
i stay up all night and i just make it a song
taking whats in front of me
for granted
abandon your limbo
its simple 
once you know the frequency
you can dial it in
and maybe you'll hear it different
or not
it doesnt matter to me
the thought makes me wanna throw up
had one hell of a glow up
despite my paranoia
its been hard to feel normal
but still i stand like a soldier
i guess im growing older
i gotta fight for what i love
im going nowhere
if i dont go, if i dont go
out the way to get a grip on myself
i keep fixing myself
keep a halo but im giving them hell

backwards

if xav0id was on the song 

remixed by me

her soundcloud -
on.soundcloud.com/vMttEe6irRmQ5eXX9


heylog - lavender (short remix/cover)

Featuring @sewerperson
Produced by @noahmadethiss & @horoshavibes
Mixing, additional vocals & guitars by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks
Art by @melmige

LYRICS
(sewerperson)
All alone on this Summer night
Look for me in these velvet skies
Pray for me while I walk this fire
Anything just to see you smile
November came and our Summer had died
Leaving us with nowhere to hide
When everyone dropped dead like flies
I had no choice but to make you mine

When we fade away where do the feelings get dropped
'Cause I got boxes of these things like home videos
I'm away like half the year
She doesn't miss me though
All while I'm thinking about her touch
It makes me miserable

(Carlby)
Somehow I'll find a way to reach you
Drag you through the screen
This time I'll tell you everything
How much you really mean to me
And all I am today
Because the bleakest weather is better in your company
Although you're long gone now
I hold tight to your memories
Like home videos
Just know I'll never forget these

I still stare at old photos
Wonder where does the time go
How can I get it back

(Horosha & Carlby)
The past is dead and yet I still I feel it
A shadow sliding over concealing
Anything in the present that would bring me joy
And still I miss the pain

I knew our time was short
But your summer eyes
They captured me by force
A willing prisoner
Even with a painful ending you made every moment shine like gold

Listen on Spotify!

Home Videos w/ sewerperson (Prod. noah thomas)

headlights (p. sapjer)

1uh1 (+rubbish)

i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

loose change (p. under the maple tree)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3MyYxx8xvAuXSBjaWn3Ytx?si=gVcNjko9TNmK31A6EsnxLA
video: https://youtu.be/aSLd-sA_r8E?si=zJtO76JZEkzhwppL
amv: https://youtu.be/EFWBgiBOOsI?si=xGHMcNo8ZR7M7D4_

produced by heylog

i was looking at her eyes
i could tell she wanna die
wait, don't
i will be alone no
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go)
please don't go (please don't go) (please don't go) (please don't go)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)
i was looking in her soul, she remind me of a ghoul
i think that she want me gone
come near me i'll bash your skull (bask your skull)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
i watch 'em all pretend (i watch 'em all pretend)
this is how it ends (this is how it ends)
drowning in our sins (drowning in our sins)

it's time to speed up
i am fed up with these people
go home
the world is falling off
i wanna go home
this ain't us
rewind
i wanna rewind back to you
beside
i wanna be beside close to you (close to you) (close to you)

heylog - how it ends

thank you for listening

Lyrics:

Tongue tied when I called your name
How could have I forgot about it
Time flies when you waste away
But I know you don’t see it
Because you build me up
Just to tear me down
All that time spent waiting for something
Because it’s all I know
Now I’m letting go
Of all that time we wasted

Who am I to you?
Just different shades of blue
Your perfect colorway
A gradient of me
You painted above you
And what am I to say?
When all the color fades
A perfect shade of gray
That turned into nothing
And faded above you

So where do we go
Now that I’m all alone just staring down at my feet
Overthinking how they got me where I’ve come to be now
Sleeping on the floor again
And wondering when the f*ck this ends
Spinning around my head
While I just keep on asking myself

Who am I to you?
Just different shades of blue
Your perfect colorway
A gradient of me
You painted above you
And what am I to say
When all the color fades
A perfect shade of gray
That turned into nothing
And faded above you
Above you…

Days to Waste

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the truman show (noah thomas+back2thapast)

you're so good at what you do.

prod solr

lyrics:
beautiful boy, can't you see
you belong right here with me
you take me heart too easily
you don't mind disrupting my peace

but i feel so calm with your company
is this the right thing for me?
oh i'm not as scared as i was last week

i just want you
you in my room
don't know what you do
that makes it so easy to fall in love with you.

~2300~

@kennyorlando

prod by: sailor + @jolst

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Days to Waste

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