guitar loop by @spagdus

youre soaked
you couldnt outrun the rain
the gray clouds forming apropos
leaving you drenched from head to toe
and youre fucked
but youre not one to complain
changing skies of every glow
winter rain and summer snow
and youre not
the one i met before
who found me all those years ago
and taught me how to live and grow
and youre not
the person you once were
the rhizome splits
the sunlight hits
the morning mist
begins it all again

and rain

43478983

10/15
thank you to these wonderful people :)

(in order of apperance)

itasca - https://soundcloud.com/amour111 (prod)
vai5000 - https://soundcloud.com/vai5000 (vocals)
TKA - https://soundcloud.com/t_k_a (vocals)
jauntsen - https://soundcloud.com/jauntsen (prod & vocals)
mopearound - https://soundcloud.com/mopearound (prod & vocals)

(re)imagine [ft. itasca, vai5000, TKA, jauntsen & mopearound]

10/17

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
small track just a synth and vibes 

ngl im feeling like absolutely burnt out might not make it a whole month uploading every day but i am going to keep trying my hardest

STREAM

thank god its monday

11-3-2021 1:08am  something to help me sleep

before i wake up (mumble demo)

around the world immediately (mumble demo)

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun
not having fun
bitch, you are dead to me
not gonna buy what you're selling me
i'm my number one enemy
i don't even think my friends can see
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
hiding myself, an anemone
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
the melatonin's just to cope with me, can't go to sleep

i need the truth
i put myself in the pocket
i ran for a pick-6 then i fumbled
man, i saw the end but i lost it
antagonize myself every time i fail
cause who else could've caused this?
i'm my number one enemy, like
don't know how they fell for me
pressure almost turned me to steel
cracked under it true colors revealed
wish i wasn't under his heel
coping with stress i didn't know how to deal
overdosing on that serotonin
but it wasn't motive
made me crash in the end
i got rid of my melatonin
staring at the ceiling
till the morning
stayed in my bed, but fuck it, i'm gone

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun
not having fun
bitch you are dead to me
not gonna buy what you're selling me
i'm my number one enemy
i don't even think my friends can see
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
hiding myself, an anemone
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
the melatonin's just to cope with me, can't go to sleep

forgot what it's like to feel
cameras off when the curtains revealed
had no proof i wasn't made of steel man
don't know how i can ever feel real
my number one enemy is me
i never have time to kill
i'm too busy beating myself up
mentally bruised but i'll do it still
forgot what it's like to feel
cameras off when the curtains revealed
had no proof i wasn't made of steel man
don't know how i can ever feel real
my number one enemy is me
i never have time to kill
i'm too busy beating myself up
mentally bruised but i'll do it still

self antagonism

original song (re)percussions by @dramatrial
non-original song by me

c(re)epercussions

not very real
https://soundcloud.com/bhproducer/something-has-to-change

guys i got a new microphone :D yayyyyy

live a little bit more in the moment! (written, produced & performed by Micah Callari)
stream the song: https://open.spotify.com/track/0KzTPBsgGUfPj45KkHQVgv?si=c0ca099235bb4a6b
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/micahcallari/stim-in-the-moment/
remixes: https://soundcloud.com/micahcallari/sets/stim-in-the-moment-the-remixes

-LYRICS-


Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment

And I think that it’s okay to be something
Whatever, I think it’s better than nothing

Morning seems to come when I least expect it
Blinded by the spotlight so I redirect it
Stirred you in a tizzy yet I’m unaffected
Master of the craft, but I won’t respect it

Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment

Do-do-do you think that it’s okay to be something
‘Cause I do
And do you worry you’ll forever be nothing
Me too

Need a dose of my favorite noises
Hate the sound of these nasally voices
Don’t regret all my worrying choices
Shove it all away and stim

Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment

around the world immediately (mumble demo)

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